I have been looking on, this evening, at a merry company of children assembled round
that pretty German toy, a Christmas Tree. The tree was planted in the middle of a great
round table, and towered high above their heads. It was brilliantly lighted by a multitude
of little tapers; and everywhere sparkled and glittered with bright objects. There were
rosy-cheeked dolls, hiding behind the green leaves; and there were real watches (with
movable hands, at least, and an endless capacity of being wound up) dangling from
innumerable twigs; there were French-polished tables, chairs, bedsteads, wardrobes,
eight-day clocks, and various other articles of domestic furniture (wonderfully made, in
tin, at Wolverhampton), perched among the boughs, as if in preparation for some fairy
housekeeping; there were jolly, broad-faced little men, much more agreeable in
appearance than many real men--and no wonder, for their heads took off, and showed
them to be full of sugar-plums; there were fiddles and drums; there were tambourines,
books, work-boxes, paint-boxes, sweetmeat-boxes, peep-show boxes, and all kinds of
boxes; there were trinkets for the elder girls, far brighter than any grown-up gold and
jewels; there were baskets and pincushions in all devices; there were guns, swords, and
banners; there were witches standing in enchanted rings of pasteboard, to tell fortunes;
there were teetotums, humming-tops, needle-cases, pen-wipers, smelling-bottles,
conversation-cards, bouquet-holders; real fruit, made artificially dazzling with gold leaf;
imitation apples, pears, and walnuts, crammed with surprises; in short, as a pretty child,
before me, delightedly whispered to another pretty child, her bosom friend, "There was
everything, and more." This motley collection of odd objects, clustering on the tree like
magic fruit, and flashing back the bright looks directed towards it from every side--some
of the diamond-eyes admiring it were hardly on a level with the table, and a few were
languishing in timid wonder on the bosoms of pretty mothers, aunts, and nurses--made a
lively realisation of the fancies of childhood; andset me thinking how all the trees that
grow and all the things that come into existence on the earth, have their wild adornments
at that well-remembered time.
Being now at home again, and alone, the only person in the house awake, my thoughts
are drawn back, by a fascination which I do not care to resist, to my own childhood. I
begin to consider, what do we all remember best upon the branches of the Christmas Tree
of our own young Christmas days, by which we climbed to real life.
Straight, in the middle of the room, cramped in the freedom of its growth by no encircling
walls or soon-reached ceiling, a shadowy tree arises; and, looking up into the dreamy
brightness of its top-- for I observe in this tree the singular property that it appears to
grow downward towards the earth--I look into my youngest Christmas recollections!
All toys at first, I find. Up yonder, among the green holly and red berries, is the Tumbler
with his hands in his pockets, who wouldn't lie down, but whenever he was put upon the
floor, persisted in rolling his fat body about, until he rolled himself still, and brought
those lobster eyes of his to bear upon me--when I affected to laugh very much, but in my
heart of hearts was extremely doubtful of him. Close beside him is that infernal snuffbox,
out of which there sprang a demoniacal Counsellor in a black gown, with an
obnoxious head of hair, and a red cloth mouth, wide open, who was not to be endured on
any terms, but could not be put away either; for he used suddenly, in a highly magnified
state, to fly out of Mammoth Snuff-boxes in dreams, when least expected. Nor is the frog
with cobbler's wax on his tail, far off; for there was no knowing where he wouldn't jump;
and when he flew over thecandle, and came upon one's hand with that spotted back--red
on a green ground--he was horrible. The cardboard lady in a blue-silk skirt, who was
stood up against the candlestick to dance, and whom I see on the same branch, was
milder, and was beautiful; but I can't say as much for the larger cardboard man, who used
to be hung against the wall and pulled by a string; there was a sinister expression in that
nose of his; and when he got his legs round his neck (which he very often did), he was
ghastly, and not a creature to be alone with.
When did that dreadful Mask first look at me? Who put it on, and why was I so
frightened that the sight of it is an era in my life? It is not a hideous visage in itself; it is
even meant to be droll, why then were its stolid features so intolerable? Surely not
because it hid the wearer's face. An apron would have done as much; and though I should
have preferred even the apron away, it would not have been absolutely insupportable, like
the mask. Was it the immovability of the mask? The doll's face was immovable, but I was
not afraid of HER. Perhaps that fixed and set change coming over a real face, infused into
my quickened heart some remote suggestion and dread of the universal change that is to
come on every face, and make it still? Nothing reconciled me to it. No drummers, from
whom proceeded a melancholy chirping on the turning of a handle; no regiment of
soldiers, with a mute band, taken out of a box, and fitted, one by one, upon a stiff and
lazy little set of lazy-tongs; no old woman, made of wires and a brown-paper
composition, cutting up a pie for two small children; could give me a permanent comfort,
for a longtime. Nor was it any satisfaction to be shown the Mask, and see that it was
made of paper, or to have it locked up and be assured that no one wore it. The mere
recollection of that fixed face, the mere knowledge of its existence anywhere, was
sufficient to awake me in the night all perspiration and horror, with, "O I know it's
coming! O the mask!"
I never wondered what the dear old donkey with the panniers--there he is! was made of,
then! His hide was real to the touch, I recollect. And the great black horse with the round
red spots all over him--the horse that I could even get upon--I never wondered what had
brought him to that strange condition, or thought that such a horse was not commonly
seen at Newmarket. The four horses of no colour, next to him, that went into the waggon
of cheeses, and could be taken out and stabled under the piano, appear to have bits of furtippet
for their tails, and other bits for their manes, and to stand on pegs instead of legs,
but it was not so when they were brought home for a Christmas present. They were all
right, then; neither was their harness unceremoniously nailed into their chests, as appears
to be the case now. The tinkling works of the music- cart, I DID find out, to be made of
quill tooth-picks and wire; and I always thought that little tumbler in his shirt sleeves,
perpetually swarming up one side of a wooden frame, and coming down, head foremost,
on the other, rather a weak-minded person--though good-natured; but the Jacob's Ladder,
next him, made of little squares of red wood, that went flapping and clattering over one
another, each developing a different picture, and the whole enlivened by small bells, was
a mighty marvel and a great delight.
Ah! The Doll's house!--of which I was notproprietor, but where I visited. I don't admire
the Houses of Parliament half so much as that stone-fronted mansion with real glass
windows, and door-steps, and a real balcony--greener than I ever see now, except at
watering places; and even they afford but a poor imitation. And though it DID open all at
once, the entire house-front (which was a blow, I admit, as cancelling the fiction of a
staircase), it was but to shut it up again, and I could believe. Even open, there were three
distinct rooms in it: a sitting-room and bed-room, elegantly furnished, and best of all, a
kitchen, with uncommonly soft fire- irons, a plentiful assortment of diminutive utensils--
oh, the warming-pan!--and a tin man-cook in profile, who was always going to fry two
fish. What Barmecide justice have I done to the noble feasts wherein the set of wooden
platters figured, each with its own peculiar delicacy, as a ham or turkey, glued tight on to
it, and garnished with something green, which I recollect as moss! Could all the
Temperance Societies of these later days, united, give me such a tea-drinking as I have
had through the means of yonder little set of blue crockery, which really would hold
liquid (it ran out of the small wooden cask, I recollect, and tasted of matches), and which
made tea, nectar. And if the two legs of the ineffectual little sugar-tongs did tumble over
one another, and want purpose, like Punch's hands, what does it matter? And if I did once
shriek out, as a poisoned child, and strike the fashionable company with consternation, by
reason of having drunk a little teaspoon, inadvertently dissolved in too hot tea, I was
never the worse for it, except by a powder!
Upon the next branches of the tree, lower down, hard by the green roller and miniature
gardening-tools, how thick the books begin to hang. Thin books, inthemselves, at first,
but many of them, and with deliciously smooth covers of bright red or green. What fat
black letters to begin with! "A was an archer, and shot at a frog." Of course he was. He
was an apple-pie also, and there he is! He was a good many things in his time, was A, and
so were most of his friends, except X, who had so little versatility, that I never knew him
to get beyond Xerxes or Xantippe--like Y, who was always confined to a Yacht or a Yew
Tree; and Z condemned for ever to be a Zebra or a Zany. But, now, the very tree itself
changes, and becomes a bean-stalk--the marvellous bean-stalk up which Jack climbed to
the Giant's house! And now, those dreadfully interesting, double-headed giants, with their
clubs over their shoulders, begin to stride along the boughs in a perfect throng, dragging
knights and ladies home for dinner by the hair of their heads. And Jack--how noble, with
his sword of sharpness, and his shoes of swiftness! Again those old meditations come
upon me as I gaze up at him; and I debate within myself whether there was more than one
Jack (which I am loth to believe possible), or only one genuine original admirable Jack,
who achieved all the recorded exploits.
Good for Christmas-time is the ruddy colour of the cloak, in which-- the tree making a
forest of itself for her to trip through, with her basket--Little Red Riding-Hood comes to
me one Christmas Eve to give me information of the cruelty and treachery of that
dissembling Wolf who ate her grandmother, without making any impression on his
appetite, and then ate her, after making that ferocious joke about his teeth. She was my
first love. I felt that if I could have married Little Red Riding-Hood, I should have known
perfect bliss. But, it was not to be; andthere was nothing for it but to look out the Wolf in
the Noah's Ark there, and put him late in the procession on the table, as a monster who
was to be degraded. O the wonderful Noah's Ark! It was not found seaworthy when put in
a washing-tub, and the animals were crammed in at the roof, and needed to have their
legs well shaken down before they could be got in, even there- -and then, ten to one but
they began to tumble out at the door, which was but imperfectly fastened with a wire
latch--but what was THAT against it! Consider the noble fly, a size or two smaller than
the elephant: the lady-bird, the butterfly--all triumphs of art! Consider the goose, whose
feet were so small, and whose balance was so indifferent, that he usually tumbled
forward, and knocked down all the animal creation. Consider Noah and his family, like
idiotic tobacco-stoppers; and how the leopard stuck to warm little fingers; and how the
tails of the larger animals used gradually to resolve themselves into frayed bits of string!
Hush! Again a forest, and somebody up in a tree--not Robin Hood, not Valentine, not the
Yellow Dwarf (I have passed him and all Mother Bunch's wonders, without mention), but
an Eastern King with a glittering scimitar and turban. By Allah! two Eastern Kings, for I
see another, looking over his shoulder! Down upon the grass, at the tree's foot, lies the
full length of a coal-black Giant, stretched asleep, with his head in a lady's lap; and near
them is a glass box, fastened with four locks of shining steel, in which he keeps the lady
prisoner when he is awake. I see the four keys at his girdle now. The lady makes signs to
the two kings in the tree, who softly descend. It is the setting-in of the bright Arabian
Nights.
Oh, now all commonthings become uncommon and enchanted to me. All lamps are
wonderful; all rings are talismans. Common flower-pots are full of treasure, with a little
earth scattered on the top; trees are for Ali Baba to hide in; beef-steaks are to throw down
into the Valley of Diamonds, that the precious stones may stick to them, and be carried
by the eagles to their nests, whence the traders, with loud cries, will scare them. Tarts are
made, according to the recipe of the Vizier's son of Bussorah, who turned pastrycook
after he was set down in his drawers at the gate of Damascus; cobblers are all Mustaphas,
and in the habit of sewing up people cut into four pieces, to whom they are taken blindfold.
Any iron ring let into stone is the entrance to a cave which only waits for the magician,
and the little fire, and the necromancy, that will make the earth shake. All the dates
imported come from the same tree as that unlucky date, with whose shell the merchant
knocked out the eye of the genie's invisible son. All olives are of the stock of that fresh
fruit, concerning which the Commander of the Faithful overheard the boy conduct the
fictitious trial of the fraudulent olive merchant; all apples are akin to the apple purchased
(with two others) from the Sultan's gardener for three sequins, and which the tall black
slave stole from the child. All dogs are associated with the dog, really a transformed man,
who jumped upon the baker's counter, and put his paw on the piece of bad money. All
rice recalls the rice which the awful lady, who was a ghoule, could only peck by grains,
because of her nightly feasts in the burial-place. My very rocking-horse,--there he is, with
his nostrils turned completely inside-out, indicative of Blood!--should have a peg in his
neck, by virtue thereof to fly away with me,as the wooden horse did with the Prince of
Persia, in the sight of all his father's Court.
Yes, on every object that I recognise among those upper branches of my Christmas Tree,
I see this fairy light! When I wake in bed, at daybreak, on the cold, dark, winter
mornings, the white snow dimly beheld, outside, through the frost on the window-pane, I
hear Dinarzade. "Sister, sister, if you are yet awake, I pray you finish the history of the
Young King of the Black Islands." Scheherazade replies, "If my lord the Sultan will
suffer me to live another day, sister, I will not only finish that, but tell you a more
wonderful story yet." Then, the gracious Sultan goes out, giving no orders for the
execution, and we all three breathe again.
At this height of my tree I begin to see, cowering among the leaves- -it may be born of
turkey, or of pudding, or mince pie, or of these many fancies, jumbled with Robinson
Crusoe on his desert island, Philip Quarll among the monkeys, Sandford and Merton with
Mr. Barlow, Mother Bunch, and the Mask--or it may be the result of indigestion, assisted
by imagination and over-doctoring--a prodigious nightmare. It is so exceedingly
indistinct, that I don't know why it's frightful--but I know it is. I can only make out that it
is an immense array of shapeless things, which appear to be planted on a vast
exaggeration of the lazy-tongs that used to bear the toy soldiers, and to be slowly coming
close to my eyes, and receding to an immeasurable distance. When it comes closest, it is
worse. In connection with it I descry remembrances of winter nights incredibly long; of
being sent early to bed, as a punishment for some small offence, and waking in two
hours, with a sensation of having been asleep two nights; of the laden hopelessness of
morning ever dawning; andthe oppression of a weight of remorse.
And now, I see a wonderful row of little lights rise smoothly out of the ground, before a
vast green curtain. Now, a bell rings--a magic bell, which still sounds in my ears unlike
all other bells--and music plays, amidst a buzz of voices, and a fragrant smell of orangepeel
and oil. Anon, the magic bell commands the music to cease, and the great green
curtain rolls itself up majestically, and The Play begins! The devoted dog of Montargis
avenges the death of his master, foully murdered in the Forest of Bondy; and a humorous
Peasant with a red nose and a very little hat, whom I take from this hour forth to my
bosom as a friend (I think he was a Waiter or an Hostler at a village Inn, but many years
have passed since he and I have met), remarks that the sassigassity of that dog is indeed
surprising; and evermore this jocular conceit will live in my remembrance fresh and
unfading, overtopping all possible jokes, unto the end of time. Or now, I learn with bitter
tears how poor Jane Shore, dressed all in white, and with her brown hair hanging down,
went starving through the streets; or how George Barnwell killed the worthiest uncle that
ever man had, and was afterwards so sorry for it that he ought to have been let off. Comes
swift to comfort me, the Pantomime--stupendous Phenomenon!--when clowns are shot
from loaded mortars into the great chandelier, bright constellation that it is; when
Harlequins, covered all over with scales of pure gold, twist and sparkle, like amazing
fish; when Pantaloon (whom I deem it no irreverence to compare in my own mind to my
grandfather) puts red-hot pokers in his pocket, and cries "Here's somebody coming!" or
taxes the Clown with petty larceny, by saying, "Now, I sawed you do it!" when
Everything is capable,with the greatest ease, of being changed into Anything; and
"Nothing is, but thinking makes it so." Now, too, I perceive my first experience of the
dreary sensation-- often to return in after-life--of being unable, next day, to get back to
the dull, settled world; of wanting to live for ever in the bright atmosphere I have quitted;
of doting on the little Fairy, with the wand like a celestial Barber's Pole, and pining for a
Fairy immortality along with her. Ah, she comes back, in many shapes, as my eye
wanders down the branches of my Christmas Tree, and goes as often, and has never yet
stayed by me!
Out of this delight springs the toy-theatre,--there it is, with its familiar proscenium, and
ladies in feathers, in the boxes!--and all its attendant occupation with paste and glue, and
gum, and water colours, in the getting-up of The Miller and his Men, and Elizabeth, or
the Exile of Siberia. In spite of a few besetting accidents and failures (particularly an
unreasonable disposition in the respectable Kelmar, and some others, to become faint in
the legs, and double up, at exciting points of the drama), a teeming world of fancies so
suggestive and all-embracing, that, far below it on my Christmas Tree, I see dark, dirty,
real Theatres in the day-time, adorned with these associations as with the freshest
garlands of the rarest flowers, and charming me yet.
But hark! The Waits are playing, and they break my childish sleep! What images do I
associate with the Christmas music as I see them set forth on the Christmas Tree? Known
before all the others, keeping far apart from all the others, they gather round my little bed.
An angel, speaking to a group of shepherds in a field; some travellers, with eyes uplifted,
following a star; a baby in a manger; a child in a spacious temple, talking with grave
men; a solemnfigure, with a mild and beautiful face, raising a dead girl by the hand;
again, near a city gate, calling back the son of a widow, on his bier, to life; a crowd of
people looking through the opened roof of a chamber where he sits, and letting down a
sick person on a bed, with ropes; the same, in a tempest, walking on the water to a ship;
again, on a sea-shore, teaching a great multitude; again, with a child upon his knee, and
other children round; again, restoring sight to the blind, speech to the dumb, hearing to
the deaf, health to the sick, strength to the lame, knowledge to the ignorant; again, dying
upon a Cross, watched by armed soldiers, a thick darkness coming on, the earth
beginning to shake, and only one voice heard, "Forgive them, for they know not what
they do."
Still, on the lower and maturer branches of the Tree, Christmas associations cluster thick.
School-books shut up; Ovid and Virgil silenced; the Rule of Three, with its cool
impertinent inquiries, long disposed of; Terence and Plautus acted no more, in an arena of
huddled desks and forms, all chipped, and notched, and inked; cricket-bats, stumps, and
balls, left higher up, with the smell of trodden grass and the softened noise of shouts in
the evening air; the tree is still fresh, still gay. If I no more come home at Christmas-time,
there will be boys and girls (thank Heaven! ) while the World lasts; and they do! Yonder
they dance and play upon the branches of my Tree, God bless them, merrily, and my
heart dances and plays too!
And I do come home at Christmas. We all do, or we all should. We all come home, or
ought to come home, for a short holiday--the longer, the better--from the great boardingschool,
where we are for ever working at our arithmetical slates, to take,and give a rest.
As to going a visiting, where can we not go, if we will; where have we not been, when we
would; starting our fancy from our Christmas Tree!
Away into the winter prospect. There are many such upon the tree! On, by low-lying,
misty grounds, through fens and fogs, up long hills, winding dark as caverns between
thick plantations, almost shutting out the sparkling stars; so, out on broad heights, until
we stop at last, with sudden silence, at an avenue. The gate-bell has a deep, half-awful
sound in the frosty air; the gate swings open on its hinges; and, as we drive up to a great
house, the glancing lights grow larger in the windows, and the opposing rows of trees
seem to fall solemnly back on either side, to give us place. At intervals, all day, a
frightened hare has shot across this whitened turf; or the distant clatter of a herd of deer
trampling the hard frost, has, for the minute, crushed the silence too. Their watchful eyes
beneath the fern may be shining now, if we could see them, like the icy dewdrops on the
leaves; but they are still, and all is still. And so, the lights growing larger, and the trees
falling back before us, and closing up again behind us, as if to forbid retreat, we come to
the house.
There is probably a smell of roasted chestnuts and other good comfortable things all the
time, for we are telling Winter Stories-- Ghost Stories, or more shame for us--round the
Christmas fire; and we have never stirred, except to draw a little nearer to it. But, no
matter for that. We came to the house, and it is an old house, full of great chimneys
where wood is burnt on ancient dogs upon the hearth, and grim portraits (some of them
with grim legends, too) lower distrustfully from the oakenpanels of the walls. We are a
middle-aged nobleman, and we make a generous supper with our host and hostess and
their guests--it being Christmas-time, and the old house full of company--and then we go
to bed. Our room is a very old room. It is hung with tapestry. We don't like the portrait of
a cavalier in green, over the fireplace. There are great black beams in the ceiling, and
there is a great black bedstead, supported at the foot by two great black figures, who seem
to have come off a couple of tombs in the old baronial church in the park, for our
particular accommodation. But, we are not a superstitious nobleman, and we don't mind.
Well! we dismiss our servant, lock the door, and sit before the fire in our dressing-gown,
musing about a great many things. At length we go to bed. Well! we can't sleep. We toss
and tumble, and can't sleep. The embers on the hearth burn fitfully and make the room
look ghostly. We can't help peeping out over the counterpane, at the two black figures
and the cavalier--that wicked- looking cavalier--in green. In the flickering light they seem
to advance and retire: which, though we are not by any means a superstitious nobleman,
is not agreeable. Well! we get nervous-- more and more nervous. We say "This is very
foolish, but we can't stand this; we'll pretend to be ill, and knock up somebody." Well! we
are just going to do it, when the locked door opens, and there comes in a young woman,
deadly pale, and with long fair hair, who glides to the fire, and sits down in the chair we
have left there, wringing her hands. Then, we notice that her clothes are wet. Our tongue
cleaves to the roof of our mouth, and we can't speak; but, we observe her accurately. Her
clothes are wet; her longhair is dabbled with moist mud; she is dressed in the fashion of
two hundred years ago; and she has at her girdle a bunch of rusty keys. Well! there she
sits, and we can't even faint, we are in such a state about it. Presently she gets up, and
tries all the locks in the room with the rusty keys, which won't fit one of them; then, she
fixes her eyes on the portrait of the cavalier in green, and says, in a low, terrible voice,
"The stags know it!" After that, she wrings her hands again, passes the bedside, and goes
out at the door. We hurry on our dressing-gown, seize our pistols (we always travel with
pistols), and are following, when we find the door locked. We turn the key, look out into
the dark gallery; no one there. We wander away, and try to find our servant. Can't be
done. We pace the gallery till daybreak; then return to our deserted room, fall asleep, and
are awakened by our servant (nothing ever haunts him) and the shining sun. Well! we
make a wretched breakfast, and all the company say we look queer. After breakfast, we
go over the house with our host, and then we take him to the portrait of the cavalier in
green, and then it all comes out. He was false to a young housekeeper once attached to
that family, and famous for her beauty, who drowned herself in a pond, and whose body
was discovered, after a long time, because the stags refused to drink of the water. Since
which, it has been whispered that she traverses the house at midnight (but goes especially
to that room where the cavalier in green was wont to sleep), trying the old locks with the
rusty keys. Well! we tell our host of what we have seen, and a shade comes over his
features,and he begs it may be hushed up; and so it is. But, it's all true; and we said so,
before we died (we are dead now) to many responsible people.
There is no end to the old houses, with resounding galleries, and dismal statebedchambers,
and haunted wings shut up for many years, through which we may ramble,
with an agreeable creeping up our back, and encounter any number of ghosts, but (it is
worthy of remark perhaps) reducible to a very few general types and classes; for, ghosts
have little originality, and "walk" in a beaten track. Thus, it comes to pass, that a certain
room in a certain old hall, where a certain bad lord, baronet, knight, or gentleman, shot
himself, has certain planks in the floor from which the blood will not be taken out. You
may scrape and scrape, as the present owner has done, or plane and plane, as his father
did, or scrub and scrub, as his grandfather did, or burn and burn with strong acids, as his
great- grandfather did, but, there the blood will still be--no redder and no paler--no more
and no less--always just the same. Thus, in such another house there is a haunted door,
that never will keep open; or another door that never will keep shut, or a haunted sound
of a spinning-wheel, or a hammer, or a footstep, or a cry, or a sigh, or a horse's tramp, or
the rattling of a chain. Or else, there is a turret-clock, which, at the midnight hour, strikes
thirteen when the head of the family is going to die; or a shadowy, immovable black
carriage which at such a time is always seen by somebody, waiting near the great gates in
the stable-yard. Or thus, it came to pass how Lady Mary went to pay a visit at a large
wild house in the Scottish Highlands, and, beingfatigued with her long journey, retired to
bed early, and innocently said, next morning, at the breakfast-table, "How odd, to have so
late a party last night, in this remote place, and not to tell me of it, before I went to bed!"
Then, every one asked Lady Mary what she meant? Then, Lady Mary replied, "Why, all
night long, the carriages were driving round and round the terrace, underneath my
window!" Then, the owner of the house turned pale, and so did his Lady, and Charles
Macdoodle of Macdoodle signed to Lady Mary to say no more, and every one was silent.
After breakfast, Charles Macdoodle told Lady Mary that it was a tradition in the family
that those rumbling carriages on the terrace betokened death. And so it proved, for, two
months afterwards, the Lady of the mansion died. And Lady Mary, who was a Maid of
Honour at Court, often told this story to the old Queen Charlotte; by this token that the
old King always said, "Eh, eh? What, what? Ghosts, ghosts? No such thing, no such
thing!" And never left off saying so, until he went to bed.
Or, a friend of somebody's whom most of us know, when he was a young man at college,
had a particular friend, with whom he made the compact that, if it were possible for the
Spirit to return to this earth after its separation from the body, he of the twain who first
died, should reappear to the other. In course of time, this compact was forgotten by our
friend; the two young men having progressed in life, and taken diverging paths that were
wide asunder. But, one night, many years afterwards, our friend being in the North of
England, and staying for the night in an inn, on the Yorkshire Moors, happened to look
out of bed; and there, in the moonlight, leaning on a bureaunear the window, steadfastly
regarding him, saw his old college friend! The appearance being solemnly addressed,
replied, in a kind of whisper, but very audibly, "Do not come near me. I am dead. I am
here to redeem my promise. I come from another world, but may not disclose its secrets!"
Then, the whole form becoming paler, melted, as it were, into the moonlight, and faded
away.
Or, there was the daughter of the first occupier of the picturesque Elizabethan house, so
famous in our neighbourhood. You have heard about her? No! Why, SHE went out one
summer evening at twilight, when she was a beautiful girl, just seventeen years of age, to
gather flowers in the garden; and presently came running, terrified, into the hall to her
father, saying, "Oh, dear father, I have met myself!" He took her in his arms, and told her
it was fancy, but she said, "Oh no! I met myself in the broad walk, and I was pale and
gathering withered flowers, and I turned my head, and held them up!" And, that night,
she died; and a picture of her story was begun, though never finished, and they say it is
somewhere in the house to this day, with its face to the wall.
Or, the uncle of my brother's wife was riding home on horseback, one mellow evening at
sunset, when, in a green lane close to his own house, he saw a man standing before him,
in the very centre of a narrow way. "Why does that man in the cloak stand there!" he
thought. "Does he want me to ride over him?" But the figure never moved. He felt a
strange sensation at seeing it so still, but slackened his trot and rode forward. When he
was so close to it, as almost to touch it with his stirrup, his horse shied, and the figure
glided up the bank, ina curious, unearthly manner--backward, and without seeming to
use its feet--and was gone. The uncle of my brother's wife, exclaiming, "Good Heaven!
It's my cousin Harry, from Bombay!" put spurs to his horse, which was suddenly in a
profuse sweat, and, wondering at such strange behaviour, dashed round to the front of his
house. There, he saw the same figure, just passing in at the long French window of the
drawing-room, opening on the ground. He threw his bridle to a servant, and hastened in
after it. His sister was sitting there, alone. "Alice, where's my cousin Harry?" "Your
cousin Harry, John?" "Yes. From Bombay. I met him in the lane just now, and saw him
enter here, this instant." Not a creature had been seen by any one; and in that hour and
minute, as it afterwards appeared, this cousin died in India.
Or, it was a certain sensible old maiden lady, who died at ninety- nine, and retained her
faculties to the last, who really did see the Orphan Boy; a story which has often been
incorrectly told, but, of which the real truth is this--because it is, in fact, a story belonging
to our family--and she was a connexion of our family. When she was about forty years of
age, and still an uncommonly fine woman (her lover died young, which was the reason
why she never married, though she had many offers), she went to stay at a place in Kent,
which her brother, an Indian-Merchant, had newly bought. There was a story that this
place had once been held in trust by the guardian of a young boy; who was himself the
next heir, and who killed the young boy by harsh and cruel treatment. She knew nothing
of that. It has been said that there was a Cage in her bedroom in which the guardian used
to put the boy. There was no suchthing. There was only a closet. She went to bed, made
no alarm whatever in the night, and in the morning said composedly to her maid when
she came in, "Who is the pretty forlorn-looking child who has been peeping out of that
closet all night?" The maid replied by giving a loud scream, and instantly decamping. She
was surprised; but she was a woman of remarkable strength of mind, and she dressed
herself and went downstairs, and closeted herself with her brother. "Now, Walter," she
said, "I have been disturbed all night by a pretty, forlorn-looking boy, who has been
constantly peeping out of that closet in my room, which I can't open. This is some trick."
"I am afraid not, Charlotte," said he, "for it is the legend of the house. It is the Orphan
Boy. What did he do?" "He opened the door softly," said she, "and peeped out.
Sometimes, he came a step or two into the room. Then, I called to him, to encourage him,
and he shrunk, and shuddered, and crept in again, and shut the door." "The closet has no
communication, Charlotte," said her brother, "with any other part of the house, and it's
nailed up." This was undeniably true, and it took two carpenters a whole forenoon to get
it open, for examination. Then, she was satisfied that she had seen the Orphan Boy. But,
the wild and terrible part of the story is, that he was also seen by three of her brother's
sons, in succession, who all died young. On the occasion of each child being taken ill, he
came home in a heat, twelve hours before, and said, Oh, Mamma, he had been playing
under a particular oak-tree, in a certain meadow, with a strange boy--a pretty, forlornlooking
boy, who was very timid, and made signs! From fatal experience, the parents
came to know that this was the OrphanBoy, and that the course of that child whom he
chose for his little playmate was surely run.
Legion is the name of the German castles, where we sit up alone to wait for the Spectre--
where we are shown into a room, made comparatively cheerful for our reception--where
we glance round at the shadows, thrown on the blank walls by the crackling fire--where
we feel very lonely when the village innkeeper and his pretty daughter have retired, after
laying down a fresh store of wood upon the hearth, and setting forth on the small table
such supper-cheer as a cold roast capon, bread, grapes, and a flask of old Rhine wine- -
where the reverberating doors close on their retreat, one after another, like so many peals
of sullen thunder--and where, about the small hours of the night, we come into the
knowledge of divers supernatural mysteries. Legion is the name of the haunted German
students, in whose society we draw yet nearer to the fire, while the schoolboy in the
corner opens his eyes wide and round, and flies off the footstool he has chosen for his
seat, when the door accidentally blows open. Vast is the crop of such fruit, shining on our
Christmas Tree; in blossom, almost at the very top; ripening all down the boughs!
Among the later toys and fancies hanging there--as idle often and less pure--be the
images once associated with the sweet old Waits, the softened music in the night, ever
unalterable! Encircled by the social thoughts of Christmas-time, still let the benignant
figure of my childhood stand unchanged! In every cheerful image and suggestion that the
season brings, may the bright star that rested above the poor roof, be the star of all the
Christian World! A moment's pause, O vanishing tree, of which the lower boughs are
dark to me as yet, and let me look once more! I know thereare blank spaces on thy
branches, where eyes that I have loved have shone and smiled; from which they are
departed. But, far above, I see the raiser of the dead girl, and the Widow's Son; and God
is good! If Age be hiding for me in the unseen portion of thy downward growth, O may I,
with a grey head, turn a child's heart to that figure yet, and a child's trustfulness and
confidence!
Now, the tree is decorated with bright merriment, and song, and dance, and cheerfulness.
And they are welcome. Innocent and welcome be they ever held, beneath the branches of
the Christmas Tree, which cast no gloomy shadow! But, as it sinks into the ground, I hear
a whisper going through the leaves. "This, in commemoration of the law of love and
kindness, mercy and compassion. This, in remembrance of Me!"
that pretty German toy, a Christmas Tree. The tree was planted in the middle of a great
round table, and towered high above their heads. It was brilliantly lighted by a multitude
of little tapers; and everywhere sparkled and glittered with bright objects. There were
rosy-cheeked dolls, hiding behind the green leaves; and there were real watches (with
movable hands, at least, and an endless capacity of being wound up) dangling from
innumerable twigs; there were French-polished tables, chairs, bedsteads, wardrobes,
eight-day clocks, and various other articles of domestic furniture (wonderfully made, in
tin, at Wolverhampton), perched among the boughs, as if in preparation for some fairy
housekeeping; there were jolly, broad-faced little men, much more agreeable in
appearance than many real men--and no wonder, for their heads took off, and showed
them to be full of sugar-plums; there were fiddles and drums; there were tambourines,
books, work-boxes, paint-boxes, sweetmeat-boxes, peep-show boxes, and all kinds of
boxes; there were trinkets for the elder girls, far brighter than any grown-up gold and
jewels; there were baskets and pincushions in all devices; there were guns, swords, and
banners; there were witches standing in enchanted rings of pasteboard, to tell fortunes;
there were teetotums, humming-tops, needle-cases, pen-wipers, smelling-bottles,
conversation-cards, bouquet-holders; real fruit, made artificially dazzling with gold leaf;
imitation apples, pears, and walnuts, crammed with surprises; in short, as a pretty child,
before me, delightedly whispered to another pretty child, her bosom friend, "There was
everything, and more." This motley collection of odd objects, clustering on the tree like
magic fruit, and flashing back the bright looks directed towards it from every side--some
of the diamond-eyes admiring it were hardly on a level with the table, and a few were
languishing in timid wonder on the bosoms of pretty mothers, aunts, and nurses--made a
lively realisation of the fancies of childhood; andset me thinking how all the trees that
grow and all the things that come into existence on the earth, have their wild adornments
at that well-remembered time.
Being now at home again, and alone, the only person in the house awake, my thoughts
are drawn back, by a fascination which I do not care to resist, to my own childhood. I
begin to consider, what do we all remember best upon the branches of the Christmas Tree
of our own young Christmas days, by which we climbed to real life.
Straight, in the middle of the room, cramped in the freedom of its growth by no encircling
walls or soon-reached ceiling, a shadowy tree arises; and, looking up into the dreamy
brightness of its top-- for I observe in this tree the singular property that it appears to
grow downward towards the earth--I look into my youngest Christmas recollections!
All toys at first, I find. Up yonder, among the green holly and red berries, is the Tumbler
with his hands in his pockets, who wouldn't lie down, but whenever he was put upon the
floor, persisted in rolling his fat body about, until he rolled himself still, and brought
those lobster eyes of his to bear upon me--when I affected to laugh very much, but in my
heart of hearts was extremely doubtful of him. Close beside him is that infernal snuffbox,
out of which there sprang a demoniacal Counsellor in a black gown, with an
obnoxious head of hair, and a red cloth mouth, wide open, who was not to be endured on
any terms, but could not be put away either; for he used suddenly, in a highly magnified
state, to fly out of Mammoth Snuff-boxes in dreams, when least expected. Nor is the frog
with cobbler's wax on his tail, far off; for there was no knowing where he wouldn't jump;
and when he flew over thecandle, and came upon one's hand with that spotted back--red
on a green ground--he was horrible. The cardboard lady in a blue-silk skirt, who was
stood up against the candlestick to dance, and whom I see on the same branch, was
milder, and was beautiful; but I can't say as much for the larger cardboard man, who used
to be hung against the wall and pulled by a string; there was a sinister expression in that
nose of his; and when he got his legs round his neck (which he very often did), he was
ghastly, and not a creature to be alone with.
When did that dreadful Mask first look at me? Who put it on, and why was I so
frightened that the sight of it is an era in my life? It is not a hideous visage in itself; it is
even meant to be droll, why then were its stolid features so intolerable? Surely not
because it hid the wearer's face. An apron would have done as much; and though I should
have preferred even the apron away, it would not have been absolutely insupportable, like
the mask. Was it the immovability of the mask? The doll's face was immovable, but I was
not afraid of HER. Perhaps that fixed and set change coming over a real face, infused into
my quickened heart some remote suggestion and dread of the universal change that is to
come on every face, and make it still? Nothing reconciled me to it. No drummers, from
whom proceeded a melancholy chirping on the turning of a handle; no regiment of
soldiers, with a mute band, taken out of a box, and fitted, one by one, upon a stiff and
lazy little set of lazy-tongs; no old woman, made of wires and a brown-paper
composition, cutting up a pie for two small children; could give me a permanent comfort,
for a longtime. Nor was it any satisfaction to be shown the Mask, and see that it was
made of paper, or to have it locked up and be assured that no one wore it. The mere
recollection of that fixed face, the mere knowledge of its existence anywhere, was
sufficient to awake me in the night all perspiration and horror, with, "O I know it's
coming! O the mask!"
I never wondered what the dear old donkey with the panniers--there he is! was made of,
then! His hide was real to the touch, I recollect. And the great black horse with the round
red spots all over him--the horse that I could even get upon--I never wondered what had
brought him to that strange condition, or thought that such a horse was not commonly
seen at Newmarket. The four horses of no colour, next to him, that went into the waggon
of cheeses, and could be taken out and stabled under the piano, appear to have bits of furtippet
for their tails, and other bits for their manes, and to stand on pegs instead of legs,
but it was not so when they were brought home for a Christmas present. They were all
right, then; neither was their harness unceremoniously nailed into their chests, as appears
to be the case now. The tinkling works of the music- cart, I DID find out, to be made of
quill tooth-picks and wire; and I always thought that little tumbler in his shirt sleeves,
perpetually swarming up one side of a wooden frame, and coming down, head foremost,
on the other, rather a weak-minded person--though good-natured; but the Jacob's Ladder,
next him, made of little squares of red wood, that went flapping and clattering over one
another, each developing a different picture, and the whole enlivened by small bells, was
a mighty marvel and a great delight.
Ah! The Doll's house!--of which I was notproprietor, but where I visited. I don't admire
the Houses of Parliament half so much as that stone-fronted mansion with real glass
windows, and door-steps, and a real balcony--greener than I ever see now, except at
watering places; and even they afford but a poor imitation. And though it DID open all at
once, the entire house-front (which was a blow, I admit, as cancelling the fiction of a
staircase), it was but to shut it up again, and I could believe. Even open, there were three
distinct rooms in it: a sitting-room and bed-room, elegantly furnished, and best of all, a
kitchen, with uncommonly soft fire- irons, a plentiful assortment of diminutive utensils--
oh, the warming-pan!--and a tin man-cook in profile, who was always going to fry two
fish. What Barmecide justice have I done to the noble feasts wherein the set of wooden
platters figured, each with its own peculiar delicacy, as a ham or turkey, glued tight on to
it, and garnished with something green, which I recollect as moss! Could all the
Temperance Societies of these later days, united, give me such a tea-drinking as I have
had through the means of yonder little set of blue crockery, which really would hold
liquid (it ran out of the small wooden cask, I recollect, and tasted of matches), and which
made tea, nectar. And if the two legs of the ineffectual little sugar-tongs did tumble over
one another, and want purpose, like Punch's hands, what does it matter? And if I did once
shriek out, as a poisoned child, and strike the fashionable company with consternation, by
reason of having drunk a little teaspoon, inadvertently dissolved in too hot tea, I was
never the worse for it, except by a powder!
Upon the next branches of the tree, lower down, hard by the green roller and miniature
gardening-tools, how thick the books begin to hang. Thin books, inthemselves, at first,
but many of them, and with deliciously smooth covers of bright red or green. What fat
black letters to begin with! "A was an archer, and shot at a frog." Of course he was. He
was an apple-pie also, and there he is! He was a good many things in his time, was A, and
so were most of his friends, except X, who had so little versatility, that I never knew him
to get beyond Xerxes or Xantippe--like Y, who was always confined to a Yacht or a Yew
Tree; and Z condemned for ever to be a Zebra or a Zany. But, now, the very tree itself
changes, and becomes a bean-stalk--the marvellous bean-stalk up which Jack climbed to
the Giant's house! And now, those dreadfully interesting, double-headed giants, with their
clubs over their shoulders, begin to stride along the boughs in a perfect throng, dragging
knights and ladies home for dinner by the hair of their heads. And Jack--how noble, with
his sword of sharpness, and his shoes of swiftness! Again those old meditations come
upon me as I gaze up at him; and I debate within myself whether there was more than one
Jack (which I am loth to believe possible), or only one genuine original admirable Jack,
who achieved all the recorded exploits.
Good for Christmas-time is the ruddy colour of the cloak, in which-- the tree making a
forest of itself for her to trip through, with her basket--Little Red Riding-Hood comes to
me one Christmas Eve to give me information of the cruelty and treachery of that
dissembling Wolf who ate her grandmother, without making any impression on his
appetite, and then ate her, after making that ferocious joke about his teeth. She was my
first love. I felt that if I could have married Little Red Riding-Hood, I should have known
perfect bliss. But, it was not to be; andthere was nothing for it but to look out the Wolf in
the Noah's Ark there, and put him late in the procession on the table, as a monster who
was to be degraded. O the wonderful Noah's Ark! It was not found seaworthy when put in
a washing-tub, and the animals were crammed in at the roof, and needed to have their
legs well shaken down before they could be got in, even there- -and then, ten to one but
they began to tumble out at the door, which was but imperfectly fastened with a wire
latch--but what was THAT against it! Consider the noble fly, a size or two smaller than
the elephant: the lady-bird, the butterfly--all triumphs of art! Consider the goose, whose
feet were so small, and whose balance was so indifferent, that he usually tumbled
forward, and knocked down all the animal creation. Consider Noah and his family, like
idiotic tobacco-stoppers; and how the leopard stuck to warm little fingers; and how the
tails of the larger animals used gradually to resolve themselves into frayed bits of string!
Hush! Again a forest, and somebody up in a tree--not Robin Hood, not Valentine, not the
Yellow Dwarf (I have passed him and all Mother Bunch's wonders, without mention), but
an Eastern King with a glittering scimitar and turban. By Allah! two Eastern Kings, for I
see another, looking over his shoulder! Down upon the grass, at the tree's foot, lies the
full length of a coal-black Giant, stretched asleep, with his head in a lady's lap; and near
them is a glass box, fastened with four locks of shining steel, in which he keeps the lady
prisoner when he is awake. I see the four keys at his girdle now. The lady makes signs to
the two kings in the tree, who softly descend. It is the setting-in of the bright Arabian
Nights.
Oh, now all commonthings become uncommon and enchanted to me. All lamps are
wonderful; all rings are talismans. Common flower-pots are full of treasure, with a little
earth scattered on the top; trees are for Ali Baba to hide in; beef-steaks are to throw down
into the Valley of Diamonds, that the precious stones may stick to them, and be carried
by the eagles to their nests, whence the traders, with loud cries, will scare them. Tarts are
made, according to the recipe of the Vizier's son of Bussorah, who turned pastrycook
after he was set down in his drawers at the gate of Damascus; cobblers are all Mustaphas,
and in the habit of sewing up people cut into four pieces, to whom they are taken blindfold.
Any iron ring let into stone is the entrance to a cave which only waits for the magician,
and the little fire, and the necromancy, that will make the earth shake. All the dates
imported come from the same tree as that unlucky date, with whose shell the merchant
knocked out the eye of the genie's invisible son. All olives are of the stock of that fresh
fruit, concerning which the Commander of the Faithful overheard the boy conduct the
fictitious trial of the fraudulent olive merchant; all apples are akin to the apple purchased
(with two others) from the Sultan's gardener for three sequins, and which the tall black
slave stole from the child. All dogs are associated with the dog, really a transformed man,
who jumped upon the baker's counter, and put his paw on the piece of bad money. All
rice recalls the rice which the awful lady, who was a ghoule, could only peck by grains,
because of her nightly feasts in the burial-place. My very rocking-horse,--there he is, with
his nostrils turned completely inside-out, indicative of Blood!--should have a peg in his
neck, by virtue thereof to fly away with me,as the wooden horse did with the Prince of
Persia, in the sight of all his father's Court.
Yes, on every object that I recognise among those upper branches of my Christmas Tree,
I see this fairy light! When I wake in bed, at daybreak, on the cold, dark, winter
mornings, the white snow dimly beheld, outside, through the frost on the window-pane, I
hear Dinarzade. "Sister, sister, if you are yet awake, I pray you finish the history of the
Young King of the Black Islands." Scheherazade replies, "If my lord the Sultan will
suffer me to live another day, sister, I will not only finish that, but tell you a more
wonderful story yet." Then, the gracious Sultan goes out, giving no orders for the
execution, and we all three breathe again.
At this height of my tree I begin to see, cowering among the leaves- -it may be born of
turkey, or of pudding, or mince pie, or of these many fancies, jumbled with Robinson
Crusoe on his desert island, Philip Quarll among the monkeys, Sandford and Merton with
Mr. Barlow, Mother Bunch, and the Mask--or it may be the result of indigestion, assisted
by imagination and over-doctoring--a prodigious nightmare. It is so exceedingly
indistinct, that I don't know why it's frightful--but I know it is. I can only make out that it
is an immense array of shapeless things, which appear to be planted on a vast
exaggeration of the lazy-tongs that used to bear the toy soldiers, and to be slowly coming
close to my eyes, and receding to an immeasurable distance. When it comes closest, it is
worse. In connection with it I descry remembrances of winter nights incredibly long; of
being sent early to bed, as a punishment for some small offence, and waking in two
hours, with a sensation of having been asleep two nights; of the laden hopelessness of
morning ever dawning; andthe oppression of a weight of remorse.
And now, I see a wonderful row of little lights rise smoothly out of the ground, before a
vast green curtain. Now, a bell rings--a magic bell, which still sounds in my ears unlike
all other bells--and music plays, amidst a buzz of voices, and a fragrant smell of orangepeel
and oil. Anon, the magic bell commands the music to cease, and the great green
curtain rolls itself up majestically, and The Play begins! The devoted dog of Montargis
avenges the death of his master, foully murdered in the Forest of Bondy; and a humorous
Peasant with a red nose and a very little hat, whom I take from this hour forth to my
bosom as a friend (I think he was a Waiter or an Hostler at a village Inn, but many years
have passed since he and I have met), remarks that the sassigassity of that dog is indeed
surprising; and evermore this jocular conceit will live in my remembrance fresh and
unfading, overtopping all possible jokes, unto the end of time. Or now, I learn with bitter
tears how poor Jane Shore, dressed all in white, and with her brown hair hanging down,
went starving through the streets; or how George Barnwell killed the worthiest uncle that
ever man had, and was afterwards so sorry for it that he ought to have been let off. Comes
swift to comfort me, the Pantomime--stupendous Phenomenon!--when clowns are shot
from loaded mortars into the great chandelier, bright constellation that it is; when
Harlequins, covered all over with scales of pure gold, twist and sparkle, like amazing
fish; when Pantaloon (whom I deem it no irreverence to compare in my own mind to my
grandfather) puts red-hot pokers in his pocket, and cries "Here's somebody coming!" or
taxes the Clown with petty larceny, by saying, "Now, I sawed you do it!" when
Everything is capable,with the greatest ease, of being changed into Anything; and
"Nothing is, but thinking makes it so." Now, too, I perceive my first experience of the
dreary sensation-- often to return in after-life--of being unable, next day, to get back to
the dull, settled world; of wanting to live for ever in the bright atmosphere I have quitted;
of doting on the little Fairy, with the wand like a celestial Barber's Pole, and pining for a
Fairy immortality along with her. Ah, she comes back, in many shapes, as my eye
wanders down the branches of my Christmas Tree, and goes as often, and has never yet
stayed by me!
Out of this delight springs the toy-theatre,--there it is, with its familiar proscenium, and
ladies in feathers, in the boxes!--and all its attendant occupation with paste and glue, and
gum, and water colours, in the getting-up of The Miller and his Men, and Elizabeth, or
the Exile of Siberia. In spite of a few besetting accidents and failures (particularly an
unreasonable disposition in the respectable Kelmar, and some others, to become faint in
the legs, and double up, at exciting points of the drama), a teeming world of fancies so
suggestive and all-embracing, that, far below it on my Christmas Tree, I see dark, dirty,
real Theatres in the day-time, adorned with these associations as with the freshest
garlands of the rarest flowers, and charming me yet.
But hark! The Waits are playing, and they break my childish sleep! What images do I
associate with the Christmas music as I see them set forth on the Christmas Tree? Known
before all the others, keeping far apart from all the others, they gather round my little bed.
An angel, speaking to a group of shepherds in a field; some travellers, with eyes uplifted,
following a star; a baby in a manger; a child in a spacious temple, talking with grave
men; a solemnfigure, with a mild and beautiful face, raising a dead girl by the hand;
again, near a city gate, calling back the son of a widow, on his bier, to life; a crowd of
people looking through the opened roof of a chamber where he sits, and letting down a
sick person on a bed, with ropes; the same, in a tempest, walking on the water to a ship;
again, on a sea-shore, teaching a great multitude; again, with a child upon his knee, and
other children round; again, restoring sight to the blind, speech to the dumb, hearing to
the deaf, health to the sick, strength to the lame, knowledge to the ignorant; again, dying
upon a Cross, watched by armed soldiers, a thick darkness coming on, the earth
beginning to shake, and only one voice heard, "Forgive them, for they know not what
they do."
Still, on the lower and maturer branches of the Tree, Christmas associations cluster thick.
School-books shut up; Ovid and Virgil silenced; the Rule of Three, with its cool
impertinent inquiries, long disposed of; Terence and Plautus acted no more, in an arena of
huddled desks and forms, all chipped, and notched, and inked; cricket-bats, stumps, and
balls, left higher up, with the smell of trodden grass and the softened noise of shouts in
the evening air; the tree is still fresh, still gay. If I no more come home at Christmas-time,
there will be boys and girls (thank Heaven! ) while the World lasts; and they do! Yonder
they dance and play upon the branches of my Tree, God bless them, merrily, and my
heart dances and plays too!
And I do come home at Christmas. We all do, or we all should. We all come home, or
ought to come home, for a short holiday--the longer, the better--from the great boardingschool,
where we are for ever working at our arithmetical slates, to take,and give a rest.
As to going a visiting, where can we not go, if we will; where have we not been, when we
would; starting our fancy from our Christmas Tree!
Away into the winter prospect. There are many such upon the tree! On, by low-lying,
misty grounds, through fens and fogs, up long hills, winding dark as caverns between
thick plantations, almost shutting out the sparkling stars; so, out on broad heights, until
we stop at last, with sudden silence, at an avenue. The gate-bell has a deep, half-awful
sound in the frosty air; the gate swings open on its hinges; and, as we drive up to a great
house, the glancing lights grow larger in the windows, and the opposing rows of trees
seem to fall solemnly back on either side, to give us place. At intervals, all day, a
frightened hare has shot across this whitened turf; or the distant clatter of a herd of deer
trampling the hard frost, has, for the minute, crushed the silence too. Their watchful eyes
beneath the fern may be shining now, if we could see them, like the icy dewdrops on the
leaves; but they are still, and all is still. And so, the lights growing larger, and the trees
falling back before us, and closing up again behind us, as if to forbid retreat, we come to
the house.
There is probably a smell of roasted chestnuts and other good comfortable things all the
time, for we are telling Winter Stories-- Ghost Stories, or more shame for us--round the
Christmas fire; and we have never stirred, except to draw a little nearer to it. But, no
matter for that. We came to the house, and it is an old house, full of great chimneys
where wood is burnt on ancient dogs upon the hearth, and grim portraits (some of them
with grim legends, too) lower distrustfully from the oakenpanels of the walls. We are a
middle-aged nobleman, and we make a generous supper with our host and hostess and
their guests--it being Christmas-time, and the old house full of company--and then we go
to bed. Our room is a very old room. It is hung with tapestry. We don't like the portrait of
a cavalier in green, over the fireplace. There are great black beams in the ceiling, and
there is a great black bedstead, supported at the foot by two great black figures, who seem
to have come off a couple of tombs in the old baronial church in the park, for our
particular accommodation. But, we are not a superstitious nobleman, and we don't mind.
Well! we dismiss our servant, lock the door, and sit before the fire in our dressing-gown,
musing about a great many things. At length we go to bed. Well! we can't sleep. We toss
and tumble, and can't sleep. The embers on the hearth burn fitfully and make the room
look ghostly. We can't help peeping out over the counterpane, at the two black figures
and the cavalier--that wicked- looking cavalier--in green. In the flickering light they seem
to advance and retire: which, though we are not by any means a superstitious nobleman,
is not agreeable. Well! we get nervous-- more and more nervous. We say "This is very
foolish, but we can't stand this; we'll pretend to be ill, and knock up somebody." Well! we
are just going to do it, when the locked door opens, and there comes in a young woman,
deadly pale, and with long fair hair, who glides to the fire, and sits down in the chair we
have left there, wringing her hands. Then, we notice that her clothes are wet. Our tongue
cleaves to the roof of our mouth, and we can't speak; but, we observe her accurately. Her
clothes are wet; her longhair is dabbled with moist mud; she is dressed in the fashion of
two hundred years ago; and she has at her girdle a bunch of rusty keys. Well! there she
sits, and we can't even faint, we are in such a state about it. Presently she gets up, and
tries all the locks in the room with the rusty keys, which won't fit one of them; then, she
fixes her eyes on the portrait of the cavalier in green, and says, in a low, terrible voice,
"The stags know it!" After that, she wrings her hands again, passes the bedside, and goes
out at the door. We hurry on our dressing-gown, seize our pistols (we always travel with
pistols), and are following, when we find the door locked. We turn the key, look out into
the dark gallery; no one there. We wander away, and try to find our servant. Can't be
done. We pace the gallery till daybreak; then return to our deserted room, fall asleep, and
are awakened by our servant (nothing ever haunts him) and the shining sun. Well! we
make a wretched breakfast, and all the company say we look queer. After breakfast, we
go over the house with our host, and then we take him to the portrait of the cavalier in
green, and then it all comes out. He was false to a young housekeeper once attached to
that family, and famous for her beauty, who drowned herself in a pond, and whose body
was discovered, after a long time, because the stags refused to drink of the water. Since
which, it has been whispered that she traverses the house at midnight (but goes especially
to that room where the cavalier in green was wont to sleep), trying the old locks with the
rusty keys. Well! we tell our host of what we have seen, and a shade comes over his
features,and he begs it may be hushed up; and so it is. But, it's all true; and we said so,
before we died (we are dead now) to many responsible people.
There is no end to the old houses, with resounding galleries, and dismal statebedchambers,
and haunted wings shut up for many years, through which we may ramble,
with an agreeable creeping up our back, and encounter any number of ghosts, but (it is
worthy of remark perhaps) reducible to a very few general types and classes; for, ghosts
have little originality, and "walk" in a beaten track. Thus, it comes to pass, that a certain
room in a certain old hall, where a certain bad lord, baronet, knight, or gentleman, shot
himself, has certain planks in the floor from which the blood will not be taken out. You
may scrape and scrape, as the present owner has done, or plane and plane, as his father
did, or scrub and scrub, as his grandfather did, or burn and burn with strong acids, as his
great- grandfather did, but, there the blood will still be--no redder and no paler--no more
and no less--always just the same. Thus, in such another house there is a haunted door,
that never will keep open; or another door that never will keep shut, or a haunted sound
of a spinning-wheel, or a hammer, or a footstep, or a cry, or a sigh, or a horse's tramp, or
the rattling of a chain. Or else, there is a turret-clock, which, at the midnight hour, strikes
thirteen when the head of the family is going to die; or a shadowy, immovable black
carriage which at such a time is always seen by somebody, waiting near the great gates in
the stable-yard. Or thus, it came to pass how Lady Mary went to pay a visit at a large
wild house in the Scottish Highlands, and, beingfatigued with her long journey, retired to
bed early, and innocently said, next morning, at the breakfast-table, "How odd, to have so
late a party last night, in this remote place, and not to tell me of it, before I went to bed!"
Then, every one asked Lady Mary what she meant? Then, Lady Mary replied, "Why, all
night long, the carriages were driving round and round the terrace, underneath my
window!" Then, the owner of the house turned pale, and so did his Lady, and Charles
Macdoodle of Macdoodle signed to Lady Mary to say no more, and every one was silent.
After breakfast, Charles Macdoodle told Lady Mary that it was a tradition in the family
that those rumbling carriages on the terrace betokened death. And so it proved, for, two
months afterwards, the Lady of the mansion died. And Lady Mary, who was a Maid of
Honour at Court, often told this story to the old Queen Charlotte; by this token that the
old King always said, "Eh, eh? What, what? Ghosts, ghosts? No such thing, no such
thing!" And never left off saying so, until he went to bed.
Or, a friend of somebody's whom most of us know, when he was a young man at college,
had a particular friend, with whom he made the compact that, if it were possible for the
Spirit to return to this earth after its separation from the body, he of the twain who first
died, should reappear to the other. In course of time, this compact was forgotten by our
friend; the two young men having progressed in life, and taken diverging paths that were
wide asunder. But, one night, many years afterwards, our friend being in the North of
England, and staying for the night in an inn, on the Yorkshire Moors, happened to look
out of bed; and there, in the moonlight, leaning on a bureaunear the window, steadfastly
regarding him, saw his old college friend! The appearance being solemnly addressed,
replied, in a kind of whisper, but very audibly, "Do not come near me. I am dead. I am
here to redeem my promise. I come from another world, but may not disclose its secrets!"
Then, the whole form becoming paler, melted, as it were, into the moonlight, and faded
away.
Or, there was the daughter of the first occupier of the picturesque Elizabethan house, so
famous in our neighbourhood. You have heard about her? No! Why, SHE went out one
summer evening at twilight, when she was a beautiful girl, just seventeen years of age, to
gather flowers in the garden; and presently came running, terrified, into the hall to her
father, saying, "Oh, dear father, I have met myself!" He took her in his arms, and told her
it was fancy, but she said, "Oh no! I met myself in the broad walk, and I was pale and
gathering withered flowers, and I turned my head, and held them up!" And, that night,
she died; and a picture of her story was begun, though never finished, and they say it is
somewhere in the house to this day, with its face to the wall.
Or, the uncle of my brother's wife was riding home on horseback, one mellow evening at
sunset, when, in a green lane close to his own house, he saw a man standing before him,
in the very centre of a narrow way. "Why does that man in the cloak stand there!" he
thought. "Does he want me to ride over him?" But the figure never moved. He felt a
strange sensation at seeing it so still, but slackened his trot and rode forward. When he
was so close to it, as almost to touch it with his stirrup, his horse shied, and the figure
glided up the bank, ina curious, unearthly manner--backward, and without seeming to
use its feet--and was gone. The uncle of my brother's wife, exclaiming, "Good Heaven!
It's my cousin Harry, from Bombay!" put spurs to his horse, which was suddenly in a
profuse sweat, and, wondering at such strange behaviour, dashed round to the front of his
house. There, he saw the same figure, just passing in at the long French window of the
drawing-room, opening on the ground. He threw his bridle to a servant, and hastened in
after it. His sister was sitting there, alone. "Alice, where's my cousin Harry?" "Your
cousin Harry, John?" "Yes. From Bombay. I met him in the lane just now, and saw him
enter here, this instant." Not a creature had been seen by any one; and in that hour and
minute, as it afterwards appeared, this cousin died in India.
Or, it was a certain sensible old maiden lady, who died at ninety- nine, and retained her
faculties to the last, who really did see the Orphan Boy; a story which has often been
incorrectly told, but, of which the real truth is this--because it is, in fact, a story belonging
to our family--and she was a connexion of our family. When she was about forty years of
age, and still an uncommonly fine woman (her lover died young, which was the reason
why she never married, though she had many offers), she went to stay at a place in Kent,
which her brother, an Indian-Merchant, had newly bought. There was a story that this
place had once been held in trust by the guardian of a young boy; who was himself the
next heir, and who killed the young boy by harsh and cruel treatment. She knew nothing
of that. It has been said that there was a Cage in her bedroom in which the guardian used
to put the boy. There was no suchthing. There was only a closet. She went to bed, made
no alarm whatever in the night, and in the morning said composedly to her maid when
she came in, "Who is the pretty forlorn-looking child who has been peeping out of that
closet all night?" The maid replied by giving a loud scream, and instantly decamping. She
was surprised; but she was a woman of remarkable strength of mind, and she dressed
herself and went downstairs, and closeted herself with her brother. "Now, Walter," she
said, "I have been disturbed all night by a pretty, forlorn-looking boy, who has been
constantly peeping out of that closet in my room, which I can't open. This is some trick."
"I am afraid not, Charlotte," said he, "for it is the legend of the house. It is the Orphan
Boy. What did he do?" "He opened the door softly," said she, "and peeped out.
Sometimes, he came a step or two into the room. Then, I called to him, to encourage him,
and he shrunk, and shuddered, and crept in again, and shut the door." "The closet has no
communication, Charlotte," said her brother, "with any other part of the house, and it's
nailed up." This was undeniably true, and it took two carpenters a whole forenoon to get
it open, for examination. Then, she was satisfied that she had seen the Orphan Boy. But,
the wild and terrible part of the story is, that he was also seen by three of her brother's
sons, in succession, who all died young. On the occasion of each child being taken ill, he
came home in a heat, twelve hours before, and said, Oh, Mamma, he had been playing
under a particular oak-tree, in a certain meadow, with a strange boy--a pretty, forlornlooking
boy, who was very timid, and made signs! From fatal experience, the parents
came to know that this was the OrphanBoy, and that the course of that child whom he
chose for his little playmate was surely run.
Legion is the name of the German castles, where we sit up alone to wait for the Spectre--
where we are shown into a room, made comparatively cheerful for our reception--where
we glance round at the shadows, thrown on the blank walls by the crackling fire--where
we feel very lonely when the village innkeeper and his pretty daughter have retired, after
laying down a fresh store of wood upon the hearth, and setting forth on the small table
such supper-cheer as a cold roast capon, bread, grapes, and a flask of old Rhine wine- -
where the reverberating doors close on their retreat, one after another, like so many peals
of sullen thunder--and where, about the small hours of the night, we come into the
knowledge of divers supernatural mysteries. Legion is the name of the haunted German
students, in whose society we draw yet nearer to the fire, while the schoolboy in the
corner opens his eyes wide and round, and flies off the footstool he has chosen for his
seat, when the door accidentally blows open. Vast is the crop of such fruit, shining on our
Christmas Tree; in blossom, almost at the very top; ripening all down the boughs!
Among the later toys and fancies hanging there--as idle often and less pure--be the
images once associated with the sweet old Waits, the softened music in the night, ever
unalterable! Encircled by the social thoughts of Christmas-time, still let the benignant
figure of my childhood stand unchanged! In every cheerful image and suggestion that the
season brings, may the bright star that rested above the poor roof, be the star of all the
Christian World! A moment's pause, O vanishing tree, of which the lower boughs are
dark to me as yet, and let me look once more! I know thereare blank spaces on thy
branches, where eyes that I have loved have shone and smiled; from which they are
departed. But, far above, I see the raiser of the dead girl, and the Widow's Son; and God
is good! If Age be hiding for me in the unseen portion of thy downward growth, O may I,
with a grey head, turn a child's heart to that figure yet, and a child's trustfulness and
confidence!
Now, the tree is decorated with bright merriment, and song, and dance, and cheerfulness.
And they are welcome. Innocent and welcome be they ever held, beneath the branches of
the Christmas Tree, which cast no gloomy shadow! But, as it sinks into the ground, I hear
a whisper going through the leaves. "This, in commemoration of the law of love and
kindness, mercy and compassion. This, in remembrance of Me!"