I miss the old days and everything about them. The days when I was happy. the days where i didnt worry about the furture when all i worried about was having the most fun i could that day. now i cant even leave my house without worring about what time i havent to be back at because i ahvent to wake up early for work the next day. or constantly working just to afford the things i need and to save up for school beacuse my parents cant afford the dreams i have for myself. i mean i miss the days where my dad would come home from work and i would be so excited to see him i would run and jump into his arms. Now adays me and my father barely say two words too eachother. i miss my parents actually knowing the person i was. and i wish they could get to know the person ive become, but i bet they couldnt even tell you my favorite color or that im a vegatriain. i wish that i had never grown up and just cherished the days i had as a little kid and stopped wishing to grow up, because growning up sucks. im terriferied of what comes next not just for my self but for my little brother. hes going to have no one once im gone, and whos going to come into my bedroom at night and say"goodnight sissy i love you." who will help him with all of his girl problems and teach him how to stand up to bullies when im gone? who will have his back better than his older sister? im scared that once i leave hes going to have to grow up faster to learn how to take care just like i had too. i dont want to leave him but thats how i was raised never close to any family you grow up and leave to live your own life. but im not reeady to leave and im not ready to grow up but its apart of this think everyone calls life. were raised, we leave, we become something to survive, and we work for the things we want until we die doing it. best advice i could ever give to my future kids dont strive to grow up enjoy what you have now the freedom, the careless adventures, and the fun because it doesnt last forever.