CHAPTER 1

 

I looked at the clock beside my bed, and it reads 3:30 in the afternoon. It's Saturday, and usually, I only stay in my apartment on weekends to relax after a stressful weekdays working as a sales manager in a hotel, but today, I decided to hang out with my friends. I have not seen them in weeks and I miss them. We all agreed to hang out at Anne's place. Anne is my ex-girlfriend, our relationship lasted for four years or basically during our entire college life. We broke up when she met another woman at her workplace, but that relationship didn't end well. It happened two months after our graduation which was two years ago. I was devastated, and I had a hard time letting her go, but eventually, I was able to moved on. It took a while though before we became friends again, but now everything is well between us. She told us that she's seeing someone now, and she wants us to meet her even though nothing is official yet between the two of them.

 

After an hour, I'm almost ready to go. I put extra clothes in my bag because we planned to spend the night there, knowing that we will all be too wasted to go home. I check my phone and notice a message from Faye, my other friend. She said she's already at Mich's house to pick her up, and they will be here in less than an hour. I sent her a quick reply and played some games on my phone while waiting for them.

 

I met Anne, Faye, and Mich in the University. Since then, we became best friends. I'm grateful that the four of us remained friends after all these years, and I'm glad that me and Anne were able to save our friendship after our failed relationship.

 

Half an hour later and I got a message again from Faye telling me that they're already parked outside, I pick my things up and head out. My apartment is on the 2nd floor, so I have to use the stairs. I immediately saw their car once outside. We carpooled since our places are along the way anyway, and I would rather be stuck in traffic with my friends than driving alone in my car. I went to the back seat since Mich was already seated in front. I greeted them both with a hug. We've been  busy in our respective careers, so I am really looking forward to spending time with them just like the old times. After a few small talks, we are on our way to Anne's place which is approximately 45 minutes away from my apartment.

 

                    

 CHAPTER 2

 

After more than an hour, we finally made it to our destination. The ongoing weekend sale of one famous mall made the traffic a lot worst today. We saw Anne standing in her door while waiting for us, she's wearing a pink dress, and she still looks beautiful as always, so feminine and lovely. That's one thing I love about us when we were still together. Since we are both femme, we love to put on a dress and impress each other, people wouldn't think that we are in a relationship unless we tell them ourselves. I quickly walk towards her and gave her a hug and kiss on the cheek.

 

Looking good as always, Annie. I said to her.

 

You know I always woke up like this Aki. She joked.

 

We both laugh as she then greets Mich and Faye.

 

Her apartment is really spacious. It's a one-bedroom apartment, and it has a homie vibe, fully furnished and well ventilated. Anne works as a flight attendant, she's well compensated so no wonder she can afford this place.

 

Anne prepared delicious foods for us, and the smell of it makes me starving. One of the reasons I fell in love with Anne is that she really knows how to cook. Unfortunately, my tummy has to calm down because we have to wait for Anne's “special friend” who probably got stuck in traffic as well. She said she will be here in a few minutes, so we all hang out in the living room first.

 

We were talking about Faye's weird obsession with Justin Bieber when we heard the door open.

Anne quickly greets the person on the door with a kiss on the lips.

 

Standing on the door is probably the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. I knew Anne's taste when it comes to women, but I never expected her “girlfriend” to be this appealing. She's probably 5'7 in height, her body is so fit, you can tell that this girl loves to work out. Her face and aura are so calming, and those hazel eyes compliments her white complexion so well. She looks like an angel. God, what am I doing? I need to stop.

 

They made their way towards us for what felt like a slow motion to me.

 

Guys, I would like you to meet Gail. Anne said.

 

Gail. I repeat to myself, her name fits her perfectly too.

 

Mich and Faye already introduced themselves, so it's now my turn. I tried to compose myself and offered my hand to meet her.

 

Hi Gail, I'm Aki and it's nice to finally meet you, I said with a smile while trying my best to hide my nervousness. She reached for my hand and beamed at me too.

 

Oh hi Aki, yes it's nice to finally meet you in person, I heard many stories about you from Anne. She replied.

 

I can't focus on what she's saying because I felt something inside me the moment our hands made contact, something I cannot explain. I just smiled at her and let go of her hand to compose myself.

 

Oh. I hope it's all good stories. I tried to joke and everyone laughs.

 

At that moment, food is the last thing on my mind and I forgot that I'm hungry. I'm feeling a lot of emotions, and I'm not liking it.

 

 

CHAPTER 3

 

The foods were really great, so I still managed to eat despite everything that happened to me a while ago. I cannot explain what I'm feeling right now, I have never experienced this kind of emotions before. I met tons of women but no one made this kind of impact on me. The attraction is so strong and I hate myself for it. I decided that the best way for me to establish control on myself is to avoid those pair of hazel eyes alI night at all cost. Fuck. I need a drink.

 

After dinner, I asked Anne for beers, and she points at the fridge, so I quickly made my way there. There are beers, hard liquors, and wines inside. The four of us loves to party back in college, and that's what we all have in common, our love for booze. I decided to go for beer first then finish it up with hard ones later. I took 5 cans of beer to share to everyone. I made my way back to the living room and gave them the beers. We just watch random movies on netflix while catching up.

 

The beer is somehow making me relax and at ease, so I'm thankful for that. I'm sitting on the couch beside Faye and Mich while Anne and Gail are at the opposite side. Everyone is enjoying their first can of beer while sharing stories and watching a movie. I felt a buzz beside me and notice that I got a text message. I check my phone and saw that it's from my mom, she's reminding me to be home tomorrow for our family dinner. It's our family tradition that every Sunday we have to be in my parents' house for dinner. My Uncles and Aunties will all be there together with my cousins. I only have 1 sibling, my sister Erica, and she's just one year older than me, so we grew up really close. She got married last year to her Canadian boyfriend, and they moved to Canada for good. I assured my mom that I will be present tomorrow, I was not able to join them last week due to some work emergency, so she's making sure that I will not bail on them this time. For some strange reason, my subconscious is telling me that someone is looking at me, I have this weird feeling that I'm being watched, so I look away from my phone and immediately met a pair of hazel eyes that I have been avoiding all night.

 

Gail just smiled at me when our eyes met, and for some reason I smiled back as if I have no control on myself. I can't read what's on her mind while she's looking at me, but there's something in that look that I can't explain. After that weird exchange of smiles, she turned her focus back on the movie that we are watching as if nothing happened.

 

I glance around me to check if any of my friends noticed that, but thankfully none of them seems to care about anything other than the movie.

 

Few minutes passed, and I'm still thinking about what happened a while ago. It probably meant nothing for Gail, but I can't stop myself from thinking otherwise. Our eyes met for just a few seconds, but it left a tremendous impact on me. What is happening to me? I just met this girl, and she's already driving me nuts! I need more drinks!

 

A few hours later and we managed to empty a bottle of Jack Daniel's. We all have high alcohol tolerance, so I know my friends are not yet drunk, but Gail is a different story. You can clearly tell that she's already drunk with the way she speaks and moves. She's making fun of Anne's hair and acts like a baby when Anne stops her from doing it. She's cute though. Stop! Dammit, here I go again!

 

I can't stop myself from looking at them though, Anne is telling her a funny story and Gail laughs so hard, I'm not sure if the story is hilarious or if she's just really drunk, but her laugh sounds amazing. Oh my God, Aki, stop!

 

I needed to get a fresh air to clear my mind, so I told them that I will just go out to have a smoke.

Once outside, I lit my cigarette and I immediately felt relax after my first hit. My mind is still occupied with thoughts of Gail. Do I have a crush on her? Do I like her? I still don't know the answer. Or maybe I already know, but my mind is just refusing to accept it because deep inside I know nothing's going to happen. I'm still trying to process everything when suddenly I heard a voice behind me.

 

"You know that's bad right?"

 

I look behind me and there she is, the cause of my insanity is standing in front of me with a sweet smile on her face. Fuck. I was not able to respond to her comment, so she points at the cigarette in my hand.

 

" Smoking. You know that's bad for you right? " She asks again.

 

I tried to compose myself to form a coherent response to her.

 

" Yeah. It's bad, but we were born to die anyway so might as well make it interesting right?. " I replied.

 

She just laughs at my response, which is music to my ears.

 

You know, that's exactly what Anne told me when I confronted her on her smoking habit. No wonder you're friends. She said while still laughing. Good thing I made her quit, and she hasn't smoked again for almost 3 months now, Gail continues to share.

 

Really? How? I quickly replied.

 

This small talks between us is not helping me at all.

 

I told her that I cannot be with a smoker. That's when she decided to quit, she said while smiling.

 

Whipped. I mocked.

 

She just laughs at my remark.

 

I noticed that Gail is leaning on the door, she's probably having a hard time standing still because she's already tipsy, so I decided to make fun of it.

 

You're drunk. I teased her.

 

She realizes what I'm doing and immediately fires back.

 

You're pretty. She quickly replied.

 

I didn't expect that, so I froze. I felt myself blushing with that comment, I quickly turned my back on her while chuckling to hide my embarrassment.

 

You better go to sleep. I replied while still laughing.

 

She just continue laughing at my embarrassment. This girl is really something, I thought to myself.

 

There's a few moments of silence between the two of us after that playful exchange. I still have my back on her while I finished the cigarette in my hand. I can feel her eyes on me, and it's making me nervous for no reason.

 

What are you guys doing in here? It was Anne who broke the silence.

 

Nothing. Just getting some air. Gail quickly answered while smiling at her.

 

Well, there's still few cans of beers left so let's go back inside? Anne asks.

 

We both agreed and made our way back to the living room.

 

It's around 1am when we decided to call it the night. Anne suggests that we all just sleep in the bedroom, she has an extra mattress that can be place on the floor which can fit two people while her bed is big enough for three people. Everyone agreed on that, and we all get ready for bed. I was the last one to use the bathroom to freshen up. As I enter the bedroom, I saw Faye and Mich already dozing on the floor. Then it hit me. I'm going to sleep next to Gail and Anne on the bed. Fuck. I thought of just sleeping in the living room but the idea of being alone in there doesn't suit me right. So, I hesitantly made my way to the bed. Gail is in the middle while Anne is on her right side. I'm not sure if they are already sleeping, but their eyes were both closed. I carefully move to the left side of the bed and lay down gently to avoid any kind of noise. Thankfully, the bed is big enough, so I made sure that there's enough space between me and Gail.

 

I've been in bed for quite some time now, but I still can't fall asleep. My eyes were closed, but my mind is overflowing with different thoughts. Gail's presence beside me is making me uncomfortable. I kept my eyes shut to prevent myself from looking at the person peacefully sleeping beside me.

 

Just when im about to drift off and fall asleep, a feeling of someone stroking my hand woke my senses. I hesitantly opened my eyes and realize that it was Gail's hand laying on top of mine! Her eyes were closed though, so I assume she's still sleeping. She probably thought that she's holding Anne's hand or maybe her hand just landed in there accidentally. That simple contact already made my heart beat so fast. I looked at everyone, and they are all passed out. I move my hand away from her carefully and attempts to go back to sleep, but after a few moments, I felt her hand on top of mine again! I look at her to see any signs that she's awake, but her eyes remained closed. This is crazy! Her mere presence is already making me insane, and her touch is just too much for me to handle. I move and turned my back on her this time, I made sure that I kept a safe distance from her as well. I tried to convince myself that it was all just an accident and Gail will remember nothing tomorrow. I have no plans of bringing it up to her as well because that would be awkward. Thankfully, it never happened again, but I hardly get any sleep that night.

 

CHAPTER 4

 

I woke up with a slight headache due to lack of sleep. I grab my phone to check the time, and it's 7:30am. I noticed that Faye and Mich were no longer in the room while Anne and Gail are still soundly sleeping beside me. Gail looks like in angel even after a rough night. I decided to get out of the room already before I admire the person beside me even more.

 

I saw my friends sitting in the living room with a cup of coffee in their hands. I decided to make one for me too before joining them. We just talk about random stuffs while enjoying our coffee.

 

So, what are your plans today? I asked them both.

 

I'm going to meet Kyle later this afternoon to help him buy a gift for her sister's birthday. Faye answered, referring to her boyfriend Kyle.

 

I'm just probably gonna stay home, I need to finish some work stuff. Mich said. She works as a real state agent.

 

Are you bringing Steph in your family dinner tonight? Mich asks me.

 

Steph is the girl I'm seeing for about a month now. We got along well especially in bed but that's just it for us. No commitment, no expectations, no strings attached, just two women having fun together.

 

Nope. I answered. You guys know the deal between us, right? I said with a sly grin.

 

Yeah. You guys are just fuck buddies, we get it. Faye quipped, which makes us all giggle.

 

We just continue chatting while we are waiting for the other two to wake up. I still can't stop myself from thinking about what happened last night in the bedroom. Gail is drunk, and she doesn't even know what she did, or maybe she knows, but she probably thought it was Anne's hand she was touching. I decided to just forget about it for the sake of my own sanity, we will all go home later anyway, so I won't be seeing her again for a long time. Everything will go back to normal after this.

 

CHAPTER 6: Gail's POV

 

I woke up and noticed that Aki, Mich and Faye were no longer in the bedroom. I look at the clock on the bedside table, and it reads quarter to nine. Anne is still peacefully sleeping beside me, she has a scheduled flight tonight going to Japan, and she will stay there for 3 days, so I just let her sleep. I got so drunk last night, but I still remember everything. And I meant EVERYTHING. I took a deep breath as I recall everything that happened yesterday.

 

Anne mentioned to me the other day that she invited her friends to come over, so I get to finally meet them. I know they've been friends for a long time, I saw some of their group photos and I also knew about Anne's history with Aki.

I saw pictures of Aki before and Anne mentioned a lot of good things about her. Their breakup did not go well, but thankfully, they were able to save their friendship in the end. Aki is such a charismatic woman. She has this aura in her that seems to attract people towards her. I knew she was attractive based on the photos that Anne showed me, but I did not expect her to be that beautiful in person, and most importantly, I did not expect that she will have this kind of effect on me. The attraction and the emotions that I felt the moment I laid my eyes on her caught me off guard and I don't know how to react on it.

 

When Anne introduced us for the first time, I felt something inside me that I have never felt before. When our hands touched, It felt like there was an electric current that went through my veins and jolted my whole body. I can't help but be mesmerized by her beauty. Her effect on me and my body is driving me crazy!

 

Since then, I became hyper aware of her presence. Even if I'm doing something or if I'm talking to someone, I know exactly where she is and what she's doing. It's so weird because I've never been like this with anyone. I cannot explain what's going on with me.

 

After dinner, we all sat down in the living room to watch a movie while drinking our beers. I'm still observing her every move without being too obvious, I just can't stop myself from doing it. She's reading a text message from her phone, so I had a chance to stare at her beauty. Good thing everyone is busy watching the movie. I got lost in my thoughts while still gawking at her that I did not realize that her attention was no longer in her phone. She's now looking back at me with confusion on her face. I was so embarrassed that she caught me staring at her, but I tried to brush it off and just smiled at her. Aki smiled back, but I can tell that she's wondering why I'm looking at her like that. Damn.

 

A Few hours later and we managed to empty a bottle of Jack Daniel's. I'm such a lightweight when it comes to alcohol compare to the four of them. I know I'm playful when I'm drunk and Anne knows it too. I was playing with her hair to tease her because she doesn't want her hair being touched. She swatted my hand, and I act hurt by that, so she immediately apologize. I was just joking though, so I just laugh at her.

 

Anne and I have been seeing each other for almost three months now. I love spending time with her, and she's really sweet and lovely. I consider myself bisexual as I used to date both men and women. But lately, I've been more drawn to women because men are so annoying, and I feel like I always got along with women so well. Anne and I met through a mutual friend of ours. We are both flight attendants, but we work for different airlines. We hit it off as friends since then, and we always hang out when our schedule allows us to. I like Anne. She's funny, smart, caring and most of all beautiful. We get along really well. After few more weeks, we became too close to be just friends. We got super drunk one night and one thing lead to another, and we found ourselves naked in bed. Instead of being weird about it, we played it cool and since then, sex is just normal for us. We never talk about putting any label on what we are doing, we are both adults having a good time and that's all that matters. I like her and she likes me, and who knows, maybe this thing can turn into something more.

 

But now, a certain person is creating havoc on my emotions. Emotions that I have never felt before. It's so strong, and I'm having a hard time controlling myself when I'm around her.

 

A familiar voice suddenly interrupted my thoughts as Aki informed us that she will just go outside for a smoke.

 

The four of us stayed inside while Aki is smoking outside. Anne is telling us story about her latest travel in New York, but my mind is somewhere else. I know I'm no longer thinking straight when I stood up and followed Aki outside. It's as if my body has a mind of its own.

 

I saw Aki just a few steps outside the door holding a cigarette and seemingly in deep thoughts. I leaned against the door for support because I'm having a hard time standing still due to intoxication. I just watched her there for a few more seconds before I finally decided to get her attention.

 

" You know that's bad for your health right?" I asked her.

 

She looks at me with confusion on her face, so I pointed at the cigarette in her hand and she finally realized what I'm talking about.

 

She said she knows that it's bad, but we were born to die anyway. I can't help but laugh at her answer because I already heard that from Anne before when I confronted her on her smoking habit, it's no wonder they are friends.

 

I told her the story of how I stopped Anne from smoking. She just made fun of Anne and said that she's so whipped.

 

She then noticed how I leaned at the door for support, so she laughs at me while saying " you're drunk". She jokingly mocked. I quickly thought of a good counter to her remark by saying she's pretty, but then, I realized what I said, and I can no longer take it back, so I just tried to be nonchalant about it. I noticed how her cheeks turned red with that remark, and she tried to hide it from me by turning around while shaking her head, but it's too late because I already saw it. I can't help but laugh at her reaction and I can hear her laughing also. I'm glad I got that kind of reaction from her because it made the situation less awkward and weird.

 

There's a few seconds of silence between us when suddenly Anne hug me from behind and gave me a kiss on the cheek. What are you guys doing in here? She asked. Nothing. Just getting some air, I calmly answered. She said that there's still few cans of beer left on the fridge, so we went back in the living room again to finish it.

 

It's already 1am when we decided to go to sleep. They agreed that we should just all sleep in the bedroom, so everyone starts to freshen up and change their clothes.

 

We are now in the bedroom getting ready for bed while Aki is still in the bathroom. Faye and Mich were already there on the floor, so it means Aki will sleep with us on the bed. The thought of that makes me nervous and excited. She has that kind of effect on me. I don't know why, but I want to be always close to her, it's as if my body is longing for her presense. Anne interrupted my thoughts by kissing me, I just look at her and smiled. We talk about her next schedule for a few minutes then she went to sleep after we said our good nights. I know I'm being so unfair to Anne, she doesn't deserve this. It's not fair to her that I'm having this kind of feelings for someone else and worst it's her friend. I know it's wrong, but I'm not sure if I have the power to stop myself from making a mistake. I don't want to hurt her, but I don't know what I'm feeling either. These different emotions are making me question my feelings for Anne. I don't know how to deal with this since this is the first time I felt this way towards someone.

 

Despite the amount of alcohol I consumed a while ago, I still had a hard time falling asleep. Aki's presence beside me is making me feel uneasy. I look at her direction and saw her peacefully sleeping. I have the chance to stare at her this time without being afraid of getting caught. I am so drawn to her, the first time I laid my eyes on her, she was able to ignite something inside me that I can't put a name on. Before I even realize what I'm doing, my hand moves and made contact with her hand that is resting in between us. I caress it with my fingers gently to not wake her up. That simple contact sent shivers down my spine. Aki moves a little, and she seems to be waking up. I got nervous and I immediately close my eyes to pretend that I'm sleeping, but I was not able to remove my hand on top of hers. I know she's awake now, and she's looking at me. I'm not sure what's going on her mind, my heart is beating so fast right now. I felt her moved my hand a little to make sure that it won't wake me up. The thought of her thinking that I'm asleep is a relief for me. After a few minutes, I look at her again and saw that her eyes were closed, but I'm not sure if she's sleeping already. That brief incident thrilled me, I felt giddy like a child. I don't know where I get the courage, but I found myself doing it again. Maybe it's the alcohol. I can't control myself around her and in my state of intoxication, my mind is definitely not thinking straight.This time, I am slowly tracing patterns on her arm, her skin feels so soft. I kept my eyes shut and just savor the softness of her skin. Aki moves again and I know that she's awake and looking at me. Good thing my eyes were shut or else I'm done. It took a few seconds though before she removed my hand again. I felt her moved her body away from me even more, I waited for a few minutes before I opened my eyes and I saw that she turned her back on me, I felt a little disappointed by that. Shit. I think she's really annoyed that I kept waking her up. The thought of her being pissed at me doesn't feel right, and I hardly got any sleep that night because of that.

 

Anne interrupted my thoughts when she planted a kiss on my cheek. I didn't realize that she's already awake as I was so deep in remembering everything that happened yesterday.

 

Good morning. She greets with a sweet smile.

 

Good morning. I warmly replied.

 

How's your sleep? She asked.

 

I wish I could be honest with her and say that I hardly get any sleep because of her friend, but instead, I gave her a simple and opposite response.

 

I sleep well. I got really drunk last night, so I passed out as soon as my body hit the bed. I lied.

 

You're such a lightweight. She teased while laughing.

 

After a few small talks, we head out of the room to join her friends and prepare some breakfast. I'm nervous to see Aki again after that incident last night. What if she's mad at me? What if she knows that I'm awake during those times? Now that the effect of alcohol wears off, all the courage that I had last night were completely gone and is now replaced with uncertainty and nervousness. I took a deep breath as Anne and I walk out of the bedroom.

 

CHAPTER 7: Aki's POV

 

We are all just hanging around in the living room when Anne and Gail went out of the bedroom.

 

Gail looks stunning even on a simple shirt and short, how can someone be that beautiful in the morning? I thought to myself.

 

I'm going to cook pancake for breakfast guys, just stay here. Anne said.

 

Gail volunteers to help her and followed her in the kitchen.

 

Few minutes later, we are now all sitting in the dining area enjoying our pancakes. Faye got a phone call, so she quickly excuse herself and stands up to answer it. We were all laughing at some of Mich's corny jokes when Faye returned to the table with a worried face.

 

Hey, is there something wrong Faye? I asks.

 

I just spoke to my mom and she said that my brother is in the hospital now due to a motorcycle accident.

 

Oh my God, is he okay? Mich asks.

 

Yeah. My mom said it's not that serious, just a few cuts and bruises luckily. Although I have to go now, my mom needs me at the hospital. I'm sorry guys, I can't drop you off. 

 

No it's fine, we understand. We can just take the bus or subway later. I assured her.

 

Faye left immediately after saying goodbye.

 

Hey Gail, do you think you can drop them off later? Anne asks. I need to prepare for my flight, so I can't do it. Would that be okay with you? You can just use my car.

 

I was just about to say that there's no need for them to drop us off when Gail immediately speaks up.

 

Sure. I would love to. She said with a smile while looking at Anne.

 

Great! Thanks. Anne replied.

 

I tried to object with that idea, but Anne insists, so I just gave up and say a quiet thanks to Gail who just smiled at me.

 

I suddenly felt nervous knowing that we will be left alone in the car since Mich's place is nearer that mine. The idea of being alone with the person who make you feel a lot of emotions is really mind-blowing, and I don't know how I can survive that long ride.

 

After breakfast, I went to the bathroom to freshen up before we leave. I need to mentally prepare myself for what's about to happen later. I keep telling myself to relax but I'm really nervous. 

 

An hour later, and both Mich and I are ready to leave. Gail decided to just use her own car to drop us off.

 

I walk towards Anne to give her a hug. 

 

Thanks for having us here Anne. I said.

 

Oh, come on, you guys are always welcome here. She happily answered. By the way, are you still seeing that girl? She asked me out of nowhere referring to Steph.

 

Yep. Occasionally. I responded sheepishly.

 

She just shakes her head with a playful smirk.

 

Who knows, maybe she's really the one for you? She teased. 

 

Haha. So funny Annie. I said while faking a laugh.

 

Gail is standing just a few meters away from us fumbling with the keys in her hands while waiting, I know she can hear what we are talking about.

 

Our setup is clear, Annie. As long as we're both having fun, then we're good. I'm sure you can relate to that. I said to her playfully referring to her situation now with Gail.

 

Shut up. She said as she gently hit my arm.

 

We gave each other one more hug before I made my way to Gail's car. Mich was already seated at the back, so I have no choice but to be at the passenger seat.

 

The ride home is not that awkward considering that Mich is still there. The three of us talked about random stuff and shares different opinions when it comes to politics and religions. Gail is a very opinionated person, she's really smart and eloquent when talking. Can she be more perfect? I thought to myself.

 

We reached Mich's place in no time since it's Sunday and there's no traffic. She thanked Gail for the ride and gave us both a hug before going out. I suddenly felt nervous again the moment Mich went out of the car. The thought of being alone with Gail is making me anxious. I tried to compose myself by checking my phone. I need to calm down.

 

Gail decided to put some music on to cut the awkward silence. We listened to the song Through The Fire by Chaka Khan and it somehow calm me down.

 

I look in your eyes and I can see

 

We've loved so dangerously

 

You're not trusting your heart to anyone

 

You tell me you're gonna play it smart

 

We're through before we start

 

But I believe that we've only just begun

 

When it's this good, there's no saying no

 

I want you so, I'm ready to go

 

Through the fire

 

To the limit, to the wall

 

For a chance to be with you

 

I'd gladly risk it all

 

Through the fire

 

Through whatever, come what may

 

For a chance at loving you

 

I'd take it all the way

 

Right down to the wire

 

Even through the fire

 

Gail is singing along with the music, her voice is really good. 

 

You've got a really nice voice. I said complementing her.

 

Thanks. She said smiling.

 

So, Anne once told me that you're a volleyball player back in college? She asked in an attempt to start a small conversation, I thought.

 

Yep. But I'm not that good, though. I replied.

 

Oh, come on, she claimed you're the star player. She said laughing.

 

I laugh at her while still trying to be modest. Nah, I'm just average, I said still smiling. 

 

Our ride going to my place becomes less awkward since then as we talked about different stuffs. She's really good at handling conversation that I didn't realize that we already reached my place.

 

I remained seated though because I don't know how to say goodbye to her, then I realized that I am being rude by not even inviting her inside. My mind is not functioning well at this moment.

 

Do you want to come inside? I finally ask.

 

Sure. I need to use the bathroom actually. She replied.

 

Once inside, I showed her the bathroom.

 

Can I offer you anything? 

 

Water is fine. She said smiling.

 

Got it. I immediately replied.

 

Having Gail inside my apartment is filling me with naughty thoughts. If there's a woman in my apartment, it usually leads to one thing. The bed.

 

But not this time, she's off limits. Sadly. 

 

I quickly grab a glass of cold water and drink it myself. I might need a cold shower later too.

 

Gail went out of the bathroom after a few minutes, I handed her the glass of water and points to the sofa, so we can sit down.

 

Nice place. Gail said while eyeing my apartment.

 

Thanks. I said.

 

My place is not as big as Anne's apartment, but I love it. It has queen a size bed which I personally bought, a three seater sofa, a small dining and kitchen area and a bathroom. For me, this is my sanctuary.

 

How long have you been staying here? She asked.

 

Two years. I quickly answered.

 

She just nods in acknowledgement.

 

There's a moment of silence after that.

 

You know, for a while there I thought that you're mad at me. Gail said breaking the silence.

 

That statement confused me, so I asked her again thinking that I just didn't hear her properly.

 

I'm sorry what? I asked.

 

I thought you're mad at me because of what happened last night. She repeats, but much clearer this time.

 

And at that moment, I almost forgot how to breathe.

 

Fuck.

 

That statement means only one thing, Gail knows what she's doing last night, and she's awake the whole time. I still tried to act like I don't know what she's talking about because I'm not prepared for this conversation.

 

What do you mean? I nervously asked.

 

Oh, come on Aki. You know what I'm talking about. I know you're awake last night. She said.

 

There's no point in denying anymore, so I just nod my head in agreement. We need to settle this once and for all.

 

But why would you do that? I honestly thought you were sleeping and you just accidentally held my hand thinking that it was Anne's. I don't have any plans of bringing it up anyway. I asked with confusion written all over my face.

 

It took a while for her to answer that. She let out a deep sigh before answering.

 

I don't know Aki. Since I met you, I felt different kinds of emotions that I never felt before. I can't stop or control myself when it comes to you. I know I'm being unfair to Anne and believe me the last thing I want to do is to hurt her but these feelings that you're causing me are so strong, and I have never felt this way before with anyone. I just need to let it all out because I feel like I'm about to lose myself.

 

Gail looks so vulnerable at that moment. She's pouring her heart out, and you can feel all the emotions from her, I want to hug her, comfort her, but her confessions are also causing a whirlwind of emotions on me. I just sat there in silence while looking at her. Shock is an understatement to what I'm feeling right now. I did not expect that we will reach this point.

 

Please say something. Gail pleaded. 

 

I tried to regain my bearing and give her an answer but all these emotions are giving me a hard time forming a coherent response.

 

I am not expecting you to feel the same way towards me. I just want to be honest with you, and I just need to let it out of my chest because keeping all these emotions is making me crazy. She continues to explain. I just hope that you're not mad at me.

 

I know she's still waiting for me to talk, but it feels like I swallowed my tongue.

 

I should go. She said dejectedly afterwards.

 

She stands up and made her way to the door.

 

Just when she's about to open the door and walk out, I finally find the courage to speak up.

 

Wait! I said out loud.

 

She stops at the door as I made my way towards her, leaving just enough space between us.

 

She's just looking at me expectantly, waiting for me to talk.

 

I know exactly how you feel right now. I finally confessed. You made me feel the same way the moment I laid my eyes on you. It's crazy because no one ever made me feel like this before.

 

Gail let out a sigh of relief after hearing my confessions.

 

Well at least the feeling is mutual then. Good to know. She said.

 

But I don't have any plans of acting on these feelings that I'm having for you Gail. I tell her afterwards. We should just acknowledge these mutual admiration we have for each other and move on. I cannot do this to Anne, and I know you don't want to hurt her too. So let's just forget about this.

 

I can't do that Aki. She replied while looking at me straight in the eyes. Yes. I don't want to hurt Anne, but I cannot deny these feelings I'm having for you. I cannot just go on with my life and pretend like nothing happened. I can't do that. She said while slowly walking towards me closing the gap between us. I tried to walk backwards to avoid her, but my back is already against the wall. Her face is now just a few inches away from me that I can already smell her sweet breath and her expensive perfume. Her smell makes me wild, and I'm slowly losing my control.

 

Ever since I saw you yesterday, all I want to do is to touch you, kiss you. Gail continues. This time she's slowly tracing patterns on my face with her thumb until it reaches my lips. She's still looking at me with intense passion. 

 

Do you want me to stop Aki? She asks with a seductive voice that made me lose any ounce of doubt and control I still have in myself.

 

No. I helplessly answered as I finally surrendered to my own feelings.

 

With that, Gail crossed the gap between us and I felt butterflies in my stomach as soon as our lips met. The kiss started slow, her lips are so soft and the kiss makes my head swirl, so I put my hands on her hips for support or else I'm going to fall. The kiss deepens as I felt Gail's tongue exploring my mouth, I felt her slowly guiding me going to the bed while still kissing me passionately. It feels like I have no longer control over my own body. She laid me down slowly on the bed, as her mouth starts attacking my neck while her hands starts exploring every inch of my body. I can feel the heat of her touch everywhere, and it's making my body aches for more contact. Her mouth continues to go down, she effortlessly removes my shirt exposing my red bra. She looks at me with arousal written all over her face. She kiss me again but this time with different passion and hunger that I can't help but release a silent moan which seems to drive her more. It's too late for us to stop now as both our bodies are on fire. With just one flick of her hand she was able to remove my bra and throws it on the floor. She continues to assault my mouth with her playful tongue while her hand massages my breast. The tingling sensation is too much for me to handle, and I'm longing for more body contact from her. I decided to take control, and flipped her on the bed, and now I'm on top of her. I quickly remove her clothes and undergarments  in one swift motion. Now she's laying on my bed completely naked, and I can't help but admire her perfect physique. You're so beautiful, I said looking straight in her eyes. I get up and remove my remaining clothes as well. She stayed on the bed intently looking at me. We both know that there's no stopping now, and what we are about to do will have a huge consequence but the strong feelings and sexual attraction we have for each other overpowers any amount of self-control that we still have on ourselves.

 

I slowly made my move on top of her while kissing her belly button up to her perfectly round breast. My tongue is playing with one of her nipple while I massage the other one with my hand. I glance at her and her eyes were shut while she's biting her own lips, she looks so sexy right there. I give her other breast the same attention with my mouth before making my way down. I slowly place small kisses on her thighs to tease her and I can feel her eagerness as she continues to move her hips forward looking for more contact. I finally give her what she wanted as my mouth finally taste her wet core, and she instantly releases a loud moan with that contact. I can smell and taste her arousal and its driving me wild. My mouth is playing and sucking her clit nonstop and I can feel that she's about to come, so I stop myself. I move my way up and kiss her hungrily allowing her to taste her own arousal on my mouth. My right hand starts to travel down her core, and I slowly massage her clit with my finger. I feel her moan inside my mouth as I'm still kissing her passionately. I finally put one finger inside her, and she moans in pleasure.

 

Fuck yes. She sexily swears.

 

I stop kissing her to stare at her face intently while I add another finger inside her. My fingers go in and out of her in a wild pace as she continues to moan in pleasure. After a few more thrusts I felt her coming hard on my fingers. She looks ravishing at that moment that I almost reach my own climax by just merely looking at her. I allowed her body  to calm down before slowly removing my fingers. 

 

Gail did not waste any time and flips me back on the bed. This time she's the one on top. Her hands are massaging my breast while her tongue assaults my mouth. She stops kissing me for a moment as I felt her move her body on top of mine, she slowly opens my thigh and massages my clit, I moaned loudly with pleasure of finally being touch down there. She possitioned herself and I cried in pleasure as soon as our clits made contact. She moves in a slow pace first, but soon we are moving in a wild rhythm. We are both moaning in satisfaction as our pussies makes wet noises in every thrust of our bodies.

 

Oh, yes. Yes. Oh my God. I'm coming. I said out loud and few more thrusts and I came hard.

 

Gail falls down beside me due to exhaustion after that intense orgasms we both shared. We just laid down in bed in silence waiting for anyone of us to speak first. Now that it's over, and we were finally able to release the sexual tension, the realization of what we've done is now starting to hit us.

 

Are you alright? Gail suddenly asked.

 

I sat down in bed and face her. 

 

No. What about Anne? I can't believe I did this to her. I said as I felt ashamed of myself.

 

Are you regretting what happened? She asks.

 

I can clearly see the hurt in her eyes, so I quickly answered.

 

Yes. I mean, No. Uhhhh! I let out a growl in frustration. It's just that I wish the situation is different, you know. Anne will never forgive me for this. I said to her afterwards.

 

Listen, Anne and I are never official in the first place. We are both having fun but we are not exclusively together and that's clear for both of us. I'm sure you can relate to that because from what I heard a while ago with your conversation with Anne, you are also seeing someone with the same setup right?

 

Yes. But Anne is my best friend. You never do that to your friend, whatever the circumstances are. And what are we even doing? I mean, what are we? I said a little frustrated.

 

Gail took my hand and looked me straight in the eyes. Hey, everything will be alright, okay? I don't know what to call this either, but I genuinely have feelings for you Aki. I felt that the first time I saw you, and it's still there. Honestly, I thought that it's just sexual attraction you know? That once I get you in bed it will be gone, but no. The feeling is so strong, and I want to know if this can turn into something more. If you're okay with that of course. 

 

I don't know how to respond to that statement. Sure, I do have feelings for her too, but the guilt is somehow making it hard for me to acknowledge that this can turn into something more, not with the situation that we are in, not in Anne's expense. 

 

She's intently looking at me waiting for an answer, but I averted my eyes away from her and landed on the clock on my bedside table. It reads 4:30pm, fuck! I forgot about our family dinner. I immediately jump out of bed with that realization.

 

Hey what's wrong? Gail asked with concern on her face.

 

I'm sorry. I need to get ready. I have to be at my parents' house before dinner, it's kind of a family tradition every Sunday. I quickly explained.

 

Oh. Okay. Go ahead, I have to go home anyways. She said while putting her clothes on.

 

Wait. You're not going back to Anne's apartment? 

 

No. I will just tell her that I'm not feeling well. I need to figure this one out first before facing her again, you know? But we will talk about this some other time okay? I will go now, she said. She leaned in and gave me a soft peck on the lips, you take care okay? I will see you soon. And with that, she head for the door and went out.

 

I release I heavy sigh once she's out. My mind is all over the place right now. Maybe a cold shower will help, I thought to myself and made my way to the bathroom.

 

CHAPTER 9: Gail's POV

 

It's been 3 days now since that intimate moment with Aki. I haven't got the chance to talked to her again since I had to flew urgently to London the next day because my colleague called in sick, and I was asked to cover for her spot. I am now in London, and we are scheduled to be back home tomorrow morning. I'm just staying at our hotel room for the past two days, I'm too lazy to go out, and I've been here a lot of times anyway, perks of being a flight attendant. 

 

Anne messaged me a while ago that she just landed home safe from her Japan trip. I still don't know how to deal with our situation. The last thing I want to do is to hurt her, but I can't hide the fact that I already have feelings for her friend. I know I have to deal with this sooner, but right now all I want to do is to sleep all day.

 

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Our plane just landed back from our London flight. After a short staff briefing we are finally free to go home. My place is just 30 minutes away from the airport so it didn't take long for me to reach home. I immediately went to the bathroom to take a quick shower and change to a more comfortable clothes. I instantly felt relax as soon as my back hit the bed.

 

I'm on a Game of Thrones binge-watch, so I turn my TV on to continue. I check my phone and saw a lot of of missed calls and messages from Anne. 

 

Hey? Are you already home?

 

You barely talk to me while on your trip.

 

Are you avoiding me?

 

Did I do something wrong?

 

Why are you not answering your phone?

 

I let out a frustrated sigh. I don't know how to talk to her yet, so I just tried to avoid her, but I knew it won't work that way. I put my phone down and turn my focus back to what I'm watching.

 

Few minutes later, I heard my doorbell, so I made my way to the door to check who it was. I look in the peephole and saw Anne standing there, visibly upset. I took a deep breath before opening the door. This is it. I thought to myself.

 

As soon as I open the door, Anne stormed inside without even giving me a look. She's pissed. I close the door as I mentally prepare myself for what's about to unfold.

 

She's sitting in the couch staring at me. I kept my head down to avoid any kind of eye contact with her.

 

What's wrong with you? Anne finally asked.

 

It took a while for me to respond. I knew I had to do it now, so I gather every courage I have and finally look her in the eyes. 

 

I'm sorry Anne, I can't do this anymore. I finally blurted out.

 

I saw the hurt in her eyes and for a while there I wanted to take it back, but I knew I can't to this to her anymore, so I continue.

 

I had an amazing time with you, you made me happy, and you made me feel special. But I don't want to hurt you anymore.

 

Anne stands up and starts to pace around. She's trying really hard not to cry, and it breaks my heart seeing her like this. 

 

What are you talking about, Gail? We are okay and happy just a few days ago! When did you start feeling like this? I thought we're good, and we are on the same page. What happened?

 

I don't know how to answer her questions, I want to be completely honest with her, but I can't tell her thag this is all because of her friend.

 

Is there someone else Gail? She asked.

 

At that moment, I thought it would be fair to at least tell her that I like someone else, so I just nod my head.

 

Anne is now crying, I tried to approach her to comfort her, but she stops me.

 

Do I know her? Anne continues to ask.

 

I purposely dodge her question because I don't want to hurt her further.

 

It doesn't matter if you know her or not Anne, the point is this will no longer work for both of us. I don't want to hurt you anymore, so I'm putting an end into this.

 

Just like that, Gail? You will just ditch me like that? She spat angrily.

 

I really am sorry Anne. There's no other way around it, I need to be honest with you. I hope you understand. I can't continue whatever this is  that we're doing if I have these feelings for someone else, it won't be fair to you.

 

Anne is visibly furious now. If looks can kill I'm probably dead by now. She turned around and made her way out.

 

Anne wait! I tried to stop her, but she just slammed the door on my face.

 

I felt bad, but I knew I had to do it.

 

CHAPTER 10 : Aki's POV

 

I woke up on a very gloomy Saturday morning. It looks like the rain will pour down at any moment. I haven't heard from Gail since Sunday. I know I don't have the right to be mad, but she's the one who told me that we will talk about what happened. She didn't even bother to show up nor made an effort to contact me at all. Well, if she thinks I will go after her then she's wrong. If she wants to act as if nothing happened, then I can do the same.

 

I decided to keep myself busy and clean my apartment. I didn't realize that it's already lunchtime and my stomach is now making weird noises. I opted to just order pizza for lunch since I'm not in the mood to cook then i hop in the shower afterwards.

 

I managed to eat 3 slices of pizza and put the remaining pieces in the fridge for later. I laid down in bed afterwards and didn't realize that I fell asleep.

 

The sound of my doorbell woke me up from my nap. I'm not expecting anyone, so I wonder who it was. I look at the peephole and saw Anne standing there. She seems so stress and sad. I immediately felt nervous. I'm not ready to face her yet. Guilt instantly filled my thoughts.

 

She pressed the doorbell again since I remained frozen in my spot. After taking a deep breath, I finally opened the door.

 

Hey. Are you busy? Do you mind if I crash here for a few hours? I just need someone to talk to. She explained.

 

Sure. Of course, come in. I somehow manage to reply.

 

She went inside and sat down on my bed. She seems in deep thoughts.

 

Hey. What's wrong? I nervously ask.

 

Gail left me. She bitterly answered.

 

I felt a lump in my throat.

 

She said she likes someone else so she and I can no longer be a thing. Anne continues.

 

I'm shocked. I thought Gail just went on with her life and forgot everything that happened between us, but I guess I'm wrong. 

 

The guilt that I had a while ago now doubles up. My heart is breaking seeing her like this and being the cause of her misery.

 

I'm sorry Anne. I said.

 

I'm not sure if the apology is because I felt sorry for what happened to them or is it because of what I did. But then I realize that I'm the one responsible for all those things, so now I feel like I'm going to be sick.

 

I know that we're not together officially, but I thought we're good. I mean we were happy few days ago, I don't know what just happened that she suddenly felt that way. Anne continues to explain. The more she talks, the more anxious I get. I can't even look her in the eyes while she's talking.

 

It's too much for me to handle, I can't lie to her anymore. I have to tell her the truth even if it means the end of our friendship.

 

Anne. I.. I need to tell you something. I started nervously.

 

She just looks at me, waiting for me to continue.

 

Gail and I have.. ding dong! The sound of my doorbell interrupted me. Fuck! I thought to myself. I harshly stand up to answer the door, I'm so pissed at whoever pressed that bell because just when I finally got the courage to tell the truth, this person interrupts me. I'm so annoyed that I didn't even look at the peephole to check who it was, I just immediately open the door to murder the person behind it.

 

I was just about to verbally attack this person  when a familiar hazel eyes met mine. 

 

Gail? I said quietly.

 

Hi. She said with a timid smile.

 

Can I come in? We need to talk.

 

At the moment, it feels like someone pour a freezing water on me. This can't be happening.I felt nauseous. 

 

Hey. Are you okay? Gail asks as she noticed my pale face.

 

What are you doing here Gail?! Anne suddenly speaks behind us. 

 

Both Gail and I are now completely frozen on our spot. Guilt written all over our faces. 

 

I said what are you doing here? Anne asks again.

 

She's now suspeciously looking at both of us.

 

The courage I built a while ago to finally confess to her is now long gone. 

 

With both of us remaining silent, Anne seems to put together the puzzle and figured out what's going on.

 

Oh my God. It's you?! Anne asks angrily.

 

I remained silent as tears fell from my eyes. which only confirms her suspicion.

 

How dare you! How can you do this to me Aki?!

 

She continues to shout.

 

I'm sorry Anne. I said as my tears continues to flow. I'm really sorry.

 

Anne, I'm sorry. Gail tried to interrupt.

 

We didn't mean for any of this to happen, believe me. I'm sorry..

 

Did you sleep with her?! Anne asks Gail.

 

Anne.. Please let me.. Gail tried to explain but Anne didn't let her finish.

 

Did you sleep with her?! Anne repeats her question to Gail with fury.

 

I'm sorry Anne. Gail said softly as she look down on the floor.

 

You two deserve each other! You fucking snakes!

 

Anne spats as she harshly pushes us to go out.

 

As soon as she left, that's when I broke down. I let all my emotions out and cry uncontrollably. 

 

Gail tried to approach and comfort me, but I stop her.

 

You should go. I want to be alone. I said to her.

 

She still didn't make any move, so I said it again.

 

Please, Gail. Just leave. I said I close the door behind her. I heard her footsteps as she goes. 

 

This is all my fault. I ruined everything.

 

Since that day, I lost count of the times Gail tried to talk to me. I refused any kind of attempts from her to talk. The guilt that I'm feeling is too much. She's trying so hard to talk me while I'm doing my best to make Anne speak to me again. It's like as if we are playing some game of hide and seek or something. I tried everything I can to talk to her but all I get is nothing. I can't blame her though. What I did is unacceptable. Even though Faye and Mich tried to be neutral and did not pick any sides, I knew that they are mad at me for what I did. It's an awful feeling. 

 

I know deep inside that I like Gail, but I'm willing to sacrifice that feelings to avoid any more complications with Anne. I wish I thought of that before I allowed my feelings to cloud my way of thinking and had sex with her. If I can just undo what I did, I will, but I can't. So, the only thing that's left is to at least make things right and avoid any more mistake. Right now, the most logical thing to do is for the three of us to go our separate ways. I hope that time can heal everything, and soon we can move past this.

 

CHAPTER 11: Gail's POV

 

It's been 6 months now since Anne found out about me and Aki. It took me almost two months to finally accept the fact that Aki and I will not work out. I tried to talk to her countless times, but she made it clear that she doesn't want anything to do with me. Finally, I gave up and let her be. It hurts, but somehow I understand her. What we did is wrong. We hurt someone who is dear to us, and we ruined a friendship that has been established for a long time. 

 

I still think about her every day. It made me realize that what I felt for her is real. Anne hasn't talk to me as well since that incident. One time, I went to her apartment to pick up some of my things and I thought that she will be there, but she just informs me that she left the key in the porch. 

 

I tried to forget Aki by seeing someone else, but no one can make me feel the same emotions I felt with her. 

 

Right now, I'm just trying to move on and the best way to do that is to take it one step at a time.

 

CHAPTER 12: Anne's POV

 

I carefully park my car in the airport staff's designated parking area. I have a scheduled flight going to Doha Qatar today. My routine has always been like this ever since that incident 6 months ago, I will fly somewhere then go back then fly again. I am somehow thankful that I've been busy with work this past months because it helps me forget what happened. I haven't talked to any of them since then, although I found out from Mich and Faye when they came to visit me one day that Aki refused to acknowledged any attempts from Gail to communicate, that information doesn't make me feel any good since the damage has already been done. At least they have the decency to not continue with their affair. 

 

I'm no longer as mad as before, somehow time helps me to accept what happened. Aki's betrayal hurts me most because I was not expecting that. Gail and I were not officially together back then, so the chance of any of us having an affair is not really impossible, but I wish she did it with someone else rather than my friend. That would be easier for me to stomach. I'm not perfect, I know that. I mean, I cheated on Aki with my colleague before, so I know the feeling, but I didn't see this coming. I hate to think that maybe Aki did this to get back at me for what I did to her.

 

I gather my stuff and went out of the car. I start walking towards the airport entrance when I heard someone calling my name.

 

Anne! Wait! 

 

I look around and saw Gail running towards me. She's in her uniform, so I assume she has a scheduled flight as well. She stops a few meters away from me while trying to catch her breath.

 

Can we talk? Please? She pleaded.

 

I hesitated for a few moments, but then I realize that maybe now is the best chance for us to finally get that talk. Good thing I always report early for work every time I have a flight so I can spare some time for her.

 

We sat on the benches located inside the airport. We chose a spot that is a little secluded. There's a moment of silence and awkwardness between us, until finally, Gail spoke up.

 

How are you? She asks.

 

I'm doing great. I simply replied.

 

I heard her take a deep breath before speaking again.

 

I am really sorry Anne. She said with sadness in her tone. 

 

I glance at her, and she's looking down at the ground. She seems to lose weight, and there's a different aura in her now. 

 

I know that sorry will never be enough or change anything. What I did to you is really awful, you don't deserve that. She continues, as her voice crack a little. I can feel the sincerity in her voice. She looked at me and I can see the sadness in her eyes.

 

I didn't mean to hurt you, but I know I did, and it still hunts me until now. 

 

I spoke up and finally voice out the emotions that's been bottled up for a long time.

 

I thought I already found the one you know. I start. I knew the first time I met you that you will change my life forever, I just didn't realize it will be this way. We were never official, but I know that it won't take long for me to fall in love with you. I saw my future with you, Gail. You made me so happy. I wanted to ask you so many times to be my girlfriend, to make it official, but I'm afraid to ask because I thought maybe that's not what you wanted, or you're not ready yet. I'm afraid that I will lose you once I ask you to be fully committed to me. I thought I would scare you off, so I waited for the right time which will no longer come. I sadly recall.

 

I was in it for a long time too Anne, Gail replied. Believe it or not. You're the first person who made me feel so special and really happy which I didn't experience with any men or women that I've been before. I just never thought that someone else would come into my life and turn my world upside down.

 

She nodded sadly. 

 

She took a deep breath before she continues.

 

Aki made me feel a lot of emotions the first time I saw her. I cannot explain, but it's really strong, and I don't know how to handle it. I tried to stop it, believe me, but the more I restrain myself the stronger it gets. But we messed up badly, we should have handled that better instead of putting our lives in this situation. Now, I screw up everything with you and worst she won't even talk to me either. I deserved this though, to be alone. She said sadly.

 

Do you still feel the same way for her? I asks.

 

Yeah. She answers quietly. But she made it clear to me that the two of us cannot be together. And she's right, we started on a wrong foot. She continues.

 

Well, I guess we just have to look at this on the brighter side. This made us realize that we don't belong to each other. I said while standing up.

 

I have to go now. I said afterwards.

 

Yeah, me too. We're bound to Korea today. How about you?

 

Qatar. I quickly replied. Well I see you around Gail, have a safe flight. I said with a smile.

 

Yeah, you too Anne. And thank you for doing this, it really meant a lot to me to finally be able to talk to you.

 

I just gave her a nod then made my way to our office. I thought talking to her would be a mistake, but it turns out that it's all I needed to finally put some closure between us.

 

CHAPTER 13: Aki's POV

 

I'm currently on my car now heading towards my parents' house for our weekly family dinner. The rain is pouring heavily outside, and the road is quite slippery. I turned my radio on and for some strange reason, the song Through the fire is now playing. I took a deep breath as my mind instantly went back to that moment Gail and I were together in her car. I'm still thinking about her every day, the memories and the feelings I felt for her still linger on me. She clearly made her mark on me. A screeching sound interrupted my thoughts, I look at my side mirror and saw an out of control SUV going towards me in full force, it's too late for me to maneuver my car away as I instantly felt the impact and my car swerve and hit a concrete barrier. The last thing I remember is there's a lot of blood pouring on my face before everything went black.

 

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I woke up in an unfamiliar surrounding, all I see is white walls, and I realize that I'm in a hospital. I touch my head and felt a bandage in there, I tried to get up but a sudden pain in my head and body hit me, so I fell back on the bed. My parents who are resting on the couch, quickly rushed to my side when they heard me move.

 

Oh honey, thank God you're awake. My mom said as tears running down her face.

 

Mom.. What happened? I asked.

 

You were in a car accident, honey. It was my dad who answered my question. The driver of the SUV that hit you didn't make it. Based on the investigation, he was under the influence of alcohol while driving. My dad tells the story. I can sense the rage in his voice while he's talking. 

 

Dad. It's okay. I'm alright. I tried to calm him down.

 

No honey. We almost lose you because of that irresponsible jerk! He retorted.

 

Seeing my mom and dad going through this kind of stress breaks my heart. Please mom, dad, stop worrying, I hate seeing you guys like this. I'll be okay. I assured them.

 

How long have I've been here? I asked.

 

Two days. My mom quickly replied.

 

The doctor is still closely observing you for any possible internal problems. She explained.

 

I just nodded my head with that information. I notice a beautiful arrangement of sunflowers on my bedside table and I can't help but smile. I love sunflowers.

 

They're from your friends, Mich and Faye. My mom informs as she seems to read my mind. They were here a while ago, they said they will just come and visit again tomorrow. Some of your colleagues went to visit as well, but I forgot  their names. 

 

I laugh at my mom. She's really terrible at remembering names. I thought to myself.

 

Oh. And Anne came over as well this morning. She suddenly remembers.

 

That information shocked me. I didn't expect her to come at all. The thought of her visiting me gives me a slight hope that maybe she can still forgive me.

 

My mom was about to say something when her phone rings. It's your sister, she wants to do a video call. She answers the call and gave me the phone.

 

I talked to my sister for a few minutes,

 

My body still feels tired and sore though so I told them that I will go back to sleep. I ask my parents to go home, but they refused, so I just let them be.

 

**********

 

The next morning, I woke up feeling a lot better and lighter. I ask my mom to accompany me to the bathroom, so I can freshen up a little and change my clothes. I return to my bed after a few minutes feeling fresh and clean and feels good.

 

I was just checking my phone when the door opens and Mich and Faye came in. They were both surprised to see me awake, they screamed in joy and excitement as they gave me a gentle hug.

 

I'm glad you're okay, Aki. Faye said. You caused us all quite a scare there.

 

Don't you dare do that to us again. Mich chimed in.

 

Thank you, guys. It means a lot to me that you're here.

 

Actually, I asked them if they can look after you. My mom said. I did not mention that you're already awake because I want it to be a surprise. Your dad and I just need to run some errands. I'm glad they agreed.

 

Of course. It's a weekend anyway, and we have nothing to do. Faye said smiling at my mom.

 

My parents left after giving me a kiss on the forehead. We will be back soon. They said.

 

Did you know Anne came to visit you yesterday? Mich asked. 

 

Yeah. My mom mentioned it to me.

 

She was really concerned about you. Mich continues.

 

Yeah. I said with a sad smile. I wish I can turn back time and undo what I did. She doesn't deserved that.

 

Don't be too harsh on yourself, Aki. We all made mistakes, the important thing is how we became a better person after that. Faye said.

 

A few minutes later, we heard a soft knock on the door. 

 

Come in! Mich shouted.

 

I froze the moment I saw the person entered the room. It was Anne.

 

Hey guys. She spoke timidly.

 

Mich and Faye look at each other before greeting her.

 

Hey Anne! We didn't know you're coming today. Faye replied.

 

Yeah, well, I just got home a while ago, and I figured I should come by. She said while glancing at me. It's good to finally see you up, Aki. I'm glad you're okay. 

 

I averted my eyes on the floor as I can't look  straight into her.

 

Yeah.. Uhmm thank you for checking on me. I said, still looking on the floor.

 

Mich felt the tension, so she decided to cut in. 

 

Gosh, I'm hungry, I'll just find something to eat in the convenience store nearby. Faye, can you come with me, please? 

 

Faye catches on what she's trying to do and immediately agreed.

 

Sure. Do you guys want anything? She asks us both.

 

Anne and I just shook our heads, and with that, they both made their way to the door.

 

There's an awkward silence after they left. I don't know what to say or where to start. I can't even look at her. Good thing she was the one who speak first.

 

How are you feeling? She asks.

 

I'm feeling much better now compared yesterday. Sometimes I still feel nauseous and tired, but it comes and goes. I answered, still trying my best to avoid any eye contact.

 

Great to hear that. She simply said.

 

There was an awkward silence again after that. I knew that now is my chance to finally talk to her, so I gathered every courage I have to finally look at her. 

 

Anne. I.. I'm sorry.. My voice crack with all the emotions bottled up for a long time. I'm really really sorry. I'm full blown crying now. I know that sorry will not change nor take away the pain I've caused you. My tears kept going. It felt so good to finally be able to let this all out. 

 

Hey. Stop it. It's not good for your condition now. Anne said with concern in her voice. Look, I'm not going to pretend and say that everything is okay because it's not. I was devastated back then because the person that I thought I can trust is the same person that betrayed me. And it's sucks. But then again, everyone makes a mistake. I cheated on you too remember? 

 

Anne, I didn't do that to get back at you, I swear. I quickly cut her.

 

I know. What I'm just saying is that I did awful things to you before too. But somehow we overcome it and became friends again. I know the situation is much worse than before but who knows right? Only time can tell. I'm just really glad that you're alive.

 

The thought of you being gone scared the shit out of me, Aki. And it made me realize that our friendship still matters to me. We just need time to slowly get back on track but just know that I forgive you.

 

I felt relieved at that moment. I cried and let all the emotions out. Guilt, pain, regrets, sorrow, I let it all out and cried like I never cried before. Her forgiveness is all I need right now.

 

Anne realizes that I needed this, so she just hug me and allowed me to cry on her shoulder. We stayed like that for a few minutes before I finally calm down. 

 

Thank you, Anne. I sincerely said while looking at her straight in the eyes. This means so much to me. 

 

Just get yourself better, so you can get out of here okay? I hate hospitals. She answered smiling.

 

I just laugh at her remark.

 

She checks her phone as she realizes that she got a message. She typed a response then looks at me afterwards.

 

Hey. Someone is here to see you. She said smiling.

 

I look at her with confusion written all over my face as she made her way to the door to open it.

 

I almost forgot how to breathe when I catch a glimpse of the person she's talking about. I haven't seen her in a long time, and yet, she still has the same effect on me.

 

Gail. I whispered.

 

To say that I'm shocked is an understatement. I didn't expect any of them would even show up to check if I'm still alive, especially Gail since we lost contact months ago. Now they're both here, together, and i have no idea what's going on.

 

What are you doing here? I asks Gail.

 

I told her what happened to you. Anne cuts in.

 

She's smiling, which adds to my confusion even more.

 

You guys should talk. Anne continues. If I am the reason why the two of you keep pushing each other away, then please stop and just figure this out. You don't have to worry about me anymore.

 

No. Anne, please you don't have to do this. I quickly said.

 

Aki. Stop. Your near death experience should taught you by now that life is too short, so do what makes you happy and quit running away. She said smiling. 

 

You take good care of her, okay? She said turning her attention to Gail.

 

Gail just nod her head and smiled at her. Thank you, Anne.

 

I will see you around Aki. Anne said as she made her way out to the door.

 

I didn't even manage to say goodbye to her because my mind is still trying to understand what's going on. 

 

Gail slowly made her way to the bed.

 

Hey. She spoke softly. She's just looking at me as if she cannot believe that I'm there. I'm glad you're okay. I wish I was here sooner, I'm sorry.

 

It's fine. You didn't know. I assured her.

 

Gail still looks beautiful as always. She's the only person who can take my breath away and make my heart beat so fast. The feelings that I have for her that I thought was already gone came rushing back at me and I'm not sure if I should be happy about it.

 

I suddenly felt tired after a whirlwind of emotions I went through in the last few hours. I told Gail that I will just take a quick nap to recharge.

 

Go ahead. She said. I will be here when you wake up. 

 

Her beautiful face is the last thing I saw before I drift away.

 

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A constant movement beside me woke me up from my slumber. I opened my eyes and saw the nurse doing her rounds. Faye and Mich are now back in the room and playing on their phones. I felt disappointed not seeing Gail there. Am I just dreaming the whole time? 

 

How are you feeling so far? The nurse asks.

 

I'm feeling better. Just hungry. I replied.

 

Right. Your lunch will be here in a few minutes and the doctor will read the results of your tests later this afternoon. She said smiling then made her way out.

 

I heard the toilet flush, then Gail went out of the bathroom. I let out a soft sigh of relief after seeing her.

 

Hey. You're up. She said smiling at me.

 

I thought you left already. I answered softly.

 

I told you I will still be here when you wake up. She replied. Oh, and I ordered Chinese food, I figured you hate hospitals meals, so I hope you don't mind. 

 

We don't mind! Faye and Mich shouted in unison.

 

We just both laugh at them.

 

Thank you. I said while looking at Gail.

 

You're welcome. She replied sweetly.

 

Moments later, the food arrived, and we started eating. It's good to see Gail getting along well with my friends. I wish Anne was here too, and I hope that time will come that all of us can be in the same room without awkwardness. 

 

My parents showed up at around 3pm. They met Gail and they instantly love her. My mom thanked them for looking after me while they're gone. The three of them went home at around 4:30 in the afternoon. Gail has a flight tomorrow and she will be gone for 3 days but she made a promise to visit me again once she comes back. 

 

The doctor informed us that afternoon that my test results were all good, and I'm clear to go home tomorrow morning. They will just schedule me for some follow up check ups. The thought of me leaving this hospital bed still alive and well is something I will forever be grateful. Anne was right, this incident made me realize the importance of life. To cherish every moment as if it will be your last, to spend time with your family and friends and to just enjoy life and be happy.

 

CHAPTER 14

 

It's been 3 days now since I got discharged from the hospital. I stayed in my parents' house while recovering since they don't want me to be alone in my apartment. I haven't seen my friends again since their last visit at the hospital, but they always call and check on me every day. Things are getting better between me and Anne, we can now talk to each other without awkwardness and I can never be thankful enough for that. She even asked me how things are going with Gail which still surprise me. She assured me that she's really okay with it and that I should just let things progress with Gail. I'm still hesitant though, I'm not sure if this is the right decision to make since we started in a wrong foot.

 

Gail and I have been talking every day as well. She's been busy with work and now in Dubai, and she's scheduled to be back in two days. She was supposed to be home today but something came up and she needs to stay for two more days. We still haven't properly talk about the two of us, which works for me because I'm not really sure if I'm ready for it.

 

***************

 

It's been a week now and I'm finally back to my own apartment. It took a lot of convincing from me to make my parents agreed and allowed me to leave.

 

I still have a few more days left before I go back to work. My company gave me a month to fully recover for what happened which is really great, but now I'm starting to feel bored. I turned the TV on and search for a good movie that can help me fight my boredom. My phone vibrates and I saw a message from Gail.

 

Hey. What are you doing? She asks.

 

Nothing, actually. Just watching a random movie. I quickly type in then hit the send button, which got a response from her almost immediately.

 

Can I come over? I will bring pizza. She said with smiley in the end. 

 

I hesitated for a moment because I instantly felt nervous with the thought of being alone with her again. I'm not sure if I'm ready, but I also want to see her.

 

My phone vibrates again, and I got another message from her.

 

I will bring ice cream too. She added with smiley again at the end. I can't help but laugh at that. She's cute. I finally agreed for her to come over. 

 

Fine. But only because you offered to bring ice cream and pizza. I jokingly replied.

 

My doorbell sounds just a few seconds after I hit send. I walk to the door and look at the peephole. Gail was there standing with a sheepish grin on her face while holding pizza and ice cream.

 

What the hell? I thought to myself.

 

I opened the door and looked at her intently, waiting for an explanation. 

 

Hi. She said still smiling. Hmm.. I was really hoping you would say yes. 

 

And what if I answered no? I asked.

 

Then I guess I have to eat these alone in my apartment. She answered while lifting the foods in her hand.

 

I just shook my head while smiling, then told her to come in.

 

We spent the entire afternoon watching random movies while we tried to get to know each other more. She's hilarious and easy to be with. You can talk to her about anything, and you will surely get a sensible response or answer. There's no dull moment with her.

 

Hey. I think I should go now, so you can take a rest. She said while looking at her watch. 

 

I didn't even realize the time because I'm really having a blast with her. I felt a little disappointed that she has to go, but I tried to hide it. 

 

Well. Thank you for today, Gail. I had fun.

 

It seems that she wants to say something but she's hesitating. She took a deep breath before finally saying it.

 

I really like you Aki. Gail said with sincerity. I want this to work for both of us. I know we both messed up, but I'm willing to do anything to give this a shot.

 

She's looking at me intently while waiting for an answer.

 

Look Gail. I like you too, and I want this to work as well, but I think we need to go slow and not rush things. Let's get to know each other first and who knows, let's just let it flow on its own. I said to her.

 

I saw a little disappointment crossed her face, but she tried to hide it.

 

I understand. And you're right, there's no rush. We can make this work. She said with a determined tone.

 

I have to go. She said as she stands up.

 

I did the same and walk her to the door.

 

Be ready though because you will see me a lot from now on. She said smiling as she gave me a kiss on the cheek and a quick hug.

 

I just laugh as I watch her made her way out of the door.

 

I don't mind seeing her every day. I thought to myself as I close the door behind me.

 

Chapter 15

 

Days passed, and it's now Saturday. I will report back to work on Monday, and I'm really looking forward to be back in the office. I miss the hustle and stress of being there. Anne, Faye and Mich came over last week to check on me and to catch up. We had a lot of fun and slowly but surely Anne and I are getting along again really well.

 

True to her word, Gail visits me almost every day if she doesn't have a scheduled flight. We spent a lot of time together, and I can feel myself slowly falling for her. She's really sweet and caring, and she respects my decision of taking it slow. She's really making me happy which somehow scares me because I still have doubts that the two of us will work out. My thoughts were interrupted when my doorbell sounds. I glance at the clock, and it's only 1pm, Gail said she will be here by 2pm because she just needs to run some errands first. Maybe she was able to finished it early, I thought to myself as I opened the door.

 

Hey I thought you .. I was not able to continue what I'm supposed to say because I'm really surprise to see the person in front of me. I haven't heard anything from her in months.

 

Steph.

 

The last thing I heard about her is that she went to Australia to visit her father. She didn't even bother to inform me or say goodbye to me properly, she just disappeared and that's it.

 

Hi Gail. 

 

What are you doing here? I asks, not even bothering to hide my annoyance.

 

I'm so sorry I left without even saying goodbye. She said as she noticed my mood. It was not planned and I had to fix a lot of papers to fly immediately and be with my dad. He suffered a heart attack, so I had to be there to help my mom to look after him. I didn't have the courage to contact you when I got there because things became really crazy, and I know you're mad at me. She explained with a trace of sadness in her voice.

 

My mood changes after hearing her explanation. I motioned for her to come inside.

 

Still. A simple heads up could have been nice, you know. I said to her while walking back inside.

 

I know. I'm really sorry. My mind was all over the place that time and I can't think properly. 

 

How was your dad? I asked, as I made my way to the fridge.

 

He's doing great now with the therapy, thankfully. She answered.

 

That's good to hear. Can I offer you something? Beer? Water? Soda?

 

Water would be fine. Thank you.

 

I handed her a glass of water before sitting on the chair across from her.

 

How are you doing? Liza told me about the accident while I'm in Australia. I always check on her every day for any update on you. She said referring to Liza, our mutual friend and my colleague as well. I wanted to ask you personally, but I don't have the guts knowing that you're mad at me.

 

I'm doing great now. And I'm not mad at you, I mean we're not really together then, so I don't think I have the right to demand anything from you. Maybe I'm just a little pissed that you just left like that, but I'm over it really. I said truthfully.

 

Thanks. I felt relieved hearing that. Are you seeing someone now? She asks hesitantly.

 

I hesitated for a moment if I'm going to answer her question, but then I realize that there's no point in hiding or denying it, so I tell her the truth.

 

Yes. I'm actually seeing someone now, but we decided to take everything slow. This time I really want everything to work out with this person. I really like her. I said smiling.

 

I can tell that. Your face instantly brightens when you talked about her. I'm glad you finally found someone. She said smiling, but I can see a little disappointment in there.

 

We spent a few more minutes trying to catch up. Steph and I had a really special bond before, and it's nice to close that chapter in good terms.

 

I guess I have to go now. She said as she stands up. Thank you for doing this Gail, it really meant a lot to me that you gave me the chance to talk and explain myself to you. 

 

It's nothing. Believe me, I know exactly how you feel, I said to her referring to my situation with Anne and Gail. I've been there.

 

I walk her out and open the door for her.

 

Well. If you need a hang out buddy, just call me okay? She said smiling.

 

I will. I said laughing. 

 

She gave me a hug and I hug her back. We both pulled away when we heard someone cleared their throat to get our attention.

 

Hi. Gail said while looking at the two of us.

 

Hey. You're here, I said happily.

 

Uhmm Steph, this is Gail. Gail, I would like you to meet Steph. I introduced them.

 

I immediately notice the change in Gail's demeanor when she heard me say Steph's name.

 

Steph offered her hand to Gail which the latter accepted almost forcefully. 

 

It's nice to meet you. Steph said.

 

Gail said nothing but her expression says a lot. She doesn't like what's happening right now.

 

Alright. I should go now. I'll see you around Aki. Steph said as she made her way to the stairs.

 

Gail enters the room with the same expression in her face.

 

How was your day? I asks.

 

Fine. She coldly answers.

 

Her response threw me off. This is the first time I've seen her like this.

 

Are you okay? Is there something wrong? 

 

What is she doing here? She asks.

 

Oh. So you're acting like this because of Steph? I ask curiously.

 

Are you going to answer my question with a question as well?

 

She just came to apologize to me and explained why she had to leave without saying goodbye. That's all. 

 

So, what now? Everything's suddenly okay between the two of you?

 

She is clearly annoyed right now.

 

Are you jealous? I asked.

 

Yes! She quicky replied.

 

But I know I don't have the right and this is so frustrating for me. Is she the reason why you want us to take it slow? So you can figure out what's going to happen with the two of you? 

 

I didn't realize that seeing Steph will make her this upset.

 

Hey, listen to me. Steph and I were over. I told her that I'm already seeing someone else, someone that I really really like. I said smiling at her sweetly. I want us to take it slow because I want this to work for both of us, and Steph has nothing to do with that. Okay?

 

I notice the change in her expression as she nods her head. 

 

I'm sorry I acted that way a while ago. I can't help it. 

 

It's fine. You're cute when you're jealous. I teased.

 

She laughs at me and push me slightly. She is looking at my eyes and lips alternately, and I know exactly what she's thinking. 

 

Can.. Can I kiss you? She asks hesitantly.

 

Instead of giving her an answer, I initiated the kiss myself which seems to surprise her. The kiss started gentle and slow but Gail deepen it after regaining her composure. We slightly break away from the kiss to catch our breath, I can see the passion and hunger in her eyes.

 

I never thought that I would be able to kiss you again, I thought I already lose you. She said before diving in again for a kiss. Her tongue is exploring every inch of my mouth and I can't help but release a soft moan, which encourages Gail to go for more. Her hands are now exploring my body as she lifts my shirt to feel the skin on my back. 

 

Please stop me now if you don't want this because I can no longer control myself. She said while attacking my neck with kisses. Her voice is raspy and sexy.

 

Don't stop. I said moaning in pleasure.

 

As soon as she heard that, she picked me up and laid me down in bed. She kissed me hungrily and we both moan as our tongues met. She removes my clothes in one swift motion and now my whole body is completely expose under her hungry eyes. She did not waste anytime and dives in into my core giving my clit the needed pleasure. I released a loud moan and arch my back slightly. She flicks her tongue back and forth and my body is following the rhythm of her mouth. 

 

I can feel myself slowly reaching the edge of orgasm. I felt her put two fingers inside me and my head almost burst in pleasure. Her tongue and fingers are now moving in rhythm and my body cannot take it anymore as I felt a hot rush in my core. My hands are holding the bedsheet tightly for support from that intense orgasm.

 

She slowly made her way up to me while giving small kisses on my body.

 

Wow. I said when our eyes met.

 

Intense huh? She joked. She kissed me on the lips and made me taste my own orgasm. I deepen the kiss as I flipped her back on the bed.  I massage her breast and pinch her nipple while my mouth is attacking the other one. She has a perfectly round breasts. I move my hand down her core and played with her clit while my mouth is still playing with her breast.

 

Ahhh... She moans in pleasure.

 

I can feel her wetness in my fingers, so I went down on her to finally have a taste of it. The smell of her arousal is addicting. My tongue has a mind of its own as it moves in and out of her entrance. Her body is uncontrollably moving in pleasure. I put two fingers in and start to thrust in and out while my mouth continues to play with her clit. I can tell that she's about to reach climax, so I lift my head and look at her face intently, I want to see her come. Few more thrusts and she lets out a loud moan as I felt the hot liquid in my fingers. Her eyes were shut, and she's biting her lower lip as she rides her orgasm. It's the sexiest thing I've seen to be honest. She opened her eyes and instantly met mine as she's still trying to catch her breath. 

 

Hi. I said gently.

 

Hey. She answered softly.

 

I gave her a quick peck on the lips as I laid down beside her.

 

We stayed in that position for quite some time. Gail is running her fingers in my tummy as she was looking at me intently. I feel like she wants to say something.

 

She grab my hand and took a deep breath before asking the question.

 

Will you please be my girlfriend? She asked with hopeful eyes. I know you still have doubts and worries, but I don't want to waste anymore time. I want us to be together for real. Whatever happens, we will work things out together. I love you Aki, please give me a chance to prove that to you. Please let me love you. She confessed as she looks straight into my soul.

 

I can feel the sincerity in her tone and a slight fear as well. A fear of rejection.

 

Please say something. She pleads.

 

Our love story is not an ideal one, Gail. And it's not something we should be proud of because we hurt a person dear to us. I knew right from the start that loving you is wrong, but I don't have the power to walk away. In the end, we still end up in each other's arms no matter how hard we tried to fight it.

 

I don't know what the future holds, or what will happen next, but what I'm sure of is that I'm happy when I'm with you. You make me feel a lot of emotions by just looking at me. I'm done fighting these feelings I have for you. So the answer is Yes, I want to be your girlfriend and I love you too, Gail.

 

Oh my God, really? Yes! She shouts as she hugs me tight. You have no idea how happy I am right now Aki, thank you. She showered me with small kisses all over my face while saying I love you and I can't help but laugh.

 

Alright. Alright. Stop, i love you too okay? But I'm hungry. I said while laughing.

 

Oohhh.. intense work out huh? She teased.

 

Nah. I never even break a sweat. I teased back. 

 

We both laugh at our exchange of banters. 

 

I will just prepare us some snacks. I said as I gave her a peck on the lips. I put my clothes on and walk to the kitchen.

 

I'm not sure what the future holds, but I know that whatever happens I have the person who makes me happy beside me, and we will try to work it out together. For now, that's enough for us to keep going.

 

Every love story is different. Our story might not be perfect but it leads us to where we are right now, and sometimes that's just how life works. It's full of surprises and you just have to be ready for everything.

 

***THE END***