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My life <3

This story is about my life and how everything happened and how i ended up being alone.

Feb 21, 2024  |   4 min read
My life <3
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Once there was a girl named Yareli she was a happy little girl, she wasnt insecure she was always cheerfull and she always had friends and she never felt alone, She was always a kind soul she had good grades, she never failed a class, she was always happy and she was smart, one day she had to move schools she was very sad because she had all her friends there and she didnt want to leave them, she moved to a new school, she started 4th grade at her school scared and nervous of what people thought of her, ever since she started going to that school her life got worse, she got insecure about her thighs, then her face, then her whole body, she would always get mean comments about her looks which made her change, her grades dropped and everything went downhill, first day of 5th grade and she wasnt scared she was excited. Yareli had a horrible year in 5th grade her grades went down her attitude towards others changed she wasnt nice she would talk back to the teachers, she was just a mess.. 6th grade, covid started and then she had to do online school not knowing that covid was going to change her life. Yareli started to attend classes as always, untill her grades dropped and then she had to move to in person school, first day of school and she was nervous, as she tried not to cry, she could feel all eyes on her..watching her as she walks to her seat, Yareli never felt so insecure and anxious untill she walked in that class. Class ends and shes on her way to her next class, as she hears a couple boys talking crap about her, one of the boys were Julian,
he hated Yareli so much but Yareli never knew why..she always wondered why he hated her so much, Yareli always tried to fit in, but she wasn't pretty enough, she had scars on her wrist and ugly face a mask couldnt cover her ugly face, she had such a depressing year in 6th grade, one day she was at lunch, she didnt eat because she was insecure like always, one of the days in front of her told julian to throw something at Yareli, minutes pass and julian gets a cup of water and throws it at Yareli, she cries because she's embarrassed, she runs away as everyone else laughs at her, she runs to the nearest bathroom and starts to cry, she was so tired of being there that she grabbed the nearest sharp object she could find and she started to cut herself on the wrist as she kept on crying, after that she walked out with her nose all runny and her eyes all red, as she tried to hide her scars she runs to a teacher and tells her what happened, she walks Yareli to the counselor as she cries in her arms, she was embarrassed, that was one of the worst days of her life, the next day Julian walks in mad as he gives me a dirty look, Yareli just looks away as she continues to do her work, it turns out that Julian had been moved classes there for he couldnt see Yareli only walking down the halls, rest of the year was horrible for Yareli, her bestfriend dropped her for Julian, Yareli cried and cried, Yareli loved Mariah, but Mariah didnt care so she dropped Yareli..Then blamed her for something she didnt do, everyone beleived Mariah instead of Yareli, all of Yareli's
friends left her. 7th grade, the year started off good, Yareli was doing alright, she had friends her grades were alright, but she was always insecure about her weight and how she ran, she basically hated every inch of her body, One day she was in PE and some girls laughed at the way she ran so she stopped running in PE, the girls made fun of her for not running in PE..."What do you want me to do?!" Yareli yelled. "YOU GUYS MAKE FUN OF EVERYTHING I DO ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY, YOU MAKE FUN OF MY WEIGHT YOU MAKE FUN OF MY HEIGHT YOU MAKE FUN OF EVERYTHING I DO!" Yareli yells as she starts crying "When will it stop :(" Yareli whispers in pain. She leaves class and goes to class, as everyone is staring at her because a girl named Maelaya made an expose account and Maelaya framed Yareli, everyone hated Yareli at this point for something she didnt do. Yareli was so sick and tired of everything that she started to vape, vape leaded to smoking weed, weed leaded to drugs, drugs leaded to suicide thoughts. Yareli just hated her life, the only reason she's alive is because she didnt want to hurt her mom, she didnt want to leave her mom alone, Yareli wanted her mom to have a good life, its March 12th 2022 and Yareli still hasnt changed.

Yareli is giving up, she needs help, her mental health isnt getting any better, she is loosing her friends, her crush is just using her for her body and nudes, Yareli doesnt know what to do anymore.

"my life is ruined" Yareli says. Im a drug addict, i do self harm, im insecure when will this all end. Yareli continues.

she goes to bed and never wakes
up again.

she died.

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