An Unfolded Chapter of my Life

Has it ever happened with you?

A song that reminds you of something . A cup of tea with you which was so refreshing. A touch of yours which left an everlasting stimulus. A smile of yours which has never faded. A one time handshake which still shakes my hand. A message of yours which I wish I could have saved but unknowingly it is saved deep down in my memory.

Those three magical words which becomes an important phase in every teenagers life and indeed everyone waits for someone to whisper in ones' ears. I am not a different person who didn't want all this to happen to me. You didn't say it but I still remember a message which you had sent but told me that your friends have sent it.

I wanted to spend every single moment with you. You used to call me very often but do you know as soon as your name blinked on my phone a smile reflected on my face and I could hear my heartbeat .

Every movie scene was for me and you, every romantic song was for us. The whole universe was for us.

Years have passed but do you believe that not a single day has passed which didn't remind me of you. Everyday I call out your name and wish my messages reach you and drop you as a dried leaf with the winds whispering your name and soft music making me feel you and holding your hand I would never let you go and hug you so tightly and cry out yelling your name and asking you all those questions which I have buried within me.

Where were you?

Didn't you miss me?

Do you remember me?

Not a single call not a single message.

I missed you so much.

I also want to tell the universe that mera phela pyar adhura reh gaya. No one will ever understand me but I still feel the day we met I could have spent some more time with you. I could have dared to tell you what I felt for you. But I was afraid that if I tell you my feelings you will go away from me coz I always felt I wasn't meant for you. My looks, my physique mattered a lot and it didn't allow me to speak up my feelings.

I don't know about your whereabouts but I pray to God that wherever you are be happy and try to feel

The rain drops falling on your face are my kisses.

The mosquito biting you is my anger.

The relaxing cup of tea is my massage.

The air touching you is my arm around you.

The wetness of your palms is me holding your hand forever.

Your heart beats are mine.

You were are and will be mine.

The day my heart will stop beating I will hold your hand and the entire universe will take all effort to bind us forever?????.