If you are reading this that means you are eager to know the story of love triangle. This love story is basically based on three main character of which one is a girl Shaira Smith and the two boy Andrew Thomas and Jack Lewis. From the two boys Andrew Thomas is a boyfriend of Shaira Smith and Jack Lewis is half boyfriend. Now the point is how Shaira end up with the two boys? So here the story of love triangle begins......
Shaira is from a middle class background. Her father is in government job and her mom is a housewife and also she has a small sister studying in a high school. Shaira has always high dreams in her life, she always want to go another city for studies, for meeting new people, culture and many more. One day she decided to go another city for studies. So she told to her father; "Dad I want to go abroad to study Engineering which is not available in our city" at first her dad didnot convinced of studying in another city without them. So she went to village to visit her grandpa and grandma who listens to her. She told; "Grandpa and grandma I want to study Engineering which is not in our city so I have to go in another new city for studying this course. I know you all will not agree by this but I love Engineering and it is my passion my everything and I want to give my all heart and soul in this". By hearing this Shaira’s grandpa told; "Ok my Grandchild this is the only thing you want in your life, you can go and study wherever you want but remember study nicely give your mind, heart and soul and be a good Engineerand be a very sucessful person in life". After that Shaira told to grandpa;"Thank you grandpa to agree to my word and ya I will give all my heart, mind and soul in this studies". So After a month she flew to the new state, new city where she met new people, new friends. Even there she made new friends. "Today is the day from where my life will be starting with a new chapter" she thought in her mind. So she started her journey towards the new University......
Today is the day where Shaira Smith is with two boys Andrew Thomas and Jack Lewis as Shaira made up her mind to tell the secret about her half boyfriend Jack to her boyfriend Andrew because She can’t take this secret within herself as someone is blackmailing her. Now she is in such a situation where if she spills out the secret to her boyfriend, the relations between her and Andrew will be broken as they are in relationship for 5 years. And if she will not tell then the blackmailer will be blackmailing to tell the secret. Either way she is in great trouble. Now the question arise, Is the blackmailer is known to Shaira? Is the blackmailer Andrew or John? Did Andrew know the truth from the beginning and pretending to be unknown? So to answer all this questions and to know how did the blackmailer blackmailing Shaira, What’s the purpose of doing this and how Shaira Smith End up here?
Let me take you to the first day of Shaira entering in her first class. So basically today is the day of my first class in the new University where I came to study Engineering. I am so excited and a little nervous how my first day will start andend. I thought; "Will I be able to find new friends? Will they be frank to me? How they will think about me? How I will talk to them? How teachers will be? Will they be frank or aggressive"? So many questions in my mind right now, so I took a deep breath and enter to the class. After entering the class I find normal not much crowded with students, and most probably not too many girls in the class. I seated in the first bench heading towards the front with a calm and peace mind.
The class started, a new teacher came and yaa it was going all well on the first day of the class. So many students came to talk to me and they talk and became my friends. I was so happy that my first day first class went well. By the way I was staying in hostel so after the class I went back to my hostel which is very new to me. I took a nap after that I went for a evening snacks. While taking evening snacks I had a habit of using social media where I used to chat with lots of new people and it is kinda interesting for me.
Next day- I am in the class and I am quite surprised because today lots of students are there compare to the previous day. So I am full excited even I got a new friend Rey. It was going all good and like that almost 2 years had passed. I am about to graduate so excited, nervous and too many feelings that I can’t even express.
Suddenly, I got a news that My Grandpa had passed away. The person who send me away to this new city to study, to gain knowledge now heis gone like that. And the worst thing is that even I could not see my grandpa for the last time as I am away from him in another city. For me it feels like whole world has stopped I could not say a word. Everytime came in my mind as a flashback how I used to talk to him, how he taught me and everything. Years Passed and finally I graduated.
Here comes the main twist in my life. I got placed in top most company and I am in paradise because I got my dream job so now what else should I want in my life? The boss in my company he is a very good person, he always teach me if I can’t do the work. By the way his name is Andrew Thomas. When I am with this person I feel very comfortable, the way he talks, the way he teach me its all perfect. And somehow I have a crush on him you know feeling of love at first sight.
At that moment I am like yaa I am in love with my Boss seriously! Woww such a great feeling and I had never had this kind of feelings. I feel like I am in paradise and I am happy. But now the question arise did my boss had also the same kind of feelings towards me?
Now it became too important for me to find out that did my boss love me the way I am in love with him. So I planned something stupid that is to confess my feelings. I know right it is a very stupid thing who confesses to their boss. But ya I am stupid so I decided to tell that "I Love You" but......
As I told you Andrew is my boss,the day I thought of confessing him, he decided to go out of station for some work and surprisingly...........
He asked me to go with him. What!!! I know right such a big surprise. I thought of surprising him instead of that he surprised me. OMG! I cannot take this much of surprises and what do you think? Of course I agreed to go with him. Now I thought our love story will continue forever. So I planned that I will confess my feelings to him when I will be with him on the spot. But did ever your thoughts became real? Obviously a big NO.
Like I said we were in the work station never got a chance to talk to him only work and lots of work problems. At last, I can’t confess and without confessing came back. So my plan never work either here or there and I thought this time I will change my plan with a unique ideas. I called my boss at my home for dinner. Great idea right. I know.
Finally he showed up for the dinner.....I ordered beforehand the dishes and arranged in a table just needed to be served. So, I make the honour to served the food to him. The food was awesome, we had our dinner now time to confess and this time specially I was so so surprise. I know you want to know what is the surprise right so here the surprise is........
He proposed me I mean my boss proposed me. Shocked right! I am in shocked right now how did he know that I love him or what is the reason he proposed me in this manner? So many question. I almost in my dream, shocked, unable to think what had happen just now. You will think that Itold yes to him and we had a romantic moment but no you are wrong I told him to leave the house such a stupid right.
I told him to leave without giving him answer whether yes or no and here no does not comes as I love him too. But I dont know at that moment why I did this so just like that he leave. And from that day around I thought of telling him but it had became awkward between us. And it went for almost 1 month I did not talk with my boss. Yes! right I did not talk nor he had conversation with me.
Days passed and here comes a boy Jack Lewis in the picture. Its not like that he is not handsome, he is good looking, well mannered and most important thing is that he is the boss of management department who came in our department for work purpose. You will thing what is the matter with him and why he is important in the picture. I was attracted by him too. Whattt.....!!! Shocked right. I know. Now you might be thinking what type of girl I am who love two boys at a time right. But you are wrong I am not in loved with Jack. I am just attracted towards him.
But I love Andrew. So basically love and attraction are two different things. If you love someone that does not mean you can’t be attracted towards someone. So I am in love with Andrew and at the same time I had attraction towards John its like a love triangle. Its not a crime to be in loved and attraction towards someone at the same time.
So I decided first to talk to John. So we introduce Ourself and had a great time witheach other. At the moment I almost forgot about Andrew that the person I have the feelings of love is him not John. So, suddenly I stopped myself and told him that I have to go and then ya I came back to my room. I am so confused right now whom to tell about this, how to tell, what to tell.
I thought for a moment and went to a deep sleep. At the morning surprisingly what do you think who came it was Andrew. Yes! my boss who proposed me and I was unable to reply. He came early in the morning at my house suddenly and I am like what the hell! why he came so early in the morning, what is so urgent that he came directly at my home and now in my room. What do you think why he came like that of all sudden....?
Do you know why he came? He came because he want answer and what answer; the answer or the replies I didn’t gave him while he proposed me and that also after 2 months, he just came to get the replies wow so disgusting right. So I asked him why he did not came before? why he did not ask me about this matter? and why now?
He told "I Love You So Much and can’t think of my life without you. Before I thought may be I was wrong I can stay without you but now more I think about you more I fall for you. Please don’t ever leave me". For a moment, I was speechless and after that.....
The final moment came. What I was searching for the very long period I got the moment and I asked him again; "What made you realized that you still do love me?"
Hetold that he saw me with a guy Jack and feel jealous for being with Jack and not him so then he realized that I should talk about it with Shaira.
I got carried away by his words and feel that he do love really otherwise he wouldn’t be here with me at this moment. So yaa final decision I took and that was.....You will be shocked.
I told him yes I do, I do love u so much and when he heard my answer he jumped in a joy and we give a tight hug to each other. Now you will think that where is Jack right. At that moment I almost forget Jack and I thought Finally our love had ended happily. But what do you think is this the happy ending?
No, Not yet. As I told you in my life nothing will be perfect. When I thinks that Ya now my life will be perfect or I will settled in my life something happens at that time and ya always it will not be perfect in any way in my life.
As you know my boss Andrew proposed me and I was so happy even I told yes to him and now he wants that he wants to stay with me I am so happy. Now you will think what is the matter then.
The matter is that he wants that I should get married to him. What!!! Right he wants that but I don’t want because I am not ready yet for marriages and all the stuff. Here again goes quarrelling between us and somehow I managed him not to get married too soon. Its early for us and for our relation. So What’s now everything perfect. Nah!
Here, the twist came. Have you remembered Jack and I think Yaa towhom I was attracted even I spend time. That’s right Jack came again into the picture. Now may be you wonder why he came into the picture right. Let me tell you.....
He came to meet me. Shocked right. I was also shocked like after a long time, it was like almost 5 months even I totally forgot about him and suddenly he came just like that to meet me. I don’t know somehow he took my number and called me to meet him.
By the way at night, he told me to meet him. The night is awesome with a little rain and a thunder and I came to meet him. He is wearing a black pant with a black shirt and on top of that wearing a black blazer. I am mesmerized by his looks. He is looking so handsome that even I couldn’t took off my eyes off towards him.
He came near me and told that I am looking beautiful in another sense he just compliment me. I told him that he too look handsome and from here begins the twist in my life......
What do you think what is the twist? Let me tell you the twist is that he proposed me. Now here my heart beat start beating faster then ever and even I couldn’t speak a word. After a minute I start speaking and told him that I have a boyfriend and I am in a relationship. But you know what he told me?
He told me "Ya I know you are in relationship with Andrew and today only I came to know about it and directly I came to you to tell that when I had spend time with you at the moment I fall for you. I am in love with you". I am like whatare you saying and what is going on with me and with my life?
He begged me to be my boyfriend and told me if I don’t accept him he will ruined our Company as well as Andrew. Now I am in great trouble what shall I do now, if I will not accept Jack as my boyfriend he will ruin everything that I have and if I will not then I am cheating on my boyfriend Andrew. Now I am in great dilemma what to do and what not to do.
I told him that please don’t do anything now I need sometime to think about it and then I went to my room where Andrew was waiting for me. I thought to tell him about this but for the sake of our company and Andrew hard work I didn’t.
The next day; while taking breakfast I got a call and the call is from....I think you already know its Jack. He asked me what is my answer and what I thought about him making boyfriend. I need to take a decision if I will tell Andrew our company will be ruined and if I don’t I will be cheating on him. Now only I have in my hand is to make Jack boyfriend but not boyfriend it is half boyfriend.
Now You will be wondering why I made him my half boyfriend not a boyfriend right. I made him half boyfriend becuse he wants to be more than friend with me and I want him a little less than boyfriend that means, for me he is more than a friend as well as less than a boyfriend. Such a good idea right.
For a minute he thought to be my half boyfriend and finally he agreed to be my half boyfriend. Now Ihave a boyfriend as well as a half boyfriend. You will be thinking my story ends here but you are wrong as I say my story can’t be end so well and perfect right.
It’s been almost 5 years as a secret that I have a boyfriend Andrew Thomas and a half boyfriend Jack Lewis and no one knows about it not even Andrew and then suddenly.......A person came in my life who knows all my secrets.
Everything was going so perfect and on one fine day an unknown person called me and when I received the call all my flashback came that I basically cheated on Andrew. The unknown person started blackmailing me and what do you think why he blackmailed me?
He blackmailed me to tell the truth to Andrew about my half boyfriend Jack otherwise he will show him all the proves that has against me. Now the question is who is the unknown person and why he wants me to spill out my secret and how he knows me and my secrets.
I decided to talk about this to Lack that somebody knows our secrets and we have to find out who is this unknown person and why he wants that. So I talked about all this to Jack and he told me that he will look into the matter. I am so tensed by thinking when Andrew will know about it how he will react and all that came in my mind.
About the stranger, he called me again and this time he had given me the time of almost 3 days and after 3 days I have to tell Andrew about this anyhow. I have no clue why this is happening with me at all and I begin to think that did I made a mistake. Is this myfault to have a boyfriend and also a half boyfriend at a time?
After having conversations with the stranger, I immediately informed Jack about it and now he also in tensed. So we decided to meet to each other to talked about nicely. I came to meet him in our secret place so that no one should know about it.
He came and we hug each other and after that we talked about the matter. Now it became a serious thing that how could anybody know about it and why now after 5 years of this relationship. Me and Jack we were now in a big trouble and no solution at all.
Here, we decided not to involved any particular person like detective, cops. So we decided to look into this matter on our own. So, now Jack decided to talk to the blackmailer that what he wants and why he is doing that to us.
Now, its time for us to play a game with the stranger to know why he is doing that. So, we decided to make a trap for him. When Jack called him he didn’t response at all but when I called him he received the call. Now, I have to play a game with the stranger. Lets see if our plan will work or not.
I decided to had a conversation with the stranger and I told that I am ready to tell the secret of mine but in return I should get something. He ask; "what do you want from me?" and from here my plan started.
I told him the day I will be telling the truth to Andrew about my secrets, that day you should be with me with all the proves whatever you are having so that I could show the proves to Andrew so thathe believes me because I know he trusted me so much that without prove, he will not believe me.
Somehow the stranger agree with me and I think yaa it was going well. So, the day in which I have to tell the truth finally came. Right now I am hoping that my plan works how I want to be but....hopefully it didn’t because the main twist is that the blackmailer is not a unknown person so, do you know who might be?
Any guesses? The person is none other than Andrew. Shocked right! I am not going to tell you lies at that time my heart is like came out of the body. I am like about the faint there and I am it all just over.....the end. Have you ever thought if you will be in my case what you will do? I am just speechless, like a statue standing in front of the two boys-my boyfriend and my half boyfriend.
I think its my time to tell everything to Andrew and when I opened my mouth to tell before that he told me only one thing and that is;" Shaira, I know everything from the beginning but just I want to know from your mouth", He cried.
At that time hear broke and like what am I doing playing with the two boys but its not my fault too. I was in a situation where I can’t decide what is the best and what is not. I cried like hell...
I told; "Andrew I am so sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you and I am in such a situation where I even cannot tell you as it will ruined your reputation. I am so sorry Andrew please Forgive me please. I love you so much and I can’t live without you....Pleasedon’t leave me." I cried and cried....
"But I also have feelings towards Jack. You tell me what should I do? Can’t I have feelings for the two person at a time? Before shake of your reputation I was with him without any feelings and as time flew I am having feelings towards him and I know and accept that it is totally wrong but how can I tell my feelings that it is wrong. You can’t love two different person at a time". I cried and told to Andrew.
He told; "Ya, I totally understand and also respect your feelings but this is all new to me and above that you kept secret from me so I need to some time to think about all this. I want to stay alone so if you want you can stay with Jack." He went away after telling this.
I told Jack;" I too want to stay alone as it became all messy for me to accept that, what has happened just now so I too need some time to think about it all". Jack didn’t agree with me at all as he did not wanna lose me or feel me alone, so he told he too wanna go with me. This all is too much for me so I didn’t argue with him.
I reached home with Jack and there he make dinner for me and make me to eat and then I slept. Do you after all this could I sleep? Ofcourse not just for the sake of Jack I fake my sleeping. At that time my mind is running like a computer and all the words and all the scene came as a flash back to me. My mind is like why? why? and how could it be like this. After all thisis Andrew going to forgive or leave?
It is already morning and suddenly I woke up as I slept by thinking all night about what had happened and still now for me its like a dream. Still now I am in my own thoughts. By that time I heard a voice I thought may be it would be Andrew but I was wrong it was Jack who is making breakfast for me.
I didn’t want to have my breakfast but Jack forced me to have it, as yesterday night I didn’t have much. He told me if I will not have then he will not talk to me ever so ya I took.
After that we talked and talked and somewhere I am hoping that Andrew would call me to talk about all this. But I was wrong he didn’t even called me or texted me. So after having breakfast Jack told me that he would take me to somewhere where I can enjoy and forget for the moment what had happened before.
I am shocked by seeing the place. Can you imagine which place it will, any guesses? Let me tell you it is a ‘Amusement Park’. O my God I am like wow....as I came in here after a long long years. We played like a small kids and yaa, now I am better than before.
I think, today I became the happiest person in the world and I told Jack-"Jack thank you for everything you have done for me till now and I love you". Oops! what I told to Andrew that I love him, seriously! O god. I am like what the hell just now I told him.
He told-"I know from before that you have feelings for me but you never confessed it, that is why I am approaching you everytime and finally you confessed me today that you love me and I love you too Shaira. It doesn’t matter to me whether you are with Andrew, because I know deep down inside you too love me." I am shocked.......Like how, why?
I told- "Jack I don’t know why you are telling like this but today is the happiest day ever in my life I have experience so thank you once again for making my day wonderful". At that moment I almost forgot about Andrew. Now I think I am in love with Jack and not Andrew.
What is happening in my life right? Before I love Andrew and now I am in love with John seriously. The day passed Andrew didn’t called me and I too busy and happy with Jack. With that almost a week passed and still now no call, no text from Andrew and I too didn’t call him nor texted him.
Just like that weeks turned into months and ya I was happy with Jack and still now I am happy with him. But did I really love Jack? Did still now Andrew is in my mind? Had I almost forgotten Andrew?
The answer to this is confusing as I am in confusion. Right now my mind is full of confusions because still there is gap in my heart I do not know why? I think as my first love is Andrew so I think I can’t never ever forget him if I will be with Jack or somebody else.
I think everyone knows no matter with whom you will be you can’t forget your first love, first feelings and everything first. No matter how much he will hurt you leave you but you can’t leave him in your heart as he is there, your first love in your heart.
Ithought in my mind that I will not able to be with my first love Andrew because I think along with me every girl’s dreams is to stay lifetime till the end with your first love but as we all know only few are able to get their first love. Unlike me, I am not with my first love rather I am with my half boyfriend.
After all this in my mind I went to Jack to talk to him about all this. Suddenly, at that time Andrew call me and told me that he wants to meet me. Now what? Just like that he called me and immediately told me to meet him.
So, now I have to tell to Jack about Andrew. I went near him and told him-"Hey! Andrew call me just now and told me that he wants to meet me immediately". He just nodded and told to go and meet him.
I came to meet Andrew and he is wearing plant pant and dazzling shirts with a black glasses covering his eyes. I went near him and the environment became silent for a moment. Suddenly started to rain and when he took off his glasses from the eyes and the eyes were totally red as if he was crying since then.
At that moment I am broken after looking at his eyes and literally I broke down at that time without talking with each other. I told- "Don’t cry my love I know you hurt me so much and it is unforgettable and unforgiveable but I love you so much and I can’t think myself without you in my life. That is why I came to meet you, to see you and to talk to you."
I told- "I am so sorry my love I never thought of hurting youever in my life but at that time I was in such a situation where I couldn’t took the right decision and also I know you can’t never ever forgive me so I am not asking your forgiveness, only I can tell I am sorry Andrew and I love you so much and I want to be with you."
He told- I didn’t came here to take you back along with me. I came here just to meet you and see you and still I need some time to settle down all this as it is a big thing where you love me as well to him also. I am not ready yet to take all this.
I told- I understand you need time but try to understand I can’t stay anymore without you. I love you Andrew please don’t leave me please(crying). But he didn’t listen to me and saying with a single word ‘Bye’ he went by leaving me again with Jack.
I cried and cried and when I was about to fall in the ground Jack came took me in his arms and at that time I hug him tightly and I cried with murmuring that I made a great mistake in my life. He hold me and finally we came home actually in Jack’s room.
I told- "Thank you Jack for staying with me every time when I need someone. Thank you for loving me so much and not leaving me". After that I hug him and suddenly I slept.
Almost its been morning and still I am in the arms of Jack. I broke down as I couldn’t take it more about Andrew and all the things he said to me. Even I know that he is never going to forgive me. So I decided to stay permanently with JackLewis.
Now so many questions; Did I have make the right decision? How I am gonna start my new journey with my half boyfriend who is now going to be my boyfriend? Maybe yes and maybe no.
Jack came and told me that he has some work in foreign places and it will take almost a month so whether I am going with him or not. He didn’t want me to stay here alone and now it is my final decision what to do and what not to do.
I told- "Jack I need a day to think about this whether I should go with you or not. As it is the biggest decision of my life before telling the decision once I want to discuss all this to Andrew about it".
Jack told- "Still now You are thinking about Andrew who left you alone here. I am not telling you not to meet and discuss about it to Andrew but just remember I am always with you no matter what is your decision and I will respect. And one thing when no one was with you even Andrew I was with you and still I am with you". After telling this he left.
I am now speechless as I know if I will tell this to Andrew he will be hurt more and if I will not go with Jack he too will be hurt as he was with me when no one was with me and ya he is right. Now I am in such a situation from where I can’t get out as it is my own choice. I call Andrew and told him that I want to meet him for the last time and wanna discuss something.
He came to meet me. He told- "What is the urgent matter that you calledme like that? Just speak up whatever it is, I need to go as I have work in office". After that he stand in front of me quietly.
I told- "Andrew just listen carefully what I am going to tell you and this might be hurt you badly so please don’t be angry or be hurt. Actually, today Jack told me that he will be going to foreign Countries for some work for a month and now he wants to take me along with him as he doesn’t want that I should stay alone. Now I don’t know what to do so here I came to discuss with you."
Andrew became totally silent for a moment and then started speaking- "Its ok Shaira I totally understand and now it is your life I have nothing to say here and you can choose whatever it is right for you but before taking decision just tell me once what will be your decision".
I told- "Really Andrew! You have nothing to say literally nothing. Here I am telling you that Jack wants to take me along with him and you will not do anything, you will not stop me. You told me that you love me so much that you can’t see me with others then how can you tell me like this. Seriously I am fade up of this all drama. I am going with Jack away from you as you have nothing to say. Good bye Andrew for the last time".
After telling this to Andrew without even looking back I went from that place(crying). I cried and cried on the way to back home without thinking what to do now?
After taking a long breathe I went to Jack to talk about this. I told- "Jack I have decided that I am going withyou and never going to come back here and please I want to settle there itself". By Hearing my words Jack got excited and told- "Ok we will settle there itself and if you do not want to come here it is totally fine".
I want to forget about Andrew so I blocked him from everywhere with a last text that- "I have decided to go with Jack and never come back to this place take care bye". After that I blocked him and started to pack the things along with Jack.
While packing the stuff suddenly Jack hug me from back and told- "I am so so happy Shaira finally you choose me and decided to stay with me forever and I am never ever gonna loose you again it is my promise to you and I will keep you always happy and I love you so much my love".
At that time I felt relaxed and somewhere I feel that every burden that has till now vanish from my life and now I will be really happy in my life so I told- "Thank you Jack for supporting me and loving me so much. I don’t think that without you I can start my new life, new journey and I love you too my love".
As you know I took the greatest decision of my life by choosing Jack Lewis and to stay with him forever. I know that whatever the consequences may be I will deal with it. I have only a day in my hands to change the decision or to go with it whatever decision I took.
Just like that a day had passed and now the time came where I have to leave all my past that I had and start a new journey of my life with Jack.I am excited as well as nervous about it. All the packings had done and now just to get ready to reach the airport.
Jack- "Shaira go get ready otherwise we will get late". I just nodded and went for Shower. After taking shower I dressed up and now just to take a step ahead towards the journey to the airport and also take the big decision by leaving all the past. When I came out of the house and started to open the door of the car, I show that a man wearing black jacket with a black spectacles standing in front of me....
That man was none other than Andrew and he came to see me for the last time. He told- "I just came to see you for the last time and to say good bye. I hope that you will be always happy with Jack and also start your new journey of life Shaira by forgetting me forever. I am so happy that finally you took your own decision".
By hearing his word I wanted to cry but I hold myself not to cry in front of him otherwise I will be weak. I told- Thank you Andrew for coming to meet me for the last time and I also hope that you would forgive me and be always happy in your life. Good bye Andrew.
I hug him for the last time and I seated in the car by closing the door and by that time Jack came and ya finally on the way to airport.
Finally the time came of boarding and we are in the flight. During the whole journey my thinking was like had I have done the right thing, took the right decision and with all thoughts finally reached our stations.
After reaching the Station, Jack tookme to a beautiful villa where we are going to stay for the rest of the our life. I was so tired due to the long journey so decided to have shower and take some rest. Jack told me- "My love You are very tired since it is a long journey so take shower and have something and take rest I have meeting so need to rush. Love you. Bye".
After saying this he went. Now the whole Villa is only for me as I am alone in this beautiful Villa. So, now my turn to take shower and have some rest.
It is been a long day for me so I took a nap and when this nap turn into a long sleep I have no idea. It is already been evening and just now I woke up. Jack was standing near me and I have no idea when he came. He told- "Good Evening my lady! I hope you slept well and its been already evening so get my lady".
I told- "Good Evening Jack! I don’t know when you came. I thought of taking nap and I think due to tiredness I slept. Let me go and freshen up myself". After telling this to Jack I went to freshen up myself.
After I freshen up, it is almost a night so Jack took me to a lovely place for dinner. When I reached I was so mesmerized by its beauty. A beautiful fountain with water flowing, a breezing air and a beautiful dine-in in the middle of the road where no sign of people as it was booked by Jack.
I could not stop myself and talk to Jack - "Jack such a lovely place which I have never ever seen in my life and also no one had ever done likethis to me so Thank you once again for making me happy and also surprised me".
Jack- "Oh Mon Amour! Without you my life is nothing. I want to be with you like this forever and I want you to be happy like this always and no tears in your eyes. I love you Shaira so much which I can’t even express it".
At this moment I an so happy that I think I had never in my life I hugged Jack and he served me dinner and this time it is different something strange and I think I am falling for Jack this time genuinely which I think I had never felt for anyone not even Andrew.
At that time I ignored totally about Andrew and go with the flow with Jack. I am happy, Jack is also happy no sign of sadness having dinner in the middle of the road lost with each other. We had dinner and now time to go back in the real world in the rooms.
We reached and by cuddling each other we slept. The next morning Jack went to his work and here I am again alone but this time my mind has several questions- can we be happy like this forever? can everything be alright? But there is one word say where there is too much happy there will be always sadness on the way.
Again, there is a trouble calling my way which I thought of never happening again but I think I was too happy that is why now something terrible is on my way which you can say Andrew. Ya right it’s Andrew my first love and also my boyfriend.
Suddenly some one knock the door in the morning and when I opened it I saw a person standing in front of me wearingblack glasses and it is none other than Andrew. Ya! you are right it is Andrew and suddenly he speak up- Hey Shaira, how are you it is been a long time to see you.
I got shocked after listening his words and now I am speechless. After a moment I told- What are you doing here? and why you came suddenly? Actually I forgot to tell him to come inside so he told- Shaira, You will not invite me to come inside, I think I can answer all your question inside the room.
Shaira- Oh! Sorry come inside actually suddenly you showed up so I almost forgot to invite you inside. Please come in. How come you here? He didn’t say anything just standing quietly for a moment. After sometime he spoke....
Shaira, I was missing you so much that I came here to meet you suddenly for that I am so sorry. When you were there with me I didn’t felt anything and I thought you will never leave me but I was wrong you left me there ands came here with Jack. So without thinking anything I came here to meet you and to tell you that still I love you so much.
I am shocked even I couldn’t tell what I heard just now that Andrew still loves me and he wants me back in his life. Here I started to move on and when I finally move on in my life he just came in my life out of nowhere. I told him that now I do not feel anything about him nor I love him. I have started to live my life with Jack and not looking back.
By hearing this thing from my mouth a little droplets of tears came out of Andrew’s eyes and his whole faceis filled with remorse and in a slow voice he speak up "I love you Shaira so much and I can’t stay without you please give me one chance and I can change everything for". After that he hugged me. While he hugged me that time Jack was standing back of us and watching everything...
I think you want to know what Jack was doing there? Why suddenly he came as he went to office and about to come in evening? Actually Jack left some documents in the room and when he came back to take it he saw that Andrew hugged me.
Jack took sometime to calm himself and then he speak up- "What’s going on behind me and why Andrew is here?" As I heard Jack voice I started to shiver and looked at his face and I told- "Jack nothing is going on between me and Andrew trust me. He came just now and we were only talking".
Suddenly Andrew started talking- "Jack! Still now I love Shaira so much please give her to me otherwise I will die without her. I know when I was not with her you were there supporting her so much for that thanks a lot but now I have understood that how much she meant to me and how I had messed up all".
After listening to the words of Andrew, Jack was heartbroken inside and for a moment he couldn’t speak and look in the eyes of Shaira as the both eyes of Shaira and Jack is filled with tears. After taking a long breathe, Jack told- "Shaira I am going to ask only one questions and please be honest with me also with yourself and the question is do you still love Andrew and wanna go with him?"
I told- "Jack how can youasked this question when you know the truth that now I love you only you without thinking anything I told. I know before I was in love with Andrew and I love him so much but now I do not have any feelings towards him. No matter how much I loved him before but he broke my trust and now I don’t trust him and also I don’t love him now".
After listening my words Andrew broke down and in a crying voice he started to speak "I am so sorry Shaira please forgive me please I know I have done great great mistake in my life I should not let you go away please come back in my life I will change everything please give me a chance please".
After what Andrew had said I couldn’t speak anything as I was also hurt and I was also crying so instead of me Jack started to speak he told Andrew listen in front of you I asked Shaira to whom choose so she choose me. So there is nothing more to say you already know the answer of her. She wants to start her new life with me not with you so please leave Shaira.
When Andrew Started to speak something I spoke listen Andrew I know you have regretted and now you want me back but I do not feel anything now. I have started to live my life with Jack. You know what Andrew no matter how much you beg me to come in your life I will never come because if a girl move on in her life she will never ever look back.
So Andrew please don’t waste your time on me and please move on. I know you will get much better girl than me in your life. Don’tthink that I have cheated on you as I do not love you now so I can’t stay and come back in your life but we can be friends. No matter how much you have hurt me I have forgiven you and If you want we can be friends like before and if you need any help you can tell me share me.
After that everyone stay silent for a moment and then Andrew spoke I think I was wrong I thought you will come back no matter what happens but I got my answer you don’t love me and now you are with Jack and I totally understand and I will respect your words but you will always be in my heart forever and ever. He smiles and again he says Ya we can be friends.
After that everyone smiles and I choose Jack over Andrew. And now Jack is my lifetime boyfriend and Andrew is my best friend. Who knows how my life turned and I will choose my half boyfriend as my boyfriend and my boyfriend as my best friend.
This is my story where my life turned with lots of ups and downs, complications, heart broken but no matter what life is beautiful and there should be a person who makes your life more beautiful, exciting and makes you completed.
Shaira is from a middle class background. Her father is in government job and her mom is a housewife and also she has a small sister studying in a high school. Shaira has always high dreams in her life, she always want to go another city for studies, for meeting new people, culture and many more. One day she decided to go another city for studies. So she told to her father; "Dad I want to go abroad to study Engineering which is not available in our city" at first her dad didnot convinced of studying in another city without them. So she went to village to visit her grandpa and grandma who listens to her. She told; "Grandpa and grandma I want to study Engineering which is not in our city so I have to go in another new city for studying this course. I know you all will not agree by this but I love Engineering and it is my passion my everything and I want to give my all heart and soul in this". By hearing this Shaira’s grandpa told; "Ok my Grandchild this is the only thing you want in your life, you can go and study wherever you want but remember study nicely give your mind, heart and soul and be a good Engineerand be a very sucessful person in life". After that Shaira told to grandpa;"Thank you grandpa to agree to my word and ya I will give all my heart, mind and soul in this studies". So After a month she flew to the new state, new city where she met new people, new friends. Even there she made new friends. "Today is the day from where my life will be starting with a new chapter" she thought in her mind. So she started her journey towards the new University......
Today is the day where Shaira Smith is with two boys Andrew Thomas and Jack Lewis as Shaira made up her mind to tell the secret about her half boyfriend Jack to her boyfriend Andrew because She can’t take this secret within herself as someone is blackmailing her. Now she is in such a situation where if she spills out the secret to her boyfriend, the relations between her and Andrew will be broken as they are in relationship for 5 years. And if she will not tell then the blackmailer will be blackmailing to tell the secret. Either way she is in great trouble. Now the question arise, Is the blackmailer is known to Shaira? Is the blackmailer Andrew or John? Did Andrew know the truth from the beginning and pretending to be unknown? So to answer all this questions and to know how did the blackmailer blackmailing Shaira, What’s the purpose of doing this and how Shaira Smith End up here?
Let me take you to the first day of Shaira entering in her first class. So basically today is the day of my first class in the new University where I came to study Engineering. I am so excited and a little nervous how my first day will start andend. I thought; "Will I be able to find new friends? Will they be frank to me? How they will think about me? How I will talk to them? How teachers will be? Will they be frank or aggressive"? So many questions in my mind right now, so I took a deep breath and enter to the class. After entering the class I find normal not much crowded with students, and most probably not too many girls in the class. I seated in the first bench heading towards the front with a calm and peace mind.
The class started, a new teacher came and yaa it was going all well on the first day of the class. So many students came to talk to me and they talk and became my friends. I was so happy that my first day first class went well. By the way I was staying in hostel so after the class I went back to my hostel which is very new to me. I took a nap after that I went for a evening snacks. While taking evening snacks I had a habit of using social media where I used to chat with lots of new people and it is kinda interesting for me.
Next day- I am in the class and I am quite surprised because today lots of students are there compare to the previous day. So I am full excited even I got a new friend Rey. It was going all good and like that almost 2 years had passed. I am about to graduate so excited, nervous and too many feelings that I can’t even express.
Suddenly, I got a news that My Grandpa had passed away. The person who send me away to this new city to study, to gain knowledge now heis gone like that. And the worst thing is that even I could not see my grandpa for the last time as I am away from him in another city. For me it feels like whole world has stopped I could not say a word. Everytime came in my mind as a flashback how I used to talk to him, how he taught me and everything. Years Passed and finally I graduated.
Here comes the main twist in my life. I got placed in top most company and I am in paradise because I got my dream job so now what else should I want in my life? The boss in my company he is a very good person, he always teach me if I can’t do the work. By the way his name is Andrew Thomas. When I am with this person I feel very comfortable, the way he talks, the way he teach me its all perfect. And somehow I have a crush on him you know feeling of love at first sight.
At that moment I am like yaa I am in love with my Boss seriously! Woww such a great feeling and I had never had this kind of feelings. I feel like I am in paradise and I am happy. But now the question arise did my boss had also the same kind of feelings towards me?
Now it became too important for me to find out that did my boss love me the way I am in love with him. So I planned something stupid that is to confess my feelings. I know right it is a very stupid thing who confesses to their boss. But ya I am stupid so I decided to tell that "I Love You" but......
As I told you Andrew is my boss,the day I thought of confessing him, he decided to go out of station for some work and surprisingly...........
He asked me to go with him. What!!! I know right such a big surprise. I thought of surprising him instead of that he surprised me. OMG! I cannot take this much of surprises and what do you think? Of course I agreed to go with him. Now I thought our love story will continue forever. So I planned that I will confess my feelings to him when I will be with him on the spot. But did ever your thoughts became real? Obviously a big NO.
Like I said we were in the work station never got a chance to talk to him only work and lots of work problems. At last, I can’t confess and without confessing came back. So my plan never work either here or there and I thought this time I will change my plan with a unique ideas. I called my boss at my home for dinner. Great idea right. I know.
Finally he showed up for the dinner.....I ordered beforehand the dishes and arranged in a table just needed to be served. So, I make the honour to served the food to him. The food was awesome, we had our dinner now time to confess and this time specially I was so so surprise. I know you want to know what is the surprise right so here the surprise is........
He proposed me I mean my boss proposed me. Shocked right! I am in shocked right now how did he know that I love him or what is the reason he proposed me in this manner? So many question. I almost in my dream, shocked, unable to think what had happen just now. You will think that Itold yes to him and we had a romantic moment but no you are wrong I told him to leave the house such a stupid right.
I told him to leave without giving him answer whether yes or no and here no does not comes as I love him too. But I dont know at that moment why I did this so just like that he leave. And from that day around I thought of telling him but it had became awkward between us. And it went for almost 1 month I did not talk with my boss. Yes! right I did not talk nor he had conversation with me.
Days passed and here comes a boy Jack Lewis in the picture. Its not like that he is not handsome, he is good looking, well mannered and most important thing is that he is the boss of management department who came in our department for work purpose. You will thing what is the matter with him and why he is important in the picture. I was attracted by him too. Whattt.....!!! Shocked right. I know. Now you might be thinking what type of girl I am who love two boys at a time right. But you are wrong I am not in loved with Jack. I am just attracted towards him.
But I love Andrew. So basically love and attraction are two different things. If you love someone that does not mean you can’t be attracted towards someone. So I am in love with Andrew and at the same time I had attraction towards John its like a love triangle. Its not a crime to be in loved and attraction towards someone at the same time.
So I decided first to talk to John. So we introduce Ourself and had a great time witheach other. At the moment I almost forgot about Andrew that the person I have the feelings of love is him not John. So, suddenly I stopped myself and told him that I have to go and then ya I came back to my room. I am so confused right now whom to tell about this, how to tell, what to tell.
I thought for a moment and went to a deep sleep. At the morning surprisingly what do you think who came it was Andrew. Yes! my boss who proposed me and I was unable to reply. He came early in the morning at my house suddenly and I am like what the hell! why he came so early in the morning, what is so urgent that he came directly at my home and now in my room. What do you think why he came like that of all sudden....?
Do you know why he came? He came because he want answer and what answer; the answer or the replies I didn’t gave him while he proposed me and that also after 2 months, he just came to get the replies wow so disgusting right. So I asked him why he did not came before? why he did not ask me about this matter? and why now?
He told "I Love You So Much and can’t think of my life without you. Before I thought may be I was wrong I can stay without you but now more I think about you more I fall for you. Please don’t ever leave me". For a moment, I was speechless and after that.....
The final moment came. What I was searching for the very long period I got the moment and I asked him again; "What made you realized that you still do love me?"
Hetold that he saw me with a guy Jack and feel jealous for being with Jack and not him so then he realized that I should talk about it with Shaira.
I got carried away by his words and feel that he do love really otherwise he wouldn’t be here with me at this moment. So yaa final decision I took and that was.....You will be shocked.
I told him yes I do, I do love u so much and when he heard my answer he jumped in a joy and we give a tight hug to each other. Now you will think that where is Jack right. At that moment I almost forget Jack and I thought Finally our love had ended happily. But what do you think is this the happy ending?
No, Not yet. As I told you in my life nothing will be perfect. When I thinks that Ya now my life will be perfect or I will settled in my life something happens at that time and ya always it will not be perfect in any way in my life.
As you know my boss Andrew proposed me and I was so happy even I told yes to him and now he wants that he wants to stay with me I am so happy. Now you will think what is the matter then.
The matter is that he wants that I should get married to him. What!!! Right he wants that but I don’t want because I am not ready yet for marriages and all the stuff. Here again goes quarrelling between us and somehow I managed him not to get married too soon. Its early for us and for our relation. So What’s now everything perfect. Nah!
Here, the twist came. Have you remembered Jack and I think Yaa towhom I was attracted even I spend time. That’s right Jack came again into the picture. Now may be you wonder why he came into the picture right. Let me tell you.....
He came to meet me. Shocked right. I was also shocked like after a long time, it was like almost 5 months even I totally forgot about him and suddenly he came just like that to meet me. I don’t know somehow he took my number and called me to meet him.
By the way at night, he told me to meet him. The night is awesome with a little rain and a thunder and I came to meet him. He is wearing a black pant with a black shirt and on top of that wearing a black blazer. I am mesmerized by his looks. He is looking so handsome that even I couldn’t took off my eyes off towards him.
He came near me and told that I am looking beautiful in another sense he just compliment me. I told him that he too look handsome and from here begins the twist in my life......
What do you think what is the twist? Let me tell you the twist is that he proposed me. Now here my heart beat start beating faster then ever and even I couldn’t speak a word. After a minute I start speaking and told him that I have a boyfriend and I am in a relationship. But you know what he told me?
He told me "Ya I know you are in relationship with Andrew and today only I came to know about it and directly I came to you to tell that when I had spend time with you at the moment I fall for you. I am in love with you". I am like whatare you saying and what is going on with me and with my life?
He begged me to be my boyfriend and told me if I don’t accept him he will ruined our Company as well as Andrew. Now I am in great trouble what shall I do now, if I will not accept Jack as my boyfriend he will ruin everything that I have and if I will not then I am cheating on my boyfriend Andrew. Now I am in great dilemma what to do and what not to do.
I told him that please don’t do anything now I need sometime to think about it and then I went to my room where Andrew was waiting for me. I thought to tell him about this but for the sake of our company and Andrew hard work I didn’t.
The next day; while taking breakfast I got a call and the call is from....I think you already know its Jack. He asked me what is my answer and what I thought about him making boyfriend. I need to take a decision if I will tell Andrew our company will be ruined and if I don’t I will be cheating on him. Now only I have in my hand is to make Jack boyfriend but not boyfriend it is half boyfriend.
Now You will be wondering why I made him my half boyfriend not a boyfriend right. I made him half boyfriend becuse he wants to be more than friend with me and I want him a little less than boyfriend that means, for me he is more than a friend as well as less than a boyfriend. Such a good idea right.
For a minute he thought to be my half boyfriend and finally he agreed to be my half boyfriend. Now Ihave a boyfriend as well as a half boyfriend. You will be thinking my story ends here but you are wrong as I say my story can’t be end so well and perfect right.
It’s been almost 5 years as a secret that I have a boyfriend Andrew Thomas and a half boyfriend Jack Lewis and no one knows about it not even Andrew and then suddenly.......A person came in my life who knows all my secrets.
Everything was going so perfect and on one fine day an unknown person called me and when I received the call all my flashback came that I basically cheated on Andrew. The unknown person started blackmailing me and what do you think why he blackmailed me?
He blackmailed me to tell the truth to Andrew about my half boyfriend Jack otherwise he will show him all the proves that has against me. Now the question is who is the unknown person and why he wants me to spill out my secret and how he knows me and my secrets.
I decided to talk about this to Lack that somebody knows our secrets and we have to find out who is this unknown person and why he wants that. So I talked about all this to Jack and he told me that he will look into the matter. I am so tensed by thinking when Andrew will know about it how he will react and all that came in my mind.
About the stranger, he called me again and this time he had given me the time of almost 3 days and after 3 days I have to tell Andrew about this anyhow. I have no clue why this is happening with me at all and I begin to think that did I made a mistake. Is this myfault to have a boyfriend and also a half boyfriend at a time?
After having conversations with the stranger, I immediately informed Jack about it and now he also in tensed. So we decided to meet to each other to talked about nicely. I came to meet him in our secret place so that no one should know about it.
He came and we hug each other and after that we talked about the matter. Now it became a serious thing that how could anybody know about it and why now after 5 years of this relationship. Me and Jack we were now in a big trouble and no solution at all.
Here, we decided not to involved any particular person like detective, cops. So we decided to look into this matter on our own. So, now Jack decided to talk to the blackmailer that what he wants and why he is doing that to us.
Now, its time for us to play a game with the stranger to know why he is doing that. So, we decided to make a trap for him. When Jack called him he didn’t response at all but when I called him he received the call. Now, I have to play a game with the stranger. Lets see if our plan will work or not.
I decided to had a conversation with the stranger and I told that I am ready to tell the secret of mine but in return I should get something. He ask; "what do you want from me?" and from here my plan started.
I told him the day I will be telling the truth to Andrew about my secrets, that day you should be with me with all the proves whatever you are having so that I could show the proves to Andrew so thathe believes me because I know he trusted me so much that without prove, he will not believe me.
Somehow the stranger agree with me and I think yaa it was going well. So, the day in which I have to tell the truth finally came. Right now I am hoping that my plan works how I want to be but....hopefully it didn’t because the main twist is that the blackmailer is not a unknown person so, do you know who might be?
Any guesses? The person is none other than Andrew. Shocked right! I am not going to tell you lies at that time my heart is like came out of the body. I am like about the faint there and I am it all just over.....the end. Have you ever thought if you will be in my case what you will do? I am just speechless, like a statue standing in front of the two boys-my boyfriend and my half boyfriend.
I think its my time to tell everything to Andrew and when I opened my mouth to tell before that he told me only one thing and that is;" Shaira, I know everything from the beginning but just I want to know from your mouth", He cried.
At that time hear broke and like what am I doing playing with the two boys but its not my fault too. I was in a situation where I can’t decide what is the best and what is not. I cried like hell...
I told; "Andrew I am so sorry I didn’t mean to hurt you and I am in such a situation where I even cannot tell you as it will ruined your reputation. I am so sorry Andrew please Forgive me please. I love you so much and I can’t live without you....Pleasedon’t leave me." I cried and cried....
"But I also have feelings towards Jack. You tell me what should I do? Can’t I have feelings for the two person at a time? Before shake of your reputation I was with him without any feelings and as time flew I am having feelings towards him and I know and accept that it is totally wrong but how can I tell my feelings that it is wrong. You can’t love two different person at a time". I cried and told to Andrew.
He told; "Ya, I totally understand and also respect your feelings but this is all new to me and above that you kept secret from me so I need to some time to think about all this. I want to stay alone so if you want you can stay with Jack." He went away after telling this.
I told Jack;" I too want to stay alone as it became all messy for me to accept that, what has happened just now so I too need some time to think about it all". Jack didn’t agree with me at all as he did not wanna lose me or feel me alone, so he told he too wanna go with me. This all is too much for me so I didn’t argue with him.
I reached home with Jack and there he make dinner for me and make me to eat and then I slept. Do you after all this could I sleep? Ofcourse not just for the sake of Jack I fake my sleeping. At that time my mind is running like a computer and all the words and all the scene came as a flash back to me. My mind is like why? why? and how could it be like this. After all thisis Andrew going to forgive or leave?
It is already morning and suddenly I woke up as I slept by thinking all night about what had happened and still now for me its like a dream. Still now I am in my own thoughts. By that time I heard a voice I thought may be it would be Andrew but I was wrong it was Jack who is making breakfast for me.
I didn’t want to have my breakfast but Jack forced me to have it, as yesterday night I didn’t have much. He told me if I will not have then he will not talk to me ever so ya I took.
After that we talked and talked and somewhere I am hoping that Andrew would call me to talk about all this. But I was wrong he didn’t even called me or texted me. So after having breakfast Jack told me that he would take me to somewhere where I can enjoy and forget for the moment what had happened before.
I am shocked by seeing the place. Can you imagine which place it will, any guesses? Let me tell you it is a ‘Amusement Park’. O my God I am like wow....as I came in here after a long long years. We played like a small kids and yaa, now I am better than before.
I think, today I became the happiest person in the world and I told Jack-"Jack thank you for everything you have done for me till now and I love you". Oops! what I told to Andrew that I love him, seriously! O god. I am like what the hell just now I told him.
He told-"I know from before that you have feelings for me but you never confessed it, that is why I am approaching you everytime and finally you confessed me today that you love me and I love you too Shaira. It doesn’t matter to me whether you are with Andrew, because I know deep down inside you too love me." I am shocked.......Like how, why?
I told- "Jack I don’t know why you are telling like this but today is the happiest day ever in my life I have experience so thank you once again for making my day wonderful". At that moment I almost forgot about Andrew. Now I think I am in love with Jack and not Andrew.
What is happening in my life right? Before I love Andrew and now I am in love with John seriously. The day passed Andrew didn’t called me and I too busy and happy with Jack. With that almost a week passed and still now no call, no text from Andrew and I too didn’t call him nor texted him.
Just like that weeks turned into months and ya I was happy with Jack and still now I am happy with him. But did I really love Jack? Did still now Andrew is in my mind? Had I almost forgotten Andrew?
The answer to this is confusing as I am in confusion. Right now my mind is full of confusions because still there is gap in my heart I do not know why? I think as my first love is Andrew so I think I can’t never ever forget him if I will be with Jack or somebody else.
I think everyone knows no matter with whom you will be you can’t forget your first love, first feelings and everything first. No matter how much he will hurt you leave you but you can’t leave him in your heart as he is there, your first love in your heart.
Ithought in my mind that I will not able to be with my first love Andrew because I think along with me every girl’s dreams is to stay lifetime till the end with your first love but as we all know only few are able to get their first love. Unlike me, I am not with my first love rather I am with my half boyfriend.
After all this in my mind I went to Jack to talk to him about all this. Suddenly, at that time Andrew call me and told me that he wants to meet me. Now what? Just like that he called me and immediately told me to meet him.
So, now I have to tell to Jack about Andrew. I went near him and told him-"Hey! Andrew call me just now and told me that he wants to meet me immediately". He just nodded and told to go and meet him.
I came to meet Andrew and he is wearing plant pant and dazzling shirts with a black glasses covering his eyes. I went near him and the environment became silent for a moment. Suddenly started to rain and when he took off his glasses from the eyes and the eyes were totally red as if he was crying since then.
At that moment I am broken after looking at his eyes and literally I broke down at that time without talking with each other. I told- "Don’t cry my love I know you hurt me so much and it is unforgettable and unforgiveable but I love you so much and I can’t think myself without you in my life. That is why I came to meet you, to see you and to talk to you."
I told- "I am so sorry my love I never thought of hurting youever in my life but at that time I was in such a situation where I couldn’t took the right decision and also I know you can’t never ever forgive me so I am not asking your forgiveness, only I can tell I am sorry Andrew and I love you so much and I want to be with you."
He told- I didn’t came here to take you back along with me. I came here just to meet you and see you and still I need some time to settle down all this as it is a big thing where you love me as well to him also. I am not ready yet to take all this.
I told- I understand you need time but try to understand I can’t stay anymore without you. I love you Andrew please don’t leave me please(crying). But he didn’t listen to me and saying with a single word ‘Bye’ he went by leaving me again with Jack.
I cried and cried and when I was about to fall in the ground Jack came took me in his arms and at that time I hug him tightly and I cried with murmuring that I made a great mistake in my life. He hold me and finally we came home actually in Jack’s room.
I told- "Thank you Jack for staying with me every time when I need someone. Thank you for loving me so much and not leaving me". After that I hug him and suddenly I slept.
Almost its been morning and still I am in the arms of Jack. I broke down as I couldn’t take it more about Andrew and all the things he said to me. Even I know that he is never going to forgive me. So I decided to stay permanently with JackLewis.
Now so many questions; Did I have make the right decision? How I am gonna start my new journey with my half boyfriend who is now going to be my boyfriend? Maybe yes and maybe no.
Jack came and told me that he has some work in foreign places and it will take almost a month so whether I am going with him or not. He didn’t want me to stay here alone and now it is my final decision what to do and what not to do.
I told- "Jack I need a day to think about this whether I should go with you or not. As it is the biggest decision of my life before telling the decision once I want to discuss all this to Andrew about it".
Jack told- "Still now You are thinking about Andrew who left you alone here. I am not telling you not to meet and discuss about it to Andrew but just remember I am always with you no matter what is your decision and I will respect. And one thing when no one was with you even Andrew I was with you and still I am with you". After telling this he left.
I am now speechless as I know if I will tell this to Andrew he will be hurt more and if I will not go with Jack he too will be hurt as he was with me when no one was with me and ya he is right. Now I am in such a situation from where I can’t get out as it is my own choice. I call Andrew and told him that I want to meet him for the last time and wanna discuss something.
He came to meet me. He told- "What is the urgent matter that you calledme like that? Just speak up whatever it is, I need to go as I have work in office". After that he stand in front of me quietly.
I told- "Andrew just listen carefully what I am going to tell you and this might be hurt you badly so please don’t be angry or be hurt. Actually, today Jack told me that he will be going to foreign Countries for some work for a month and now he wants to take me along with him as he doesn’t want that I should stay alone. Now I don’t know what to do so here I came to discuss with you."
Andrew became totally silent for a moment and then started speaking- "Its ok Shaira I totally understand and now it is your life I have nothing to say here and you can choose whatever it is right for you but before taking decision just tell me once what will be your decision".
I told- "Really Andrew! You have nothing to say literally nothing. Here I am telling you that Jack wants to take me along with him and you will not do anything, you will not stop me. You told me that you love me so much that you can’t see me with others then how can you tell me like this. Seriously I am fade up of this all drama. I am going with Jack away from you as you have nothing to say. Good bye Andrew for the last time".
After telling this to Andrew without even looking back I went from that place(crying). I cried and cried on the way to back home without thinking what to do now?
After taking a long breathe I went to Jack to talk about this. I told- "Jack I have decided that I am going withyou and never going to come back here and please I want to settle there itself". By Hearing my words Jack got excited and told- "Ok we will settle there itself and if you do not want to come here it is totally fine".
I want to forget about Andrew so I blocked him from everywhere with a last text that- "I have decided to go with Jack and never come back to this place take care bye". After that I blocked him and started to pack the things along with Jack.
While packing the stuff suddenly Jack hug me from back and told- "I am so so happy Shaira finally you choose me and decided to stay with me forever and I am never ever gonna loose you again it is my promise to you and I will keep you always happy and I love you so much my love".
At that time I felt relaxed and somewhere I feel that every burden that has till now vanish from my life and now I will be really happy in my life so I told- "Thank you Jack for supporting me and loving me so much. I don’t think that without you I can start my new life, new journey and I love you too my love".
As you know I took the greatest decision of my life by choosing Jack Lewis and to stay with him forever. I know that whatever the consequences may be I will deal with it. I have only a day in my hands to change the decision or to go with it whatever decision I took.
Just like that a day had passed and now the time came where I have to leave all my past that I had and start a new journey of my life with Jack.I am excited as well as nervous about it. All the packings had done and now just to get ready to reach the airport.
Jack- "Shaira go get ready otherwise we will get late". I just nodded and went for Shower. After taking shower I dressed up and now just to take a step ahead towards the journey to the airport and also take the big decision by leaving all the past. When I came out of the house and started to open the door of the car, I show that a man wearing black jacket with a black spectacles standing in front of me....
That man was none other than Andrew and he came to see me for the last time. He told- "I just came to see you for the last time and to say good bye. I hope that you will be always happy with Jack and also start your new journey of life Shaira by forgetting me forever. I am so happy that finally you took your own decision".
By hearing his word I wanted to cry but I hold myself not to cry in front of him otherwise I will be weak. I told- Thank you Andrew for coming to meet me for the last time and I also hope that you would forgive me and be always happy in your life. Good bye Andrew.
I hug him for the last time and I seated in the car by closing the door and by that time Jack came and ya finally on the way to airport.
Finally the time came of boarding and we are in the flight. During the whole journey my thinking was like had I have done the right thing, took the right decision and with all thoughts finally reached our stations.
After reaching the Station, Jack tookme to a beautiful villa where we are going to stay for the rest of the our life. I was so tired due to the long journey so decided to have shower and take some rest. Jack told me- "My love You are very tired since it is a long journey so take shower and have something and take rest I have meeting so need to rush. Love you. Bye".
After saying this he went. Now the whole Villa is only for me as I am alone in this beautiful Villa. So, now my turn to take shower and have some rest.
It is been a long day for me so I took a nap and when this nap turn into a long sleep I have no idea. It is already been evening and just now I woke up. Jack was standing near me and I have no idea when he came. He told- "Good Evening my lady! I hope you slept well and its been already evening so get my lady".
I told- "Good Evening Jack! I don’t know when you came. I thought of taking nap and I think due to tiredness I slept. Let me go and freshen up myself". After telling this to Jack I went to freshen up myself.
After I freshen up, it is almost a night so Jack took me to a lovely place for dinner. When I reached I was so mesmerized by its beauty. A beautiful fountain with water flowing, a breezing air and a beautiful dine-in in the middle of the road where no sign of people as it was booked by Jack.
I could not stop myself and talk to Jack - "Jack such a lovely place which I have never ever seen in my life and also no one had ever done likethis to me so Thank you once again for making me happy and also surprised me".
Jack- "Oh Mon Amour! Without you my life is nothing. I want to be with you like this forever and I want you to be happy like this always and no tears in your eyes. I love you Shaira so much which I can’t even express it".
At this moment I an so happy that I think I had never in my life I hugged Jack and he served me dinner and this time it is different something strange and I think I am falling for Jack this time genuinely which I think I had never felt for anyone not even Andrew.
At that time I ignored totally about Andrew and go with the flow with Jack. I am happy, Jack is also happy no sign of sadness having dinner in the middle of the road lost with each other. We had dinner and now time to go back in the real world in the rooms.
We reached and by cuddling each other we slept. The next morning Jack went to his work and here I am again alone but this time my mind has several questions- can we be happy like this forever? can everything be alright? But there is one word say where there is too much happy there will be always sadness on the way.
Again, there is a trouble calling my way which I thought of never happening again but I think I was too happy that is why now something terrible is on my way which you can say Andrew. Ya right it’s Andrew my first love and also my boyfriend.
Suddenly some one knock the door in the morning and when I opened it I saw a person standing in front of me wearingblack glasses and it is none other than Andrew. Ya! you are right it is Andrew and suddenly he speak up- Hey Shaira, how are you it is been a long time to see you.
I got shocked after listening his words and now I am speechless. After a moment I told- What are you doing here? and why you came suddenly? Actually I forgot to tell him to come inside so he told- Shaira, You will not invite me to come inside, I think I can answer all your question inside the room.
Shaira- Oh! Sorry come inside actually suddenly you showed up so I almost forgot to invite you inside. Please come in. How come you here? He didn’t say anything just standing quietly for a moment. After sometime he spoke....
Shaira, I was missing you so much that I came here to meet you suddenly for that I am so sorry. When you were there with me I didn’t felt anything and I thought you will never leave me but I was wrong you left me there ands came here with Jack. So without thinking anything I came here to meet you and to tell you that still I love you so much.
I am shocked even I couldn’t tell what I heard just now that Andrew still loves me and he wants me back in his life. Here I started to move on and when I finally move on in my life he just came in my life out of nowhere. I told him that now I do not feel anything about him nor I love him. I have started to live my life with Jack and not looking back.
By hearing this thing from my mouth a little droplets of tears came out of Andrew’s eyes and his whole faceis filled with remorse and in a slow voice he speak up "I love you Shaira so much and I can’t stay without you please give me one chance and I can change everything for". After that he hugged me. While he hugged me that time Jack was standing back of us and watching everything...
I think you want to know what Jack was doing there? Why suddenly he came as he went to office and about to come in evening? Actually Jack left some documents in the room and when he came back to take it he saw that Andrew hugged me.
Jack took sometime to calm himself and then he speak up- "What’s going on behind me and why Andrew is here?" As I heard Jack voice I started to shiver and looked at his face and I told- "Jack nothing is going on between me and Andrew trust me. He came just now and we were only talking".
Suddenly Andrew started talking- "Jack! Still now I love Shaira so much please give her to me otherwise I will die without her. I know when I was not with her you were there supporting her so much for that thanks a lot but now I have understood that how much she meant to me and how I had messed up all".
After listening to the words of Andrew, Jack was heartbroken inside and for a moment he couldn’t speak and look in the eyes of Shaira as the both eyes of Shaira and Jack is filled with tears. After taking a long breathe, Jack told- "Shaira I am going to ask only one questions and please be honest with me also with yourself and the question is do you still love Andrew and wanna go with him?"
I told- "Jack how can youasked this question when you know the truth that now I love you only you without thinking anything I told. I know before I was in love with Andrew and I love him so much but now I do not have any feelings towards him. No matter how much I loved him before but he broke my trust and now I don’t trust him and also I don’t love him now".
After listening my words Andrew broke down and in a crying voice he started to speak "I am so sorry Shaira please forgive me please I know I have done great great mistake in my life I should not let you go away please come back in my life I will change everything please give me a chance please".
After what Andrew had said I couldn’t speak anything as I was also hurt and I was also crying so instead of me Jack started to speak he told Andrew listen in front of you I asked Shaira to whom choose so she choose me. So there is nothing more to say you already know the answer of her. She wants to start her new life with me not with you so please leave Shaira.
When Andrew Started to speak something I spoke listen Andrew I know you have regretted and now you want me back but I do not feel anything now. I have started to live my life with Jack. You know what Andrew no matter how much you beg me to come in your life I will never come because if a girl move on in her life she will never ever look back.
So Andrew please don’t waste your time on me and please move on. I know you will get much better girl than me in your life. Don’tthink that I have cheated on you as I do not love you now so I can’t stay and come back in your life but we can be friends. No matter how much you have hurt me I have forgiven you and If you want we can be friends like before and if you need any help you can tell me share me.
After that everyone stay silent for a moment and then Andrew spoke I think I was wrong I thought you will come back no matter what happens but I got my answer you don’t love me and now you are with Jack and I totally understand and I will respect your words but you will always be in my heart forever and ever. He smiles and again he says Ya we can be friends.
After that everyone smiles and I choose Jack over Andrew. And now Jack is my lifetime boyfriend and Andrew is my best friend. Who knows how my life turned and I will choose my half boyfriend as my boyfriend and my boyfriend as my best friend.
This is my story where my life turned with lots of ups and downs, complications, heart broken but no matter what life is beautiful and there should be a person who makes your life more beautiful, exciting and makes you completed.
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