Ever felt so defeated so exhausted so mentally checked out?so lost in ur own mind? I've been thinking so much but all I've been doing is running and running from everything not a moment to stop and do a lil writing because I have barely been given showering time on top of everything else the addiction charges home issues I can feel everything literally day in and day out im so angry all the time so exhausted overwhelmed becoming scared of myself and what I mean is not that im scared for others or me doing harm to my self?. mentally its a whole lot more complicated?Reality becomes so distant I become attached to this constant puzzle that plays in my mind with never ending levels.