She stared at the words, her vision blurring as tears welled up in her eyes. A single tear rolled down her cheek, then another, until she was sobbing silently, her shoulders shaking with the force of it. The diary couldn't contain the weight of her pain, but it was all she had. It was the only place she could scream without being heard, cry without being judged. As the first light of dawn crept into her room, Samiya felt hollow, as though the nightmare had hollowed out a piece of her she couldn't get back. She closed the diary, her fingers lingering on its worn cover, and placed it back on her bedside table like a fragile secret. The next morning, the remnants of her nightmare clung to her like smoke, invisible but suffocating. At the breakfast table, she stared at her untouched plate of toast, the sight of food churning her stomach. Her parents sat across from her, engrossed in their own world. Her father scrolled through his tablet, mumbling about the latest news, while her mother spoke animatedly about an upcoming event at work. Their voices blurred into a low hum, meaningless against the roar of her internal storm. "Are you okay, Safiyah?" her mother asked suddenly, her tone casual, almost obligatory. For a fleeting moment, Safiyah considered telling her. The words hovered on the edge of her tongue, so close she could taste them. Her throat tightened, and she felt the sting of tears threatening to spill. But then her mother reached for her phone, her attention already slipping away, her question an afterthought. "I'm fine," Safiyah murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
Her mother nodded absentmindedly. "Good," she said, not looking up. Safiyah's hands curled into fists beneath the table, her nails digging into her palms. She wanted to scream, to demand that they see her, truly see her. But the words dissolved in her throat, swallowed by the familiar silence. She sat there, invisible in her own home, the weight of her unspoken truths pressing down on her like an anchor.