Dear inner thoughts of mine well where do I start? How about I never expected when I walked into the place I called my home. Would I be shocked every time. I still wonder how in the hell did I ever get to the place? I'm in at the moment? My rent at the moment is more expensive than my mothers bills that are more likely to be taken if past two random bills just because. It all stems from what my family so-called doing nothing not going anywhere not getting up off my ass or ending up dead if I don't make changes will get me? Well guess what? Welcome to my fuck up but still semi normal life. I do not care because me not listening and doing what I wanted, absolutely no limits no boundaries to say the least it has gotten me to the best place a girl like me could ever ask for? Well as usual of course there will be road bumps and losses, I'll take either because my own wrong doings and or some other stuff someone involved me in has done more justice than doing the right things at moments. someone would say I didn't earn the spot. I'm walking in right now. I'd say I did. If you really know me then you would know the same.