No one and I mean absolutely no one actually has your back. There's always someone they prefer over you and it's okay because you have god.Before i thought about writing this i used to cry.. don't get me wrong, I still cry because I'm in denial and I have no control over shit that's happening in my life. When i found god i got save he shows stuff to yo but its you to find out what i am still trying to figure out what it is but i know for sure that god has been giving me a few signs all i need is the strength and the courage and but just find god he's going to help you fight whichever devil that is at you he is going to help you find yourself i'm at that stage right now.