This poem is directly and powerful response from the author to a deeply impactful moment recounted in the preceding diary entry. Written by the same hand that recorded the initial shock and hurt, the poem delves into the emotional aftermath of being confronted by harsh and unexpected voice. It explores the feelings of disbelief, separation, and the profound effect of words that left the author speechless and feeling wrongly accused.
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Today is 26th of January 2025, is my first time writing on a dairy . And this is because , I have a very bad evening that really hurt, unforgetable and a strange feeling which is pushing me to write. I never did imagine or to think of hearing such things from my own blood. If it were to be an outsider , I woudn't be surprised or shocked but hearing that from the voice kept me silence. I couldn't speak a word but just staring because it was a very big shock for me.
Never did I imagine that,
I couldn't speak a word,
I kept staring as if, I was at fault,
I wasn't allowed to speak but to hear what the voice was saying,
I felt like diappearing at that moment,
I kept thinking, Is he my own blood?
I felt as if , I was dreaming,
The voice that held me captive kept shouting at me.
I imagine how much people carried him speaking those words at me,
Till I kept silent, without saying anything.
I felt like I was being cursed,
My world became bitter at that moment.
My heart kept pounding,
Like someone hammering a nail in wood.
I cried as if I lost something special,
The voice I was denied.
But kept silent throughout,
Without speaking,
But this is a talent,
A seed of strength planted in the silence
