Goodness comes with greatness, but nothing can't compare the two. Living in distance with yourself and not to make any other choices to just be there. No one will ever no how u literally feel but you are so quiet while they be laughing with full happiness while u around. Being around is what you always can do in fact there is no other option being there . One thing I've learned is: Don't tryna put yourself on a limit when you know how much you can take in .