Still hitting on the road til I lost my track

Finding my visible

Times keeps telling me I'm a stranger but I keep doubting

Trying to understand me yet keep hating it

I tot I know everything only to discover I'm a new version

Intimidating the Truth I bribe the right

Can I change me or can I change the world

Love of money now love of self disgrace

I couldn't even confide in myself why will my tears matters

I started faking till I can't understand me no more

If pain was painful then what I'm I

If tear are filling up rivers then what's left for me

I wish I could tell you a story you can laugh too

But my comedy aren't adding to

But the lighter aren't lighting my candle

You think it's okay to fake the pain when you can't fake the tears

Who I'm I I keep asking my reflection

I'm pretty too much to adapt to pain

Pretty to adapt to I'll get over it

I start to walk at the edge of death till heaven open the gate of patience

Keep telling God my age yet he says he knows my future

I'm only human anywhere yet can't find this present way

I'm in love with the stranger I'm becoming but I still miss the patience pained Old me

If life wants to make me struggle for easy things then I'll read the scripture loud

Devil doesn't bargain why is my happiness doing it anyway

I get possess with hostile yet patience is questioning me

Can you endure it for a year or two

Can you tell the helper to put me thru

Who am I,I keep asking,the stranger I'm becoming makes me strong but I know I'm going astray

Who am I,it's not the lord asking but me getting to cry for help

When will my life gets better or when will this stranger looks at my crying mirror and says it's already

It's never okay to cry because I always end up with fever

It's never too late asking coz I'm end up doubting

Lord I keep counting my blessings as I count pain

But I want my blessings to win the battle

I looks up the hills from here comes my help

But you said you inside me already no bother looking

I'm pretty when I smile and I know you know that too lord

The stranger I'm becoming hardly smile and when she does it's 90% fake

Still hitting on the road til I lost my track.

I guess I know who I am I just don't know how to correct it

But I need courage to find my visible