I am running and running through the small stones and dried leaves with bare feet heading towards the end of the road. I saw the sun setting down heading towards the black wooden temple.
I didn't stop running.I ran inside the temple .I have never seen a temple as black as coal that scared me up with the high black walls.There was also some monks with bright orange outfits and i think they didn't see me that felt relieve down my nerves.I am running with the heavy breaths,until I saw a door slightly open beside me .I push the door and slide to the corner of the door and pushed back the door. I could feel the tiredness of my whole body. My tears started dripping down when I saw myself. My feet were swollen,red and dirty. It's hurting. My hands are dirty. I am hungry
too my stomach is aching up. Did I run miles? Was i in a captive or something? I don't know why I came running here? Uhhhhh i can't think of anything! My brain isn't functioning well!
I closed my eyes I could see the black sticky figures. I have seen those sticky figures in my most of the dreams. Whenever I see them i feel of vomiting. I opened my eyes and raised up my head to see the room. It had a bamboo bed and table with water pot in it. There's a window I could see the darkness. It's getting dawn. I could also hear water flowing down maybe a river or a stream. Ahhh i can sense someone footsteps. I can tell it maybe the monk's who are heading to there respective room's. I will be found out now. I miss my family. I have never been alone before. I closed my eyestightly. I could here the laughing sound. I opened my eyes I saw a old monk in maroon robe. He said "My child you are here it's a releif to us ". I looked anxiously i couldn't say a word. He again said "why do you always stay on the corner of the door ahh your feet it maybe swollen again as we apply medicine to it but you always run away it's of no use". I asked with my eyes wide opened " Do i know you? Have I come here before". He smiled again and said " you come here running before the dawn spend the night here but you never spend the day and you must me hungry your food is getting ready". He left.
What did I heard now? I come here every night!
I don't even know the route to this temple how did I end up here. Is he saying the truth. What's going on with me. The food arrived , should I have it? My stomach i couldn't bear it. No I am not going to have it I don't trust anybody. I need to sleep i ca
I didn't stop running.I ran inside the temple .I have never seen a temple as black as coal that scared me up with the high black walls.There was also some monks with bright orange outfits and i think they didn't see me that felt relieve down my nerves.I am running with the heavy breaths,until I saw a door slightly open beside me .I push the door and slide to the corner of the door and pushed back the door. I could feel the tiredness of my whole body. My tears started dripping down when I saw myself. My feet were swollen,red and dirty. It's hurting. My hands are dirty. I am hungry
too my stomach is aching up. Did I run miles? Was i in a captive or something? I don't know why I came running here? Uhhhhh i can't think of anything! My brain isn't functioning well!
I closed my eyes I could see the black sticky figures. I have seen those sticky figures in my most of the dreams. Whenever I see them i feel of vomiting. I opened my eyes and raised up my head to see the room. It had a bamboo bed and table with water pot in it. There's a window I could see the darkness. It's getting dawn. I could also hear water flowing down maybe a river or a stream. Ahhh i can sense someone footsteps. I can tell it maybe the monk's who are heading to there respective room's. I will be found out now. I miss my family. I have never been alone before. I closed my eyestightly. I could here the laughing sound. I opened my eyes I saw a old monk in maroon robe. He said "My child you are here it's a releif to us ". I looked anxiously i couldn't say a word. He again said "why do you always stay on the corner of the door ahh your feet it maybe swollen again as we apply medicine to it but you always run away it's of no use". I asked with my eyes wide opened " Do i know you? Have I come here before". He smiled again and said " you come here running before the dawn spend the night here but you never spend the day and you must me hungry your food is getting ready". He left.
What did I heard now? I come here every night!
I don't even know the route to this temple how did I end up here. Is he saying the truth. What's going on with me. The food arrived , should I have it? My stomach i couldn't bear it. No I am not going to have it I don't trust anybody. I need to sleep i ca
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